CALM MY MIND.
I'm waiting for you, day and night,
I'm hoping that your love is alive,
Cause baby, my hopes could never die,
The distance is making my cry,
I'm begging you to calm my mind❤️
MANY ANSWERS IN THIS REVIEW - ABOUT THE CONFUSION.
All of us get aggressive on different levels.
And, everyone has different ways of calming their mind.
Some get too angry and take a lot of time in calming down. Some need food, some need fresh air but something common that all of us need is ANSWERS.
Answers if we're infuriated with the 'WHY?' Which creates curiosity and anger at the same. Especially, when we're not able to believe the reality and face the betrayal.
VIRAT&SAI,
It has been evident and there have been many moments which established a fact that ONLY SAI CAN CALM VIRAT DOWN.
How he gets extremely ANGRY and how sai has the capability to calm him down with just a TOUCH.
EPISODE, starts with sai replying the same way, virat replied to sai.
Sai - Haan toh yeh bhi bahot lambi kahani hai.
Giving me hopes for more FBs related to Sai's struggles and how JM reached to her.
Virat - Yahin toh tum galat ho.
It was a pressure on virat's side and answer. BECAUSE, he gave the same answer to sai and when sai replied with his answer, she became wrong! So, isn't virat wrong too?
Virat - Tumhein mujhe batana hi hoga. Usne aisa toh kya KEH diya ki tum uski DOST ban gayi.
Literally, all of us are questioning the same thing about virat and pakhi.
Aakhir pakhi ne aisa toh kya kardiya ki virat forgot all of her crimes and became her DOST.
He stills doesn't consider jagtap, sai's partner.
He's UNSURE.
Virat - Mujhe yaqeen nahi ho raha hai sai.
Exactly. Your answer is in your question.
SAI - Mere haath chodho, mujhe dard ho raha hai.
Virat - Dard toh mujhe bhi bahot ho raha hai sai.
REMINDED ME OF HARINI'S BIRTHDAY PARTY AND HOW VIRAT HELD HER TIGHT AND THESE TWO HAD THE SAME DIALOGUES.
I was literally imagining and hoping for these dialogues yesterday, it was ringing in my head but makers didn't dissappoint me.
A LITTLE EXPLANATION,
To let go of her hand, means to let go of her. And, virat responds that he's equally in pain And is equally hurt.
Meaning,
Sometimes, when we're in a toxic relationship. We get stuck. To let go, means to get hurt. To hold, means to get hurt.
We get hurt when we hurt our partner and get hurt when they hurt us. But, we cannot let go, because we can't stay without them.
VIRAT'S EXPRESSIONS SOFTENS,
And his expressions become more painful than angry, when he notices that sai is in pain. But, he can't let go of her. He doesn't want to. At the same time, his shoulder is hurting but he still won't let go.
Both are being hurt equally.
CLASHES,
A lot of people are angry about this hand hole but I'm not. I was expecting this hand hold or any physical hold by virat because he has always done that. He always holds sai in Anger.
He usually holds her shoulders and arms.
Post Mahabaleshwar room fight. Where he shoves her on the almirah.
During shruti, when sai was packing her stuff.
Shruti hostel fight and many more.
In fact, i thought he'll do it when they were having a convo at sai's house.
SEE, IT'S ABOUT THE PREFERENCES.
Some people just don't like harshness and it's okay. For some it's not a big deal.
Like, i won't be surprised if a couple who are extremely physically close, keep holding hands or grab collars etc in anger.
I'm not justifying what virat did. Just telling that preferences are different.
But, sai was obviously hurt by his act and didn't like it, so I'd say he was wrong. But, that's anger and passion of showing rights on her.
NO ONE CAN BRING OUT THIS RAW, PASSIONATE SIDE OF VIRAT EXCEPT SIDE❤️
Sai
VINAYAK enters,
The situation changes right away. Vinu is a peace maker. Will do in the future too. Both as parents will have to pretend.
SAI - Inhein sone ki sakht zaroorat hai. Jitna acche se soyenge, utne acche se zakhm bharenge.
As if she's asking him to forget all that happened. Forget the reality and Colored Textgo into a deep sleep.
Sleep in the sense, put his that part of mind tosl sleep, which is asking so many questions and is desperate to know about sai. So, that'll it'll stop being restless.
In short, ESCAPE.
Virat - Jo dekha hai uss hisaab se toh neend aane se rahi.
He won't calm down until he gets his answers. He can't. He'll keep trying in his restlessness.
SAI TAUNTS VIRAT AND SAYS, THAT YOUR PATNI IS HERE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU.
Actually yes, we all know who's taking care of Virat😉
Vinu does zid and asks to accompany dr.aunty to her house.
And says, papa ke saath mumma hain na😆
And, man things get awkward between pakhi and virat. The awkwardness on pakhi's face was real.
The thought of them being together alone is awkward, especially in front of sai.
That's why virat tries to handle the situation and says that you don't need to go anywhere.
SOMETHING IMPORTANT,
MOHIT - AAPNE VIRAT DADA KA DHYAAN BAHOT ACCHE SE RAKHA HAI.
SAI EARLIER IN VIRAT'S ROOM - AAPKI PATNI HAI NA AAPKA KHAYAL RAKHNE KE LIYE😉
Sai melts and asks, how's he doing but he replies with a Taunt 'hum sabne jeete jee jahannum dekha hai, aur ek dusre ka haath pakad ke usse bahar bhi nikle hain.'
HERE, I'd like to say that these people have each other's support. They could hold each other's hands and come out of an hell. A family that gave each other strength (okay) BUT, what about sai? She literally lived in a hell and came out of that all ALONE. Not only that but she brought her daughter out of that as well.
But, for that, we need to see more FBs of sai's struggle and her sufferings. And, more stories of what she has been through.
Pakhi to virat 'abhi aaram lag raha hai?'
Virat - Restless, thinking about sai.
Pakhi asks virat, why he didn't inform her that sai is alive.
Virat panics for the first time but isn't very much afraid.
Sai reaches home.
Savi shows her the gift (painting) that she has made for police uncle.
Sai asks about the painting and savi says that she'll have a similar family like vinayak.
The way she said HONGE NA, i felt bad. She has high hopes for her dad to come.
Savi needs CLOSURE. She should be given a closure by sai. Her hopes have risen after encountering Vinu's dad.
She's talking about Vinu and his family, unaware that it's her family too. Minus the extra baraati.
SAI IS EXTREMELY MAD THAT VIRAT RETURNED IN HER LIFE, BUT, WAIT, i see people are a little confused that she herself was waiting for virat, then why did she say this now?
A LITTLE EXPLANATION,
When we get into a relationship and all goes well, we express our gratitude and thank god for sending that person in our life and making it better.
But, When they start hurting us, we just hope and WISH THAT WE HAD NEVER MET THEM.
SO, it's the expectations vs reality.
Sai hoped for virat to come back because she thought that her LIFE will be better with him in it.
That they'll spend good time with each other and there was an EMPTINESS in her life without him
And, if he comes back then that emptiness will be fulfilled and they'll have a beautiful life together.
But, something opposite of that happened, after his arrival. That's why she's comparing and thinks that her previous life was at least better than this. Her expectations did not meet the reality. And, virat instead of bringing happiness in her life, brought more troubles.
'TOOFAN' virat has brought a toofan in her life. Toofan of various emotions that sai is facing right now. With him being absent, she was escaping from those emotions and everything was SILENT.
Ek sookhe registaan ko, samundar mila ho jaise.
Aaya hai woh, leheron se mile ek sailaab ke jaise.
Now, her whole life has turned upside down.
She might have been surviving silently without virat but she wasn't living. Wasn't facing any emotions.
Now virat is bringing and making her feel, everything that had been avoiding.
PAKHI KEEPS QUESTIONING VIRAT,
And virat answers in hesitation and LIES.
I'll tell you a straight fact. He had no plans of informing pakhi. That attack etc was just an excuse to avoid her questions.
NOT once did he think that he'll tell the truth to pakhi. His tone scream HESITATION.
Now, comes the part i didn't really like.
Pakhi tells virat that sai told her, how virat saved savi and virat noticed her and said 'FARZ NIBHA RAHA THA MAIN APNA'.
He was giving an explanation to pakhi that he saved savi due to his farz. Not for sai.
I didn't like it because he considers her important enough to give an explanation and not let her assume something.
How much more will you lie, viru? 🤣
Pakhi tries to act like a good wife and shows her trust. That she knows virat will never shy away from his duty.
And, comes back to the MAIN TOPIC.
Pakhi - kyunki mujhe lagta hai ki, sai ko ZINDA dekh kar tumhare jazbaat jaag gaye honge.
Virat ke jazbaat tab bhi nahi mare the jab usey lagta tha ki sai mar chuki hai. Ab toh woh zinda hai, phir toh koi sawal hi nahi.
Virat's jazbaat (emotions) NEVER DIED.
Pakhi keeps saying that she the HAQ to know everything, because she's his wife. And, says that 'mujhe janne ka haq hai, tumhare dil mein sai ke liye jazbaat hain na nahi?'
Tbh, the answer lies in the question only.
Pakhi is already aware that virat loves sai but just neglecting the reality. Trying to get reassurance and Trusting words more than actions.
The biggest mistake that she made, which changed her life. About to make the same mistake again.
The way pakhi was saying haq hai, haq hai, reminded me of the times when pakhi continously kept reminding virat of his waada.
Usha mavshi,
Says that savi has the HAQ to know about her father.
The parallels,
Pakhi is constantly asking if she has the haq, while Usha mavshi is boldly TELLING that savi has the haq.
So, it's clear as to who actually has the HAQ.
Sai - Virat se milne ke baad, savi ke mann ka khalipan aur bhi badh gaya hai.
Happened, because khalipan (emptiness) was there in the first place. If it had not been there, then there wouldn't have been any chances of it being increased.
If savi was told that there's no baba for her, then she wouldn't have saved a Space in her heart for her baba.
USHA MAVSHI - TUJHE VIRAT AUR PATRALEKHA KO SAATH DEKH KE KAISA LAGA?
ANSWERED BY VIRAT,
Again TOOFAN comes into the play.
Both are in a similar state. Both restless, wanting answers, facing the TOOFAN of emotions. Both very much in love. Both helpless.
Virat - sai itne saal tak zinda thi, aur main usey mara hua maan kar apni zindagi raha.
Yes, like a zinda laash. His main concern is SHE WAS ALIVE, and she snatched so many years of their togetherness.
He didn't know that she was alive. He couldn't LIVE with her. All these years, they could've spend together are wasted.
Yesterday, I thought that patralekha guessed that savi is sai's daughter but nope, she's still confused. She thought that sai has adopted savi and asked virat in a hope that MAYBE virat has asked sai about savi and he knows the answers.
So, she's still trying to gain more proofs for confirmation. But, currently she's unaware that savi is sairat's girl.
Virat - jagtap, jisne uske aaba, mere jeeva, uske samrat Dada ko jaan se maara.
He didn't mention that 'TUMHARE PATI'. He knows who samrat was important to. And, who was closer to him.
Again, pakhi out of the picture. Just sai and virat and the relationships affecting them.
Virat - Woh kisi ko bhi jawab dene ko taiyyar nahi hai, pata nahi kya taqleef hai uski.
TUM, tum ho. The way you've betrayed her and the way you've tried to get the info out by being aggressive, that's the taqleef.
ASHWINI TOLD VIRAT, ki agar sai se kuch karwana ho toh pyaar se, aaram se bolo. Zor, zabardasti aur gusse se nahi.
SAI PYAAR KI BHASHA SAMAJHTI HAI.
Sai- Agar virat ne mujhe dhoondha bhi hoga na toh naam maatra ke liye dhoondha hoga.
Chalo, it's clear that sai didn't call ot inform, at least for now.
Otherwise, she would've not said that virat might have searched for her.
If she had called, then her main issue should've been. He didn't come looking for me at all, despite being told everything.
Also,
Everytime someone asks why she didn't come back to CN, she gets this flashback of virat talking about bailing pakhi out, so, that's the only reason she didn't go back or called.
Would've been better if they had showed that she called but no one came.
I mean, how does she expect virat to come looking for her?
WAIT, I'VE AN EXPLANATION,.
Usha mavshi told sai later that she informed them about the accident but sai must have told her that no one came looking for her at the place of accident.
The chawans should've informed Usha mavshi that sai is no more.
HUGE MISUNDERSTANDINGS.
Sai - Gussa unke sar pe itna chadh gaya hai.
Something similar she said during ajinkya thing. "inhein apni jalan ki aag mein kuch dikhayi nahi de raha hai"
Sai - woh insaan mere swahhimaan, mere charitra (self respect, character) pe sawal utha raha hai, and my daughter savi wants to meet him.
She's afraid of questions being thrown at sai.
SHRUTI TRACK,
VIRAT - Maine aisa kuch nahi kiya hai, jisse tumhare swabhimaan ko thess pahonche.
Sai today - He's questioning my swabhimaan.
Usha mavshi was right today. He saw sai with jagtap and had doubts. Though, it's wrong but it's true.
Basically, MISCOMMUNICATION.
Both of them aren't communicating.
Usha - He saw you with jagtap and his emotions came out.
Jealousy brings out the rawness in virat.
Sai - Agar unke mann mein, mere liye kuch hota toh woh Patralekha se shaadi kyun karte?
Usha - Only virat can answer that.
TRUE, ABSOLUTELY TRUE.
ONLY THEY BOTH CAN ANSWER EACH OTHER'S QUESTIONS.
They both need to COMMUNICATE.
Usha was again right about savi. She has the right to know about her father.
Pakhi says that only sai can decide whether she wants to tell or not.
But virat being virst, said SAI WILL NOT DECIDE THAT.
More like he's saying that sai's decisions affect his life a lot and he still considers him a huge part of sai's life and has the rights to take decisions for HER ALSO.
'aage badhne ki koshish kar raha tha, lekin mera beeta hua kal'...
The same virat who said that he doesn't live in the past and doesn't let the past affect him.
He has broken all of his rules for sai. Everything with the world is different, but everything with sai is completely.
Virat - kis baat pe yaqeen karun, kisey jhooth maanu?
Apni assumptions ko jhooth mano. Aur, yaqeen uspe karo, jo gusse ke baad nazar aaye.
IMPORTANT DIALOGUE,
Usha mavshi - Ek baar virat ko sach pata chal gaya na, (savi ka sach) toh unka tujhe dekhne ka nazariya badal sakta hai.
CORRECT, savi's revelation will change virat's perspective and will change a lot of things.
Sai - Main unki zimmedari thi, helped me in becoming a doctor.
Sai behaving like initial ghum. Back to zimmedari jaap.
Sai thinks Virat never loved her, was only attached to her and got habitual of her.
Says, humans can get attached to a PET ANIMALS also.
Virat has been living with pakhi for so long but still hasn't got attached to her. So, pakhi is gayi guzri than a pet animal.
Also, this is the truth. Virat has been living with her but hasn't got any lagaav for her.
Sai - Unka saccha aur eklauta pyaar toh Patralekha hi THI.
'Thi'.
Sai - Virat ko laga, ki unhein Mujhse pyaar ho gaya hai.
Actually a fact about virat with pakhi.
He in the beginning assumed pakhi to be her true love but that was just an attraction and sai used to think the same thing about virat. 'Thi'.
SAI THINKS that virat fell in love with pakhi AGAIN after she left the house.
A misunderstanding from sai's side. She'll regret this.
Sai Remembers what virat told her before their wedding that he has given his heart to some girl.
BACK TO SQUARE ONE.
Initial ghum loading...
Sai - asal mein virat aur pakhi ek dusre ke liye hi bane hain (Hahahaha, that's what we think too).
Sai's misunderstandings increases and she thinks that they both fell in love again after she left.
Sai - Bappa humare Saath kaisa khel, khel rahe hain. Sent vinayak to me, for treatment and got me and virst in front of each other.
Believe in bappa. He's doing the right thing.
Pakhi - Talks about weird games of fate and that vinu got a dr who can help him but she turned out to be sai.
Pakhi - Hum. Isse bahar bhi nhi nikal sakte.
Sirf pakhi bahar nikal sakti hai.
Sai and virat are trapped inside.
Pakhi asks for virat's reassurance. And, her insecurities are coming out.
Virat assures her, he'll flip in the future.
Reminded me of samrat wedding promise.
And, his promise actuality gave me hopes for sairat to come back stronger together.
Now pakhi will remind him of his words, everytime he'll try to move closer to sai.
Virat will fall in love all over again with sai❤️
Edited by Swaydheenta - 2 years ago
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