For all the girls here.

I know its a happy new year for most of us. I also know its not an appropriate place to write this topic here. But i have to while its still raw and i remember much of it.

I have an exam soon so my sleep schedule is all f up. I slept maybe around 8 -9 pm with a plan to wake up soon and start my study session.

I woke up with sound, dogs barking ( sometimes they bark, not that big deal), but then i also heard screaming of girl, loud, crying, scared. I doubted if i heard it right (as i just woke up and both dog barking and her screaming was mixed). But it was clear, my room is attached to balcony, I run to open the door and i saw a girl, she was surrounded by many guys and crying to let her go. I also shouted at them " ayeee choodho usko" twice, they didn't even paid any attention to it. Then i came in my room and i dialed 100, i was having anxiety at that moment, I told the officer that there are guys who are bothering a girl, she is screaming, please come fast, I was so out of my mind that i told them my address but i just couldn't remember the landmark (I know i sound stupid as hell), but at last i was able to make them understand and they said that they will dispatch an officer.

Then i ran downstairs and woke up my parents, they were sleeping and didn't heard any of it, I told them all of it, now we didnt heard screams, so I thought they left, Papa also said I'll make the phone call, but I told him that they have dispatched the police and at that very moment i got the text that they have dispatched the police jeep.

We actually thought that these people left, but when i came back to my room again, there were again screaming but even at more distance, I took my phone and captured the screams and some of guys (the distance would be 4 houses between us), so I have some proof that this crime/ incident did happen and we weren't lying or anything. When I made the video they shouted at me as well to not capture the video but it didn't deter them to stop or leave.

I made the phone call at 12:32 am, the jeep arrived at 12: 55 am, and they goons left at 12 :51 am. The video is no use tbh, because the distance was too much, you can understand the screaming and some of their talk but no vehicle or man can be identified.

Police came at 12 : 55 am and they crossed the place of assault while reaching my home, I asked them " did you find the girl there, sir?", but police officer said that "there was no girl, we just crossed that road." Then i showed them the video to atleast make them believe that it did happened, and my mom said that" please try to find the girl." They asked " Do you know the girl?" , we replied " No, neither the girl nor those goons". Police is trying to find the girl, I'll ask the officer who came here in the morning if they found her.

I don't know how many but there were so so many men, there were multiple vehicles, a car,a bike ( these I know of but mayne there were more) but we had so much distance that i couldn't get any vehicle name plate,.

Just watching this scene, i was panicked, my hands- feet got so cold, and I was safe on my balcony, my family downstairs, I can't even imagine what that girl might have feeling, how much scared she was.

I also feel that if only i had some automatic weapon like gun maybe i couldn't have gone, but I am that buzdil i couldn't go out to stop them, I didn't had the guts, neither my family would have allowed and i can't fault them on it. My dad isn't able to walk, we didn't had enough people in the home to confront them, neither have any weapon as well. We called the authorities asap, but still i feel its too late.

Its 2 : 53 am, I'll ask the officer in the morning about the girl, she can't just disappear, right, either they kidnapped her or she went her home, but could she reach there in 4 minutes.

i think its my fault that I made the video, maybe because of that they kidnapped her, i f up i think, if i didn't made the video they wouldn't have left and when police arrive they would have either got caught or atleast left the girl. I don't know now that i am thinking, I feel its my fault, they knew i was making the video and called the authorities, maybe that's why they took her, not only i couldn't helped her i even f up it more. I just hope that they left and she reached home, even if she doesnt report it jist she is at her home safe now.

All i wanna say to the girls here to be safe, these miscreants are out there, and when things like this happens we can't do much. We think that we would be able to help but we cant.

I even f up it more, I would never to able to forgive myself because of my stupidity I made it worst for her.

I am crying even reading this :(. Prayers for the girl. Hope she is safe. Please you dont feel guilty. You did the right thing and acted upon it. Hope god saved her. Feeling so sad to see someone in pain on this new year day.

Omg I am so so sorry Vanya. I pray that girl somehow escaped and all right. It’s so so terrible the dark world us women are living in. Please don’t be hard on yourself. You only took the video to help her. It’s not your fault. It’s those men’s fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. Your intentions were right. Sending you all the energy of love and healing to you and healing and protection for the girl! Whatever I can do virtually.

So sad to hear this on new years day. Praying that the girl is safe.

Originally posted by: PeacefulLove

I am crying even reading this :(. Prayers for the girl. Hope she is safe. Please you dont feel guilty. You did the right thing and acted upon it. Hope god saved her. Feeling so sad to see someone in pain on this new year day.

Me too yrrr, just that she is safe.

I still have that video of her screaming and it breaks my heart, i could feel thag terror when this was happening and i was on my balcony, at a safe distance still when i made the phone call i wasn't breathing properly, i couldn't speak properly. The terror she must have felt is unimaginable.

I didn't thought in the beginning when i started writing this post that maybe because of video they left / or took her. But while writing it when i revisited all the incident, then it clicked me that its my fault maybe i made it worst.

The idea that i made it worst is just giving me this chill, this guilt.I still cannot process it all, this whole terror, I still have the video but its useless, nothing can be identified.

Rather then helping i made it worst, this guilt is eating me up.

Originally posted by: The_Best

Omg I am so so sorry Vanya. I pray that girl somehow escaped and all right. It’s so so terrible the dark world us women are living in. Please don’t be hard on yourself. You only took the video to help her. It’s not your fault. It’s those men’s fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. Your intentions were right. Sending you all the energy of love and healing to you and healing and protection for the girl! Whatever I can do virtually.

Just hope that girl reached home safe, I want only that. She is safe and sound, I can still hear her screams in my mind, like I never thought i could be this helpless to do anything.

I didn't thought about the video part when i started writing it, but while I was writing it then it clicked me, now i am feeling guilty that rather then helping I ruined it more. But my intention was just to help, but that video is also useless, I saw it again, nothing can be identified.

Thanks for replying, it means a lot at this moment. I don't even know how to process this.

Want nothing yrrr bsss she is safe, otherwise i would have always have this guilt that my mistake ruined it more. Obviously those monsters are main predators, they are the reason it all happened, i never wished more then this moment to have a gun, to atleast do something, threaten them anything.

Originally posted by: Vanyaa

Me too yrrr, just that she is safe.

I still have that video of her screaming and it breaks my heart, i could feel thag terror when this was happening and i was on my balcony, at a safe distance still when i made the phone call i wasn't breathing properly, i couldn't speak properly. The terror she must have felt is unimaginable.

I didn't thought in the beginning when i started writing this post that maybe because of video they left / or took her. But while writing it when i revisited all the incident, then it clicked me that its my fault maybe i made it worst.

The idea that i made it worst is just giving me this chill, this guilt.I still cannot process it all, this whole terror, I still have the video but its useless, nothing can be identified.

Rather then helping i made it worst, this guilt is eating me up.

I don't think you made it worst dear. You just did whatever best you can do. Have faith in God. She must be safe because of your actions. The boys might have got scared and left her. My heart is crying reading this. I can imagine what you must be going through as witness.

What type of cruel men live in this world. These idiots don't have sisters or mother's. Always remember If anyone who did bad here is that guys who gave that girl this much pain.

Originally posted by: Vanyaa

Just hope that girl reached home safe, I want only that. She is safe and sound, I can still hear her screams in my mind, like I never thought i could be this helpless to do anything.

I didn't thought about the video part when i started writing it, but while I was writing it then it clicked me, now i am feeling guilty that rather then helping I ruined it more. But my intention was just to help, but that video is also useless, I saw it again, nothing can be identified.

Thanks for replying, it means a lot at this moment. I don't even know how to process this.

Want nothing yrrr bsss she is safe, otherwise i would have always have this guilt that my mistake ruined it more. Obviously those monsters are main predators, they are the reason it all happened, i never wished more then this moment to have a gun, to atleast do something, threaten them anything.

Originally posted by: PeacefulLove

I don't think you made it worst dear. You just did whatever best you can do. Have faith in God. She must be safe because of your actions. The boys might have got scared and left her. My heart is crying reading this. I can imagine what you must be going through as witness.

What type of cruel men live in this world. These idiots don't have sisters or mother's. Always remember If anyone who did bad here is that guys who gave that girl this much pain.

I don't think they even respect their own mother or sister tbh. You can't respect and love yours and then commit such heinous acts on other women.

Thanks a lot for replying at this moment, it does means a lot. It's too late at my place so i couldn't even talk to my friends they must be sleeping, but i just needed to get it out, i have to speak it, write it somewhere.

I am just a wirness but still i was terrorised with those screams, officer had to ask me to calm down and speak clearly but i was hyperventilating just hearing her screams, can't imagine what she must have felt.

Just hopefully she reahed home and they left her alone because of the video and my interruption, i can only pray this, thought I have a dreadful feeling otherwise. But I'll call the officer in the morning who reached at my place to imvestigate. Even if they don't find her, even if she doesn't report it, I just wish she is safe that's all.