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OK girls calm down

Going to share one of song I listen to during bedtime.

(sorry it is small part of a malayalam song 😆)

https://youtu.be/U7TT6w2GRfU

Originally posted by: lechuarshi

OK girls calm down

Going to share one of song I listen to during bedtime.

that was a beautiful edit even though I didn’t know what it meant 🙈🙈

I have been listening to chalte chalte and kabhi alvida na kehna 🙈

Originally posted by: Learrntowrite

that was a beautiful edit even though I didn’t know what it meant 🙈🙈

I have been listening to chalte chalte and kabhi alvida na kehna 🙈

I just shuffled my list of hindi, malayalam, Tamil for emotional melodies.

Especially maula mere maula by Roop Kumar Rathod.

Rakh loon chhupaa ke

Main kahin tujhko

Saayaa bhi teraa

Naa main doon

This is a very redeemable relationship. Both do love each other. They went wrong in communicating their needs and feelings, he more than her. They need to work through a lot but its doable. They are good people and deserve to be happy. It will not be easy for Khushi to be happy with someone else anytime soon. So for her sake, more than anything, I want them to work out.

But they should start with a new foundation. There needs to be equality, understanding, and respect between them. No taking anyone for granted. He needs to open up about his secrets. Make decisions with her not for her. Only then can she feel like an equal partner.

Common interests need to be developed too or they might find themselves back on the same road. They don't seem to have traveled together at all. He always went on his solitary trips. That needs to change. They need to do more together. Like she said in her letter, be part of each other's world.

I have now read the whole chapter and many comments too. Honestly many of you have already said what I wanted to say here.

What an emotional roller coaster chapter!!. Arpita you are absolutely amazingly talented author. I felt as if you are answering and discussing all the questions I have on khushi’s behalf instead of Arnav’s musing and reply to Khushi.

Therefore I have to admit that I felt nothing knew when khushi asked exactly the questions I wanted to ask from Arnav.

Definitely heartbreaking yet not unexpected. I love how you write each line with hidden deeper meaning.

1. I still firmly believe that Arnav has not done infidelity or cheating and somehow has not even done full deed. I know that he replied to khushi that he remembers he was on top and it was not khushi. However, that is his point of view with very scattered and foggy memory, and full of guilt with his so-called righteousness. No one can tell exact details except the lunatic unfortunately 😡. Therefore, I still feel that line written by you is still dubious. Also, he was definitely taken advantage of by the lunatic, and there is no doubt about that. Hopefully we will find more details with further investigations. He was under influence for sure either alcohol or drugs. It would be very difficult for him to go all the way🫣even if he thinks so with his scattered memory— can not expect him to push and pull boxers back you see😜🥰—-(anyway let us stay in our happy bubble)
2. Khushi’s pain was so palpable, and her anguish and hurt will not go away soon enough. Arnav single-handedly took the decision for the divorce and decided he does not love her anymore and also she’s not happy with him. These are all his presumptions, which he never cared to discuss with Khushi.
3. Khushi is possibly more hurt with his decision of divorce than his ONS. She is an unconditional loving person that she will forgive his one night stand when she will find out exact details how he was taken advantage into this by the lunatic. When khushi asked if it was not shyam— he would not have come to help khushi— that was khushi’s breaking point.
4. Arnav is definitely flawed, and that’s why we are reading the story. He made all the bad decisions in last one year and kept Khushi in dark. This is his personality disorder and costed him all his happiness. His actions has brought so much of grief and trauma to Khushi .
5. I cannot believe that after knowing everything some people are still saying it’s Khushi’s fault as well. My heart is breaking for her since the beginning of this story and much more after revelations of last chapter of Arnav’s thoughts and behavior. Her only fault is that she is a traditional female full of Grace , unconditional love and devotion. Since when these traits in any female are considered crime or weakness. I am sorry, but I get very angry when people start blaming her in this whole fiasco. Yes, she has some insecurity, and did not care for financial independence. But they were leading a 10 years of happy marriage, in whichArnav was always a decision maker and “she was happy with that. No one was compromising during that time. So It’s normal in couple that one partner is different than the other and they just learn how to live with each other and love each other . She thought she loves her husband and he also loves her back. Now her whole foundation of marriage is questionable and trust is shattered. Arnav single-handedly decided not that he has fallen out of love. She tried to discuss with Arnav in the last one year on multiple occasions, but he always ran away from her. He was even getting suffocated by the domesticity.
6. Another thing which I did not like (just my opinion)is his behavior when he was in conversation with Lavanya and taking care of all the mess and khushi was there under the same roof, and how he ignored her was also totally unacceptable. He was doing the right thing for Lavanya but what about his wife?.He definitely took her for granted. That part was the worst part for me when he was not meeting her eyes. Yes, we audience know that it was because of his guilt but it was devastating for totally unsuspecting wife of 10 years. I don’t think I can ever forgive him for that if I am Khushi

7. His actions after his ONS have been also unacceptable . Even if he had decided for divorce by that time and also to let go of Khushi, however he should have some kind of respect for his 10 year old wife . This is not how a normal couple behave. When he did a mistake, and he was guilty, Normally, his first reaction should have been to go and talk to Khushi immediately. This was a big event in their decade old marriage. It was not a trivial thing to wait for correct time. Unfortunately, these incidents will further confirm khushi’s question about foundation of their marriage. Basically because of his personality disorder and guilt, he made things much more worse.

8. I have been always for happy ending forever for Arshi. Right now Khushi is very hurt and for her to come out of trauma she does need to get away from Arnav and be independent and gain her self-respect back. When she is on equal platform, then maybe she will think about anything . After this trauma in this marriage, I feel it would be unlikely for her to start new relationship with anyone else. New entry may help her to heal some of her grief etc but don’t see any romantic angle there.

I still feel that Arnav is redeemable despite all the mess he has created because khushi still loves him and I want her to be happy. He also is good person by heart. I understand Arnav tried to do right things in his head but lending up hurting khushi immensely .

As someone said— he will have to move Jameen and aasman to seek forgiveness for his miscalculated deeds.

Poor Arnav and khushi— our star crossed lovers. Lets see what destiny has in store for them.

I am still optimistic ❤️🥰.

Sorry—I didn’t mean to tag or quote anyone . I guess I clicked accidentally. Not used to writing long comments of a story in IF.

Thanku for your first point because we know it was not consensual and when s*x happens with out consent, it is so difficult to even think about it. That’s why I am saying his memories are playing tricks with him.

I am still in that bubble because the other part of it is worse for me than cheating even (r*pe is very serious and taking sexual advantage with pen*tration is nothing but r*pe)

It’s like you have said everything what I wanted to say.

Originally posted by: bakwas_serial

🥰🥰🥰Missed it completely. It would make the entire conversation so different! Succinct.

As a reader Arpita, this chapter has some of my favourite lines from this FF. Heartbreak aside, this was a joy to read. Listing down a few of my favourites lines

“Each step towards the bedroom was a climb that felt like scaling a mountain of his own misdeeds, the summit an elusive chance at forgiveness at her feet”

“Her desperation to forgive him was bigger than his desperation to be forgiven”

“should have resisted the lure of temporary pleasure that would come at the expense of a lifetime of love”

“He knew she would believe him, just like she had done up till now, and that would just kill him a little bit more.”

“Do you know what heartbreak does Arnav? At first it leaves you blind with pain. You’re just stumbling across in darkness and then one random day, all the light comes back, and you start seeing things you should have seen all along. Things that you happily ignored all this while because you were blinded by love and trust.”

“It was a good thing human heart was not as fragile as it was made out to be in poems because right at this response, Arnav’s would have stopped.”

Originally posted by: tashi26

But he said that “she lied Khushi, she wasn’t really pregnant”.