Chapter 4
Maan stood in his kitchen the following morning with a cup of coffee in one hand and his phone in the other, having spent the better part of five minutes looking at Geet’s number while the drink he had made with considerably more confidence gradually cooled between his fingers. Armaan had sent him her contact details after the date, confirming that Geet had agreed to him passing them on before following that perfectly reasonable exchange with a warning that Maan suspected his friend had enjoyed composing.
A: SHE SAID YOU WERE NICE. DO NOT MESS THIS UP.
Maan had stared at the message for several seconds, trying to decide whether being described as nice was encouraging or merely the kind of thing a woman said when she wanted to avoid explaining that she had spent dinner planning her escape, before eventually typing his response.
M: That sounds vaguely threatening.
A: IT IS.
Armaan’s immediate reply had almost made him laugh, although the amusement had done very little to help him now that he was standing alone in his kitchen, discovering that sending one woman a message apparently required more consideration than negotiating a contract worth several million pounds. He knew that he had enjoyed the evening, and unless he had misunderstood almost everything about the way Geet had looked at him, she had enjoyed it too, which should have made this considerably simpler than he was allowing it to become.
Blind dates had never particularly appealed to him, but after his engagement ended, dating itself had gradually become something he found reasons to avoid because he had little enthusiasm for returning to the exhausting business of explaining why the way he loved was not inadequate simply because it was quiet. He remembered birthdays and the details people mentioned without expecting anyone to retain them, and he would happily drive across the city because someone had experienced a difficult day, but he had never understood why those things seemed to count for less if they were not accompanied by an extravagant surprise that could be photographed.
He preferred keeping certain memories to himself, whether it was a conversation that continued long after dinner had finished, a walk through unfamiliar streets or the particular way someone laughed when they forgot to be self conscious, because there was something about sharing an experience with one person that lost its intimacy when everyone else was invited to examine it. Maya had initially teased him about that preference, calling him boring with enough affection in her voice for him to smile, until the affection gradually disappeared and he realised she had stopped making a joke.
One evening remained particularly clear in his memory, perhaps because he had spent most of it standing beside a table of people he barely knew while music made conversation impossible and Maya disappeared into the crowd with her friends. He had gone because she wanted him there, but on the journey home she had looked at him with the same frustration he was beginning to recognise whenever his enjoyment failed to resemble hers.
“You never want to do anything” Maya had complained as she turned towards him in the car, folding her arms while he tried to ignore the headache gathering behind his eyes.
“That isn’t true” Maan had replied as he looked away from the window, already tired of defending himself against a statement that dismissed every suggestion he had made that month.
“You want dinner and walks and quiet little weekends away” Maya had responded dismissively, shaking her head as though the problem should have been obvious to him. “You’re thirty two, Maan, not sixty.”
“I like those things” Maan had told her, keeping his voice level because he could not see how raising it would make his answer any easier for her to accept.
“Well, I don’t” Maya had snapped as she turned away, leaving him to sit beside her with the uncomfortable understanding that neither of them had said anything they could reasonably ask the other to change.
Looking back, he knew that conversation should have prompted an honest decision about their future, but instead they had spent months trying to negotiate their way around a difference that grew more painful the longer they treated it as somebody’s fault. He had no desire to repeat that mistake, which was perhaps why he kept remembering the way Geet had looked at him when he told her that he wanted peace, her expression softening as though he had put a name to something she had been searching for without knowing how to describe it.
He remembered other things too, including the laughter that escaped her whenever she forgot to be cautious and the suspicious narrowing of her eyes when she thought he was teasing her, although what had stayed with him most was the effort she had made to remain honest despite how uncomfortable certain admissions clearly felt. She had kept apologising whenever her thoughts returned to her marriage, but Maan had never expected eight years of someone’s life to disappear simply because another man was sitting across the table.
There had been vulnerability in the way she spoke, although he doubted Geet would appreciate him confusing that with helplessness, especially after Armaan had casually mentioned that she had taken up Krav Maga. Remembering the faint bruise near her jaw and the expression she had worn while accusing him of having a smug face, Maan smiled into his coffee before looking down at the empty message box again.
“What are you doing?” Maan muttered as he rested his cup on the counter, irritated by the realisation that he was approaching a simple greeting as though someone intended to scrutinise it in a board meeting.
He typed that he had enjoyed the previous evening, read it twice and deleted it because it looked unexpectedly abrupt, then replaced it with a more polite version that somehow sounded like a message he might send after a successful corporate dinner. By the time he set the phone down, he had begun to suspect that the problem had very little to do with the words and considerably more to do with how much he wanted her to be pleased to receive them.
His phone vibrated against the counter, and the speed with which he reached for it would have been embarrassing had there been anyone present to witness it, particularly when he discovered that the notification was an email about revised planning costs.
“Of course” Maan murmured as he picked up his coffee and took a distracted sip, only to discover that it had gone cold while he had been occupied with behaving like a man who had never spoken to a woman before.
By the time he left the house, the coffee had been poured away and his phone was back in his pocket, although the message to Geet remained unwritten and the irritation he felt towards himself had become considerably harder to ignore.
Across the city, Geet had been awake since six because her mind had apparently decided that the most productive use of an early morning was to replay dinner in unnecessary detail, paying particular attention to every occasion on which Maan had smiled at her. She lay beneath her duvet with her eyes on the ceiling, attempting to understand how Armaan had managed to arrange a blind date with Maan Khurana while describing him as though he were merely an acquaintance who happened to own a respectable suit.
His money was not what interested her, although she suspected Armaan would enjoy accusing her of being impressed by the family name if she gave him half an opportunity. Geet had grown up around wealth and knew perfectly well that an impressive bank balance offered no guarantee of decency, while Dev had provided eight years of evidence that expensive clothes could disguise a remarkable absence of class, particularly when somebody else had paid for them.
The thought drew a reluctant smile from her before she rolled onto her side, pulling the duvet closer as her mind returned to Maan and the unsettling ease with which he had made her feel comfortable. He had listened without searching for an opportunity to redirect the conversation towards himself, and when she told him about her divorce, he had accepted the information without making her feel that she needed to persuade him she was still worth knowing.
It was too early to decide what any of that meant, and Geet knew it, but knowing something sensible did not seem to prevent her from remembering the way he had slowed his steps on their way to the car park.
“No, we’re not doing this” Geet muttered as she pulled the duvet over her face, determined to remind herself that one pleasant dinner did not justify lying awake thinking about a man before she had even brushed her teeth.
Her phone vibrated beside her, and she immediately threw the duvet back and reached for it, only for the anticipation in her expression to fade when Armaan’s name appeared on the screen.
A: ARE YOU AWAKE?
G: Unfortunately.
Geet sent her reply before settling against the pillows, although Armaan’s next message arrived so quickly that she suspected he had been waiting for permission to begin an interrogation.
A: HAS HE TEXTED?
G: No.
She stared at her own answer for a moment, disliking how disappointing it looked when reduced to a single word, while the typing indicator appeared and disappeared beneath it.
A: Maybe he’s asleep.
G: It’s 7:12.
A: Successful businessmen need rest.
G: You’re useless.
A: He liked you.
Geet’s fingers stopped above the keyboard as she read that final message again, trying to decide whether Armaan knew something or was simply attempting to reassure her before she admitted that reassurance was necessary.
G: Did he say that?
For someone who had managed to send several messages within a minute, Armaan suddenly appeared to have developed a demanding schedule, and Geet narrowed her eyes at the screen while she waited for him to answer.
A: I am not interfering.
G: Armaan.
A: Have a nice day at work, babe xx
“Coward” Geet muttered as she tossed the phone onto the mattress and pushed the duvet aside, deciding that she would shower, get dressed and behave like a woman with responsibilities instead of allowing her morning to revolve around a message that might never arrive.
She promised herself she would leave the phone untouched for at least twenty minutes, but four minutes later she picked it up on her way to the bathroom, telling herself that checking the time was entirely different from checking whether Maan had contacted her.
By half past nine, Maan was seated in a glass conference room while Aditya presented the revised figures for a commercial development in Birmingham, although the phone lying beside Maan’s notebook had begun to occupy an unreasonable proportion of his attention. He had placed it face down in the hope that removing the screen from view would help, but that had merely left him wondering whether he might have missed a notification.
“Maan?” Aditya prompted as he paused beside the projected spreadsheet, drawing the attention of everyone around the table towards the man who was usually the first to notice when somebody else stopped concentrating.
“Yes?” Maan responded as he lifted his head, keeping his expression composed despite the uncomfortable suspicion that he had missed something.
“You asked whether the revised figures accounted for the additional planning costs” Aditya reminded him, holding the presentation remote loosely while he waited for recognition.
“Yes, I did” Maan replied with a nod before glancing towards the relevant column. “Have they been included?”
“That was the section I was just explaining” Aditya responded carefully, his confusion making it clear that he was unused to needing to repeat information Maan had specifically requested.
Maan looked at the screen for a moment before acknowledging the mistake with a small nod, unwilling to make Aditya responsible for the fact that he had spent the last few minutes considering whether half past nine was too late to send someone a good morning message.
“That’s my fault” Maan admitted as he picked up his pen. “Go through it again, please.”
“Of course” Aditya replied as he turned towards the screen, although the brief glance he exchanged with Kabir suggested that Maan’s distraction had not escaped either of them.
Maan made a determined effort to listen, writing down the revised contingency allowance and asking a question about the planning timetable, but once Aditya moved on to a section that did not require his immediate input, his attention returned to the phone. Deciding that he had wasted enough time finding reasons to delay something he wanted to do, he opened Geet’s contact and typed the message before he could begin another pointless round of editing.
M: Good morning. I enjoyed last night. I hope you got home safely.
He pressed send after reading it once, then placed the phone beside his notebook with rather more care than necessary, aware of a small tightening in his stomach that seemed wholly disproportionate to what he had just done. When he looked up, Kabir was watching him from the neighbouring chair with an expression that suggested he had discovered something interesting.
“What?” Maan asked quietly as he turned his pen between his fingers.
“Nothing” Kabir replied, returning his attention to the presentation with a faint smile that made Maan certain he would be hearing considerably more about it later.
Geet’s phone vibrated against her desk while she was reviewing a report, and although she initially intended to finish the paragraph in front of her, that intention lasted only until she noticed Maan’s name on the screen. Armaan had sent his number the previous evening with instructions to save it and refrain from inventing reasons not to answer, but seeing the contact appear now still made her stomach lift in a way she found deeply inconvenient.
She read his message twice, her smile arriving before she thought to conceal it, and was about to begin a reply when a voice from the doorway interrupted her.
“Interesting” Priya remarked as she stood with a folder tucked against her chest, looking considerably more interested in Geet’s expression than in whatever had brought her to the office.
“What is?” Geet asked as she placed her phone down, attempting to recover the professional composure she had apparently abandoned the moment Maan contacted her.
“That smile” Priya explained as she stepped inside and nodded towards Geet’s face. “I was going to ask whether you’d looked through the report, but now I’m wondering whether I should be asking a more interesting question.”
“I do smile, Priya” Geet responded as she reached for the folder, hoping that introducing actual work into the conversation might encourage her colleague to remember why she was there.
“Yes, you have a very efficient smile for thanking people and ending conversations” Priya replied as she demonstrated a restrained expression that Geet found unnecessarily insulting. “That one looked as though you’d forgotten you were at work.”
“You appear to have too much free time” Geet observed as she opened the folder and looked down at the first page.
“I have almost none, which makes it particularly impressive that I still noticed” Priya responded cheerfully before glancing towards the phone. “Was the message from a man?”
“Thank you for bringing this in, Priya” Geet said as she lifted her eyes, putting enough emphasis into her colleague’s name to make her intentions clear. “You can close the door on your way out.”
“It was a man” Priya concluded with a delighted smile as she began retreating towards the doorway, apparently satisfied that Geet’s refusal to answer had told her everything she needed to know.
Geet waited until the door had closed before picking up her phone again, although the smile returned so quickly that she was relieved Priya was no longer there to witness it.
G: Good morning. I did, thank you, and I enjoyed it too. Although I’ve discovered Armaan has already asked me about it approximately twelve times.
She read the message once before sending it, then set the phone beside her keyboard and attempted to return to the report, discovering almost immediately that the figures were less interesting now that she knew Maan had been thinking about her too.
When her reply reached the conference room, Maan glanced down at the notification and allowed himself to pick up the phone, intending to read it quickly before returning his attention to Aditya. Unfortunately, the smile that appeared as he reached the reference to Armaan gave Kabir precisely the evidence he had been waiting for.
“Who is she?” Kabir whispered as he leaned slightly towards him, keeping his voice low enough not to interrupt the presentation.
“What are you talking about?” Maan asked as he turned the phone away, although the movement did little to support his attempt at indifference.
“I’ve worked with you for seven years” Kabir murmured as amusement gathered in his expression. “I watched you close a two hundred million pound deal with less enthusiasm than that.”
“You should be listening to Aditya” Maan replied as he placed the phone down, avoiding the question because he could not imagine an answer that would persuade Kabir to leave the subject alone.
“So should you” Kabir pointed out before returning his attention to the screen, looking far too pleased with himself for Maan’s liking.
Another notification appeared a minute later, and when Maan glanced towards Kabir, his operations director immediately adopted an expression of exaggerated concentration that would have been more convincing if he had not been smiling.
G: Actually, make that thirteen. He’s just messaged again asking whether you kissed me.
Maan pressed his lips together to contain his amusement before lowering the phone beneath the edge of the table and typing his answer.
M: Tell him I was raised properly.
G: He’ll be disappointed.
Geet’s response arrived almost immediately, and Maan had to look down at his notebook to hide the smile it caused, while Kabir quietly shook his head beside him as though he had just witnessed something extraordinary.
By eleven, Geet had managed to answer several messages, review the first report and attend a short call, although she had also checked her phone far more often than any of those tasks required. Priya had passed her open doorway twice without coming inside, and when she appeared for a third time, Geet looked up from her laptop with an expression that made her stop.
“Do you need something?” Geet asked as she rested her hands beside the keyboard.
“No, I’m perfectly fine” Priya replied, glancing along the corridor as though she had only just realised where she was.
“Then perhaps you can explain why you keep walking past my office” Geet suggested, watching her colleague consider several answers before apparently deciding that honesty was unnecessary.
“Exercise?” Priya offered with a hopeful smile.
“I’m sure there’s more space for that near your own desk” Geet responded as she gestured towards the corridor, although the amusement threatening the corners of her mouth weakened the dismissal.
“I’ll leave you to it” Priya replied before taking a step away and looking back. “Unless you wanted to tell me whether it’s still the same man.”
“Goodbye, Priya” Geet said firmly, waiting until her colleague disappeared before returning to the screen, only for her phone to vibrate beside her a moment later.
M: How busy is your day?
G: Meetings until three. Then I have to review figures my finance team apparently believe will magically fix themselves if they avoid looking at them.
M: Interesting. I have the same finance problem. Perhaps they attend the same training course.
Geet laughed quietly as she read his reply, imagining the calm expression he would wear while making the observation aloud, and was still smiling when Leena entered with two coffees and stopped beside the desk.
“What?” Geet asked as she looked up, recognising the curiosity on her assistant’s face with increasing irritation.
“You laughed at your phone” Leena explained as she placed one of the cups beside Geet’s laptop, sounding as though she had discovered an unexpected error in a document.
“Apparently everyone in this building has conducted a detailed study of my facial expressions” Geet remarked as she reached for the coffee. “Should I expect a report, or are you all planning to deliver your findings personally?”
“We’re observant” Leena replied with a smile, entirely untroubled by the accusation.
“You’re nosy” Geet corrected before taking a sip, although Leena’s laughter suggested that she regarded the distinction as unimportant.
The phone vibrated again before Leena reached the doorway, and when she paused, Geet pointed towards the corridor without offering another word of encouragement. Her assistant left with a knowing smile, allowing Geet to open Maan’s next message in peace.
M: Are you always this terrifying with your employees?
Geet stared at the screen, briefly glancing towards the doorway as though there might be some explanation for his timing, before another message appeared beneath the first.
M: Armaan warned me.
G: Armaan talks too much.
M: That may be the first thing we completely agree on.
Geet shook her head as she smiled into her coffee, deciding that she would address Armaan’s apparent enthusiasm for discussing her with other people later, preferably when she could do so without admitting how much she was enjoying the consequences.
Maan’s meeting finally ended shortly before midday, but Kabir followed him into his office with the determination of a man who had postponed a conversation for as long as he intended to tolerate. Maan placed his files on the desk and sat down, hoping that opening his laptop might communicate that he had work to do, although Kabir closed the door behind him and remained exactly where he was.
“So, are you going to tell me?” Kabir asked as he leaned against the door.
“Tell you what?” Maan responded, knowing perfectly well that pretending not to understand would only prolong the exchange.
“Why you’ve spent the morning smiling at your phone” Kabir explained as he walked further into the room. “Usually, it takes an error free quarterly report to produce anything resembling that level of happiness.”
“That comparison makes very little sense” Maan replied as he opened his emails.
“It makes perfect sense to someone who knows you” Kabir insisted before resting a hand on the chair opposite him. “You went on a date, didn’t you?”
Maan looked up before he could stop himself, and the satisfaction that spread across Kabir’s face made him regret the reaction immediately.
“It was dinner” Maan explained as he turned his attention back to the laptop.
“With a woman?” Kabir asked, apparently determined to make the conversation as irritating as possible.
“No, Kabir, with a Labrador” Maan replied as he clicked on an email he had already read.
“There he is” Kabir remarked with a laugh, pulling out the chair and making himself comfortable. “I knew there had to be a reason you were in such a good mood.”
“It was one date, and it was nice” Maan admitted, hoping that providing a small amount of information might satisfy him.
“Nice?” Kabir repeated as he settled back in the chair. “You haven’t properly dated anyone since Maya, and you expect me to accept nice as a sufficient explanation?”
Maan’s expression altered at the mention of his former fiancée, and Kabir noticed it immediately, the teasing easing as he lifted one hand.
“I’m not comparing them” Kabir clarified, his voice becoming more measured. “I’m saying it’s been a long time since you seemed interested enough in someone to lose track of a meeting.”
Maan rested his hands beside the laptop, acknowledging the truth of that observation even if he would have preferred Kabir to make it somewhere else.
“She’s recently divorced” Maan explained after a moment, choosing not to share anything beyond that because the details of Geet’s marriage were not his to discuss.
“Okay” Kabir responded with a small nod, waiting for him to continue.
“That’s all you have to say?” Maan asked as he looked across the desk.
“What else am I supposed to say?” Kabir questioned, appearing genuinely confused. “Did you enjoy spending time with her?”
Maan almost smiled because Kabir’s response was remarkably close to his own when Armaan first mentioned Geet, and he found himself appreciating the absence of unnecessary concern.
“Yes, I did” Maan admitted as his eyes moved briefly towards the phone beside his laptop.
“Then that seems like a reasonable place to start” Kabir replied, although the grin returning to his face suggested that his restraint had reached its limit. “And judging by the way you’ve been behaving, I’m guessing you’d like to see her again.”
“You have work to do” Maan reminded him as he pointed towards the door.
“I was about to say that I’m happy for you” Kabir protested, getting to his feet with an expression of injured innocence.
“You were about to say something you found amusing” Maan corrected as he reached for his pen.
“I can manage both” Kabir replied before pausing beside the doorway. “Just try not to frighten her with your wild lifestyle.”
“I had dinner and was home by eleven” Maan responded, looking up in disbelief.
“Exactly” Kabir agreed solemnly as he opened the door. “You’ll have to ease her into that kind of recklessness.”
Maan flicked the pen towards him, missing by enough for Kabir to laugh as he disappeared into the corridor, and although Maan shook his head at the closed door, he was still smiling when he picked up his phone.
M: I’ve just been accused of having a wild lifestyle because I stayed out until eleven last night.
Geet read the message while waiting for the next meeting to begin, lowering her eyes towards her lap so that Priya would not immediately notice her expression.
G: Scandalous. Do your family know?
M: I’m hoping to keep it out of the newspapers.
G: Too late. I know someone in PR.
His reply contained a laughing emoji, which should not have interested her nearly as much as it did, but Geet found herself looking at it with an entirely unreasonable degree of affection. There was something unexpectedly endearing about discovering that the man who ran Khurana Group and spoke as though he considered every word could also sit at his desk sending her little faces because she had made him laugh.
She placed the phone down before that thought could develop into anything more embarrassing, although apparently she had already allowed her attention to wander for longer than she realised.
“Geet?” Rishi prompted from the other end of the table, lowering the report in his hands as she looked up.
“Yes?” Geet responded, straightening in her chair and reaching for her pen.
“I asked whether you were comfortable with the revised forecast” Rishi explained, glancing towards the document in front of her.
Geet looked down at the figures, aware that she had heard almost nothing of his explanation, while Priya sat two seats away with a smile she was making very little effort to conceal.
“Go through the final projections again, please” Geet requested, turning to the relevant page. “I want to be clear about the assumptions behind the revised margin.”
“Of course” Rishi replied as he lifted the report, giving her the opportunity to send Priya a warning look before returning her attention to the discussion.
Priya lowered her eyes to her notebook with suspicious obedience, and Geet made a determined effort to concentrate until the question of the margin had been resolved. When her phone vibrated again, she left it untouched while Rishi finished speaking, although she glanced down as soon as the conversation moved to the next item.
M: I think my colleagues have realised I’m texting someone.
G: Mine too. Apparently I never smile.
M: Apparently neither do I.
Geet bit the inside of her cheek as she read his reply, remembering the warmth in his expression the previous evening and finding that she wanted him to know she had noticed.
G: That’s not true. You smiled last night.
The typing indicator appeared, disappeared and returned before his answer finally arrived, leaving Geet looking down at the screen with far more anticipation than she intended to admit.
M: You gave me reasons to.
Warmth rose into her cheeks before she had time to prepare for it, and Geet read the sentence again as though a second look might reveal that she had misunderstood what he meant. She had not expected him to be so direct, particularly in the middle of a conversation that had allowed both of them to hide their interest behind jokes about their colleagues, and the simplicity of it left her momentarily unsure how to answer.
Priya glanced towards her and immediately noticed the change in her expression, her eyebrows lifting before Geet could turn away.
“Are you alright?” Rishi asked as he paused beside the screen.
“Yes, it’s just a little warm in here” Geet replied as she reached for her water, avoiding Priya’s eyes while the woman beside her disguised a laugh with a deeply unconvincing cough.
Geet placed her phone face down and returned her attention to the report, determined to make it through the rest of the discussion without providing anyone with further evidence, although Maan’s message remained inconveniently clear in her mind.
In his office, Maan had begun regretting his choice of words approximately three seconds after sending them, not because they were untrue but because they left very little room to pretend that he was merely being polite. He read the message again, considered following it with something lighter and decided that attempting to explain himself would probably make the situation worse.
Five minutes passed without a response, during which he opened a document and managed to read the same paragraph several times, before reminding himself that Geet had already told him she was in meetings until three. That explanation was perfectly reasonable, but by the time another few minutes passed, he had still found room to wonder whether he had made her uncomfortable.
When the phone finally vibrated, he reached for it before the notification had fully appeared.
G: That was suspiciously smooth for someone who claims to be reserved.
Maan smiled as he read her answer, relieved enough to feel faintly ridiculous about the concern he had manufactured in the first place.
M: I have occasional moments.
G: Should I feel special?
He rested his thumb against the edge of the screen while he considered the question, aware that there were several safer answers available and increasingly disinclined to choose any of them.
M: Maybe.
Geet took almost a minute to respond, although this time Maan managed to remain seated without convincing himself that the conversation had gone wrong.
G: I’ll consider it.
A slow smile spread across his face as he looked at her reply, and he was still holding the phone when a familiar voice interrupted from the doorway.
“Now that is interesting” Kabir remarked as he folded his arms and studied him with open amusement.
“What do you want?” Maan asked, lowering the phone while resisting the urge to turn it over as though he had been caught doing something inappropriate.
“I was going to ask about the revised programme, but you appear to be blushing” Kabir replied, looking far too pleased by the possibility.
“I am not blushing” Maan responded as he reached for the relevant file.
“You’re thirty five years old, and apparently all it takes is a text message” Kabir continued, ignoring the file Maan held towards him.
“And you’re about to discover how much work I can find for you if you remain in that doorway” Maan replied, although the lack of real irritation in his voice made Kabir’s grin widen.
“I’ll take that as my cue to leave” Kabir said as he accepted the file, pausing briefly before turning away. “It’s good to see you enjoying yourself, Maan.”
The sincerity beneath the teasing left Maan without an immediate response, and by the time he looked back down at his phone, the warmth in his expression had very little to do with embarrassment.
By half past four, the messages had moved beyond careful questions about their working day and into conversations neither of them had intended to begin, with food leading to films and films becoming a discussion about the kind of holidays they enjoyed. Geet discovered that Maan disliked horror films after suggesting one he should watch, and she seized the information with far more enthusiasm than he thought it deserved.
G: You’re telling me you can manage hundreds of employees but not a ghost?
M: Employees usually follow the basic laws of physics.
G: That isn’t an answer.
M: It is the only answer you’re getting.
Geet laughed as she approached the lift, where Leena was waiting with her handbag over one shoulder, and immediately slipped the phone away when her assistant looked towards her.
“You’re doing it again” Leena observed as Geet pressed the button.
“Doing what?” Geet asked, adopting an expression of innocence she suspected was not particularly convincing.
“That smile you apparently haven’t noticed” Leena replied as the lift doors opened.
“I have no idea what you mean” Geet responded as she stepped inside, although her phone vibrated before she could make the claim sound credible.
Leena glanced towards Geet’s handbag, and Geet looked back at her with a warning already forming in her expression.
“Don’t” Geet said as she reached inside.
“I haven’t said anything” Leena protested, raising her free hand while Geet took out the phone anyway.
M: Are you still working?
G: Just leaving. You?
M: Unfortunately, yes. Another hour at least.
G: Successful businessman problems.
M: I would have thought a successful businesswoman would be more sympathetic.
Geet’s smile softened as she read the message, her attention catching on the description with an intensity she had not expected. He had written it casually, as though it were an obvious fact rather than something generous he was choosing to say, and that made it affect her more than a deliberate compliment might have done.
Dev had always found a way to place her father between Geet and anything she achieved, reminding her where the company came from whenever somebody praised a decision she had made. Even when she returned to the business and began earning the confidence of people who had initially looked past her, he had treated her progress as another benefit of being Raj Malhotra’s daughter, until she sometimes found herself qualifying her own accomplishments before anyone else could do it for her.
Maan had known her for one evening, yet he appeared to have no difficulty acknowledging the work she did without first explaining why she had been given the opportunity to do it.
G: I’m getting there.
M: From what I’ve heard, I think you’re already there.
Geet looked at his reply while the lift slowed, feeling an unexpected tightness in her throat that made her grateful Leena had stopped teasing her.
“You okay?” Leena asked gently as the doors opened and Geet remained still for a moment longer than necessary.
“Yes, I’m good” Geet replied as she slipped the phone into her handbag and followed her out, realising as she said it that the answer required no effort at all.
Maan finally left his office shortly after six, loosening his tie as he stepped into the private lift with his phone still in his hand. He had begun wondering whether he should allow the conversation to settle for the evening because they had exchanged messages throughout the day, and although Geet had seemed equally willing to continue, he did not want to turn her enjoyment of speaking to him into an obligation to keep answering.
That sensible consideration lost some of its authority when he looked at her latest message, which had arrived while he was closing his laptop.
G: I’m going to the gym tomorrow morning, which I already regret.
M: Krav Maga?
G: Gym in the morning, Krav Maga in the evening. I apparently enjoy suffering twice.
Maan smiled as he read her reply, remembering the teasing determination in her expression the previous evening, before opening the keyboard again. He knew that he wanted to see her, and after spending an entire day finding reasons to keep the conversation going, asking whether she felt the same should not have required quite so much preparation.
He typed the beginning of an invitation, deleted it because it sounded overly formal and tried again while the lift descended, eventually stepping into the lobby without having noticed that he had reached the ground floor. His driver was waiting near the entrance, but Maan paused beside the doors and looked down at the screen, deciding that there was no version of the question that would protect him from the possibility of her saying no.
M: Are you free Saturday evening?
He sent it before he could make another unnecessary revision, then looked at the sentence and realised he had somehow managed to ask for her time without explaining what he intended to do with it.
Geet had just changed into her pyjamas when the message arrived, and she sat on the edge of her bed with her hair piled loosely on top of her head and an open tub of moisturiser beside her. She picked up the phone expecting another comment about her gym schedule, only for her stomach to flutter when she read the invitation.
“This is embarrassing” Geet muttered as she rested one hand against her middle, looking down at herself as though her body ought to offer an explanation for behaving this way over a perfectly ordinary question.
Another message appeared before she had decided how to respond, and the clarification made her laugh with an affection she was finding increasingly difficult to discourage.
M: For dinner, I mean. I realised that sounded vague.
G: I assumed you weren’t asking me to help you move furniture.
M: I was trying to be clear.
G: You’re very proper, aren’t you?
Geet leaned back against the pillows while she waited, finding something reassuring in the thought that he might also be considering his words more carefully than their conversation required.
M: Is that a complaint?
G: Not yet.
M: I’ll try to maintain my record.
She smiled as she read his answer, then glanced towards the open moisturiser and remembered that she had abandoned the simple task of getting ready for the evening because Maan Khurana wanted to take her to dinner again.
G: I’m free Saturday.
There was a brief pause before his response, during which Geet found herself looking at the screen with the kind of anticipation she would have mercilessly teased Armaan for displaying.
M: Good. I’d like to see you again.
The directness of his answer settled some of the uncertainty she had been trying to disguise all day, because there was very little to misunderstand when someone told her what he wanted without making her search for it beneath a joke. She had enjoyed teasing him, and she suspected she would continue to enjoy it, but there was something unexpectedly comforting about knowing that he could also leave the teasing aside when it mattered.
G: I’d like to see you again too.
Geet sent the message before she could talk herself into a less honest reply, then dropped the phone onto the duvet and covered her face with both hands, smiling despite the embarrassment warming her cheeks.
“This is ridiculous” Geet whispered into her palms, although when the phone vibrated again, she reached for it immediately.
M: Saturday at seven?
G: Seven works.
M: I’ll choose somewhere quieter this time.
G: Peace?
M: Exactly.
Geet remained looking at the final reply for several moments before setting the phone beside her, remembering how carefully she had prepared herself for disappointment before their first date and how little of that preparation had proved necessary. She was not ready to decide what Maan might become to her, and she knew that one enjoyable evening followed by a day of messages could not answer every question she had about allowing someone close again, but for once she did not feel compelled to settle all of those questions before giving herself permission to be happy.
Across the city, Maan was seated in the back of his car with the conversation still open, reading her agreement to Saturday again while his driver glanced towards him in the mirror. He noticed the second look and lifted his eyes, finding the older man returning his attention to the road a little too quickly.
“What is it?” Maan asked as he lowered the phone.
“Nothing, sir” the driver replied politely, although the smile he was attempting to hide made the answer less than convincing.
“You looked twice” Maan pointed out, beginning to suspect that everyone he employed had developed an unreasonable interest in his personal life.
“I’ve worked for you for nine years, sir” the man explained carefully, keeping his eyes on the traffic. “I don’t think I’ve seen you smile at your phone quite like that before.”
Maan looked at him through the mirror, uncertain whether there was any response available that would not make the observation more embarrassing, while his driver apparently decided that changing the subject would be in everybody’s best interests.
“The traffic is quite light tonight” he added as he indicated and moved into the next lane.
Maan shook his head, allowing the change of subject to stand as he returned his attention to the phone, where Geet’s messages remained exactly as he had left them. He had begun the morning unable to send her a simple greeting, yet somewhere between meetings, reports and the interference of people who knew him far too well, speaking to her had become the part of his day he kept looking forward to.
At home, Geet finally closed the tub of moisturiser and settled against her pillows, while Maan watched the evening traffic through the window with his phone resting loosely in his hand, each of them privately considering the same invitation. Neither knew what would follow their next dinner, but as Geet allowed herself to think about what she might wear and Maan began considering a small restaurant where they would be able to hear each other properly, Saturday had already become something they were both quietly waiting for.
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