I liked certain parts of these dramas. If you are interested you can watch Bhagonwali in YouTube. And I think Gulaal is available in Dailymotion but we need to search the episodes. It had angst when Kesar grew up and returned. He was a child of 12 years old may be in the initial episodes and after he grew up we get to see his conflicting emotions regarding Gulaal, female lead.
Will try and look for gulaal, it's looks quite interesting.
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