Wonderfully explained by you beena…I loved each and every word and appreciated …In case of rani I agree with you word by word….actually, initially I liked the practicality of rani….that there is no future of this relation…even after RS acceptance she had the doubt…that's why she wasn't comfortable and was not able to open up….we always felt that there is an apprehension in rani's behaviour….and we have been complaining….why she is so shy…why is she not opening up….actually at that time also…even though I was desperately waiting for hug….i understood her situation….and justified her actions…I had only one complaint against rani….that after giving words to yudi…she should not have deceived him….see everybody has some values in life…and I feel if you have given words to anybody you should keep them…..I don't know why…but may be I am like that that's why I expect that from everybody….
I don't know why, but I personally don't like the whole concept of sacrifice…trying to be mahaan…..and wherever I see it I condemn it like anything….i always feel there are many other ways to sort out things…and first of all is a dialogue…but may be I am wrong…I should see it from the perspective of rani's character…she is so timid, meek…ready to do anything for anybody if its for the good of that person…..
It is true that yesterday I hated rani like anything…but at the same time I was feeling pain also….as I already mentioned somewhere….i literally shed tears…..after watching Raja-Rani part…it really touched me….i was expecting her to add one more sentence in that….kyonki mere pitaji nahin hain isliye main jaanti hoon pita ka kya mahatva hota hai… aur main ek bete se uske pita ki chhatra chhaya nahin chheenna chati….
anyway….
But after reading your description…I am feeling sad for rani…and I hope yura would come more closer…will be united by a stronger bond….and having the aashirvad of RS, BR, amma and dadi…