Originally posted by: WanderingWonder
All that aside…episode 57 and WE STILL DIDN’T LEARN A GOOD REASON for why Meerab has been sitting on her ass with her daughter, keeping her away from her father, all this time, while she loves her husband, after running away after consensual sex??? She was still in full nakhre mode with Saba after her daughter was injured and she had to get her friend to foot the bill.
Ok. So it takes her awhile to admit her love for her husband, but like..who takes two years or whatever to figure that out WHILE living off other old folks and preventing a daughter from being with her father?
This lack of satisfactory explanation just reinforced how utterly stupid they made this separation. If it was a misunderstanding, or her announcing she wants to leave b/c she hates it there, or whatever, it still would have elicited feelings in me.
Instead, I was like, oh, ok, so now suddenly she’s going back. After a ton of convincing. How nice. If it had been a different reason for the separation, I would have felt more. But the way it went, I personally felt it was a wasted reunion scene. Could have been more impactful.
She said "Iss saare arsay mein itni himmat nahi jamaa karsaki ke mein uske paas waapis chali jaon."
I know it is not satisfactory but it seems like she made a rash impulsive decision which she regretted but she couldn't find the courage to go back as she felt it was either too late or her mistake too big. Maybe she felt no one would accept her explanation, forgive her or accept her back - that she will find herself abandoned yet again. Or that she would be yelled at or reprimanded so badly that it would be debasing.
She seems to be in some kind of stasis or inertia - we do not see her working a job or continuing her studies and not what we expect someone on a self-discovery journey to do. I can empathize with that kind if inertia and toxic procrastination where you keep putting off difficult things to the detriment of yourself. Saba was maybe that dhakka she needed to get out of her inertia.
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