new morning, new day. - Page 13

I received a divorce decree while I was in the hospital, my mother brought it to me. She wasn't happy about that, but she just said, you asked for this anyway. so I was looking for this, this sadness, this pain, this helplessness, I was looking for it all. and yet I was only looking for love. and now, now I'm left without it.

When I was left alone in that room, alone with my thoughts, I imagined Marko sitting next to me and comforting me. My tears had dried up. I didn't even cry anymore. I couldn't. And when I woke up in the morning, the thought that Marko might come to visit me kept me in some uncertainty, but that didn't happen anymore. My voice came back, but the analysis they did showed that I had drunk some poison or some food that was spoiled. I remembered that I hadn't eaten anything too much, but I had drunk some drinks. I can't remember who brought me that drink, I couldn't remember at all.

I left the hospital and went to my apartment with my parents. I was still weak, but my parents did everything to make me feel at peace. I was sorry to see them worried about me. Sanjin called me on the phone that evening and wanted to take me out to dinner. However, I didn't feel well and that's why I refused. I invited him to Meena's place, where my parents were also, but he refused. Well, anyway, I wanted to spend a peaceful evening with my parents in peace. I turned off my phone and threw everything away in order to spend at least one evening in peace and quiet. no matter how long I was in the hospital, I also had to work a little. I had to give instructions for my designs. I had to explain everything through messages because I couldn't talk. I'm tired of everything.

Tired of life and this hard work. now I could afford to do nothing for years. I was so good at my job that my earnings were high. After the hospital, I needed a little rest, but a real rest. I talked to my parents and they agreed that I should take a few months off from everything and go somewhere alone. I didn't need anyone. Although my mother was attached to me, she agreed that I should go alone. and that was agreed upon, but still I had to finish what had already been prepared and only then withdraw. I told Sanjin that our relationship has been shaky lately and the same from his side

Even though I divorced Marko, I still felt something for him. Sanjin was fair to me and told me to settle down so that even if we still feel something for each other, we can continue where we left off. I was grateful to her for that. And I have to admit one thing since I came back from the hospital, he never once tried to be intimate with me, which honestly suited me very well.

Marko is sad because of her condition. But she is thinking something else.

Now that he told her the truth, she feels bad. She judged a little too quickly.

Sanjin is a decent guy too but it might not work out finally for her since she still has feelings for Marko.

Originally posted by: coderlady

Marko is sad because of her condition. But she is thinking something else.

Originally posted by: coderlady

Now that he told her the truth, she feels bad. She judged a little too quickly.