she always knew marriage is supposed to be lifelong commitment and it was a big decision but it must hit her differently when other people say it or remind her. also when people say marriage is forever she reacts with discomfort or pain because she has already seen that marriages DO BREAK. as with her and V!
how can a woman who had the most bitter experience with marriage be fully positive with the idea of marriage.
she asked to marry Satya in part out of impulse to show V she can move on and in part for herself too- to have no thoughts of going back or even considering it in future . she doesnt want to keep that option open for herself which apparently she had by being single. and she found a man who just like her has lost his love and is seeking a friend not a lover and doesnt aspire to have a regular marriage either and knows all about her past and is cool with it. thats why she proposed and thats why she followed through.
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