Arjun SS : Mess (complete) - Page 7

Wow..dono chapters padhe... amazing chapters...I think slowly arjun is falling for sakshi

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Wow..dono chapters padhe... amazing chapters...I think slowly arjun is falling for sakshi

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Hey dear sorry for the late comment just read the update  now , amazing part , loved the way you portrayed Arjun's feelings and fear , arakshi scenes were so cute , finally uss sikindar rakshas ko apne galthi ga saza milgaya , mr Anand 🥺 , poor sakshi but no worries arjun is there for her , waiting for Arjun's love realisation and more arakshi scenes , continue soon ❤️

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Hey dear sorry for the late comment just read the update  now , amazing part , loved the way you portrayed Arjun's feelings and fear , arakshi scenes were so cute , finally uss sikindar rakshas ko apne galthi ga saza milgaya , mr Anand 🥺 , poor sakshi but no worries arjun is there for her , waiting for Arjun's love realisation and more arakshi scenes , continue soon ❤️

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#08 

He woke up as the sun's rays hit his face. Placing a hand in front of his face he tried to gather his surroundings.

He was in his room sleeping peacefully till Sakshi decided to disturb him and put the curtains aside so that the light of the day entered the room.

It was annoying, in fact super annoying but Sakshi being Sakshi was looking at him and grinning.

"I am seeing you have been becoming lazy these days. Don't you have to go to the office?"
She said and almost snatched his comforter.
He looked at her surprised.

"utho..."
She said holding his forearm.

He looked at her hold around his forearm.
He had been seeing this little but adorable change in her that unknowingly she had started putting rights upon him.

She stared at him who seemed lost.
Following his gaze, she saw her hand holding him, her grip loosened and she left his forearm and muttered a sorry.

He looked at her amused.
How her expressions change from assertiveness to a little embarrassing & shyness.

He stood up from the bed.
"I think it's your effect on me"
He said in a low voice.

She looked at him. He was standing in front of him with his messy hair falling on his forehead.
He looked adorable.
She thought.

"That's why I had become lazy"
He completed his sentence with a playful smile.
Hadn't he started smiling more and often?
But he didn't realize that. 

Her eyes widened.
"Excuse Me!"
She said taking a step close to him and narrowing her eyes at him as if She was super duper ready for a serious argument over this.

"Excused"
He replied and placed her aside holding her shoulders and went towards the washroom.

She looked at his retreating back with an open mouth.
"Close your mouth"
She heard his voice along with the sound of the door closing.

She immediately closed her mouth and glared at the closed door of the washroom.

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"Am I lazy?"
She had asked this question for the 50th time and now that was enough for Ayesha.

 
"No, you are just mad"
She replied annoyingly.

Arjun, who had just entered the conference room, chuckled at her reply however, Sakshi frowned at him.
He hid his smile and sat down at his usual place.

Sameer also came within no time and they all diverted their attention toward the case.

"Sir I had checked the CCTV footage, Mohit was not present at the party at that time"
Shree shared some important information regarding the case.

"Maybe he arrived late"
Sameer speculated.

"But why would he be late for his party?"
Shree asked.

"Laziness"
Arjun replied with a serious expression.

 
"You know SOME PEOPLE are just lazy"
He said.

"We can't generalize people on SOME ONE'S personal choice"
Sakshi glared at him.

As soon as Shree heard this conversation getting begin he recalled how was he sandwiched between these two earlier.

"Nooo!!!"
Shree screamed startling everyone.

 
They all looked at him with 'What the!!!' expressions.

"I mean, w....we should......concentrate on...the case"
He says stammering.
"Not on SOME PEOPLE or SOMEONE"
Shree muttered under his breath.

They all diverted their attention back to the case.

That's how the day ended with some glances, along with some glares.
Now, they both were heading toward their home.

There was a complete silence within the car.
She was sitting beside him looking outside the window. Almost more than the half path was covered and she had not spoken a word. That was very unusual of her.
He glanced at her.

"Naraz ho?"
He asked casually.

"Does it matters to you?"
She asked turning her gaze towards him.

 
He took a glimpse at her.
Her eyes were fixed on him.

Her eyes.....!!!!
Her eyes speak so much.
They held a certain depth.
A feeling of belongingness.
and
Love, Pure & Unconditional Love.

It seemed that if he would continue looking into her eyes he would have lost himself in their depth and wouldn't be able to return.

He diverted his gaze immediately.
What's happening to me?
He thought fixing his gaze on the road and tightening his hold on the steering.

"You don't care"
She said in a low voice turning her head.
Her voice showed a little disappointment and he didn't like it.

"I was just kidding"
He said.

 
"I mean you are not lazy"
He explained himself.

She looked at him.
"I was not talking about that"
She said.

He had stopped the car. They had reached their place.
She was still looking at him.

The next moment he saw her holding his hand. Her right hand's fingers entwined with his left hand's fingers.
He was surprised at her gesture.

His gaze traveled from their entwined hands to her eyes.

Her eyes....again...!!!!
Yes..... her eyes.
How come someone's eyes held so much depth!!!
He wondered.

"Do I matter to you?"
She asked hopefully.

"I........."
He didn't know what should he say.
"It's complicated"
He accepted.

She smiled.
"What's your heart say?"
She asked.

He looked at their entwined hands.

"My heart....!"
He whispered.

Somewhere, he knew that he had some feelings for her but does it love? He doesn't know that.
It's hard.
It's complicated.
It's just.......
It's just a mess yaar......

She was observing the back & forth change in his facial expressions.
She loosened her grip on his hand and pulled her hand back.

 
He looked at her with a question in his eyes.
She smiled at him and opened the car door and left.

He sat there staring at his hand which was entwined with hers a while ago.

A feeling of emptiness makes its way into his heart.
He started missing the warmth of her hand.

He closed his eyes, leaned back on the seat, and placed his hand on his heart.

"What's your heart says?"
He can hear these words ringing in his ears.

My heart says to hold you.

My heart says to make memories with you.

My heart says to spend the rest of my life with you.

My heart says to keep on staring at you my whole life.

My heart says to share each & every moment with you.

My heart says to make you smile.

My heart says that you are the one who makes my heart alive.

He opened his eyes abruptly. He was shocked at his feelings.
It was hard to believe that his heart was stepping in an unexpected direction.

Can he love again?

A particular question arose in his mind.

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#09 

"Realization" 

He saw her sitting with Shree, Chotu & Ayesha. She was smiling but her smile was not reaching her eyes. The spark in her eyes was missing. Her eyes showed gloominess.

He knew this mess was created by him.
Somewhere, he do understand but the thing that was bothering him was,

Can he move on?
Would he be cheating Roshni?
Does Sakshi deserve a person like him?

Taking a deep breath he moved towards his cabin. He slumped into the chair, leaned his head back, closed his eyes, and recalled her words.

"Did you ever think that we would be married one day?"
She chuckled at her own words.

She was sitting on stairs steps and making patterns on the floor with her index finger.

"No"
He replied casually.

"But it happened"
He heard her saying.

"You would have never said yes naa if the situation wouldn't be like that?"
Her index finger was moving on the floor. she was drawing some imaginary lines over and over again.

He took a glance at her.

Somewhere, he knew she wanted him to speak, to say something, to at least give her some hope, something to hold on but could he?

"Isn't it?"
She asked emphasizing her question.

"Even you agreed for the same reason"
He said looking down.

Her index finger stopped moving. She looked at him who was standing in front of her leaning his back on the wall and folding his arms.

"yeah, For The Same Reason"
She smiled sadly.

She wished she could tell him once Her Reason.

A few seconds pass and she sat there without uttering a word.

"So, now the reason due to which we both agreed is no more there"
He heard her voice.

It was a question more than a statement.
He just looked at her. Her gaze was fixed upon him.

"You would leave me then?"
He heard her crackling voice.

"You Would Leave Me Then?"
Her voice echoed in his ears.

Would he?
He thought.

Frustratingly, he opened his eyes just then he saw Sameer sitting in front of him.

"Tum? Tum kab aye?"
He asked.

"I am sitting here for five minutes lekin tum pta nhi kahan khoye hue ho that you didn't even bother to hear my voice"
Sameer replied.

"Nothing"
He replied to which Sameer looked at him keenly.

"If Roshni would be at your place, would you like her to spend her whole life suffering?
wouldn't it hurt you Arjun?"

Sameer asked him all of a sudden. He looked at him a little surprised at his sudden question.

"She would also be hurt to see you suffering. Just think about it"
Sameer left his cabin leaving a thinking Arjun behind.

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The daylight faded away. They all were ready to leave the office.

Shree & Chotu had already left. Ayesha & Sakshi were in the conference room.
Sameer was talking on a call.

Arjun in search of Sakshi came to the conference room as they both had to rush towards the home.

"I am scared"
He stopped at his place as he heard Sakshi's voice.

"Why?"
Ayesha asked.

"You know Ayesha, it was different before.
I didn't have any expectations from him.
I didn't expect him to be at my side all the time.
But now after getting used to his presence, it will hurt if I would never be able to see him around me."

He can hear Sakshi's moist voice.

"I like it when he took care of me.
I like it when he is around me.
I like it when every morning he waits for me.
I like it when he irritates me with all his rights."
She chuckled with her teary eyes.

She was pouring her feelings out unknown to the fact that he was hearing all this.

"But at the same time, I feared that this relation was built for Papa's sake and....."
Her voice seemed gloomy now.

"And?"
Ayesha asked.

"Arjun.....I know you don't want to.....but...
But can we give it a try? At least to assure papa, If it didn't work we can part away after some time"

Sakshi recalled her words.

"And.....It was more like a deal.....What if he wanted to part away now?"
She voiced out her fear.

"I have left with nothing except him. If he'll abandon me, I won't be able to survive"
Her voice cracked.
Ayesha hugged her.

Arjun couldn't take it anymore & left the place.

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Sameer cut the call and started walking towards the conference room just then his phone beeped. He looked at the screen it was Arjun's msg. He told him to drop Sakshi home as he had left for some work.

Sameer sighed.

 
"Hope you figure out your feelings soon Arjun"
He muttered to himself.

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Sakshi entered the home alone.
It was weird to not have him beside her.

How much she had become used to him!
She thought.

When Sameer told her that Arjun had said him to drop her home she felt hurt.

He would have told me before leaving.
She thought.

She entered her room.
Putting her bag aside she opened the cupboard to grab her night clothes.
Her eyes darted towards the side where his shirts were hanging.

She grabbed one of his white cotton shirts and came to the window. She stood there leaning her back to the wall and holding his shirt.

"Don't you feel the same way that I feel for you Arjun?"
She asked looking at his shirt.

A lone tear escaped her eyes.

She clutched his shirt close to her heart.

I wish I could tell you what you meant to me.

I wish I could tell you how special you are to me.

I wish I could tell you that all I have, for you, I can surely give.

I wish I could tell you that You Are My One And Only Reason To Live.

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"I have left with nothing except him. If he'll abandon me, I won't be able to survive"

He repeated her words while sitting on the sand.

Neha and Sunil were sitting beside him.
Waves were touching their feet back and forth.

"And you did not figure out yet that she loves you unconditionally, even after hearing these words?"
Sunil asked.

"I am not that dumb Sunil"
Arjun said annoyed.

"But you are dumb enough not to understand your feelings"
Neha added.

"I don't know........."
He said frustratingly running his right hand's fingers through his hair.

"Can you leave her?"
Sunil asked firmly.

"No...."
He accepted genuinely.

"It seemed as if leaving her would be a mistake, a dreadful mistake for which I won't be able to forgive myself"
He said lost.

Sunil & Neha smiled at him.

"Can you see tears in her eyes?
Neha asked him

"No, never.....It hurts me"
He replied.

"Can you imagine the rest of your life without her?"
This question was asked by Sunil.

"No......."
He said immediately.

"I can't live without her"
He accepted.

 
Yes.....
He did...
His heart raced.
A sudden realization hit upon him.

"To Acp Arjun Rawte ye jo dmagh aapko opar walay ne diya hai is ko sirf On duty istemal nahi karna tha Off duty bhi is se thora boht kaam lena seekh lena tha"
Sunil said smacking his fingers on Arjun's forehead.

Arjun didn't react. He just sat there without blinking. Sunil waved his hand before him.

"Don't tell me that you still didn't figure out your feelings"
Now Sunil was annoyed.

Arjun smiled sheepishly at him.

Sunil & Neha both figured out what he had realized. They both smiled widely and stood up.

Sunil gave his hand to Arjun whom he held and pulled him up.

Three of them shared a warm hug.

 
Neha took a glance at his brother. Almost after three years, she was seeing a genuine smile on his face.
She felt contented.
Her eyes become teary with happiness.

Arjun noticed her moist eyes. He again pulled her into a warm & caring hug.

"O' hello, I am also here"
Sunil almost screamed.

"Shut up!!!"
They both said at the same time then also pull him into a hug.

"I am genuinely happy for you"
Sunil said breaking the hug.

Arjun smiled widely.
"I know"
He said warmly.

Arjun knew that they both were those precious persons in his life who truly care for him. 

After that Sunil & Neha left as they both had to catch up on their flights to Dehli. They both came to Mumbai for some work and now they had to head back.

They left the place not before giving plenty of advice to Arjun about how to express himself to Sakshi.
They both were more than excited for Arjun & Sakshi.
If it wouldn't necessary they would have stayed there but it was not possible.

"You are going to video call us after purposing Sakshi. You better understand that"
Arjun recalled Neha's warning while walking toward his car.

A constant smile was playing on his lips.
I love her.....
He exclaimed in joy.

All the chaos he had been feeling was ended now.
Everything seems so peaceful, so poetic, so calm.
His heart had found its solace.

He stepped into the car and drove towards his home.
ThEIR home......

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#10 

"An old chapter yet a new beginning" 

A simple yet beautiful morning.
A normal yet special day.
An old chapter yet a new beginning.

She was sitting beside him and looking at him little confused. However, he was fully engrossed in the file in his hands.

Since last night she had been finding him a little weird.
His carefree attitude and somehow mischievous gaze were something surprising to her.
She was not used to it.

She can sense a slight change in the way he had been talking to her, in the way he had been looking at her.
She can sense a difference in his gaze.

Was she thinking too much?

Just then she saw his hand approaching her.
Her gaze was fixed on him.
He placed her palm over her shoulder and shook her a little.

"Sakshi"
He called her.

She was looking toward him.
"Rathore is asking you for the file"

She looked at him confused.

"Rathore is asking you for the file"
He repeated his sentence.

She tried to grab his words. She looked at Rathore who was also looking at her with 'Are you there?' expressions inculcated on his face.

She took a glance at others who were also staring at her.

How much absent-minded she had been sitting there and just staring at the person in front of him!!!
She smacked her head in her mind.

Muttering a sorry she passed the file, that was placed in front of her to Rathore.

Her gaze turned towards him again and she can see mischievousness in his eyes.

"I know it's your right but right now will you please stop staring at me?"

He whispered leaning a little towards her. She was startled and turned her gaze immediately.
He chuckled inwardly at her reaction.

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Unable to understand his actions she was sitting wondering what was happening? when Chotu told her that Arjun Sir is asking for the file that he gave her to complete.

Putting her thoughts aside she get up and walked towards his cabin.

She entered without knocking 'as always'.

"Stop"
She heard him.
She rooted at the place and looked at him confused.

"When will you learn to knock?" 

He asked rotating a pencil in his right hand.

She rolled her eyes.
"When will you stop pointing this thing?"

He raised an eyebrow at her question.
"The day you learned some of the basic etiquette"
He replied.

She glared at him.
This man!!! He was hell-bent to irritate her.

"Where is the file?"
He asked looking at her empty hands.

"It's not completed yet"
She told him.

"Then why are you roaming here and there wasting your time and talking nonsense. Go & complete your work"
He said.

She looked at him with wide eyes.
"You called me"
She reminded him stressing upon her words.

"With the file"
He said firmly.

She shut her eyes hard, took two to three seconds to calm down, then opened her eyes.
"I will complete it"
She said and turned to go.

"Within next 2 hours"
He said loudly.

What the!!!
"Ok"
She said and took some steps when she again heard his voice.

"And without any mistake"
She stopped at her place. She can sense the playfulness in his voice.

This Arjun......
This was new for her...
She had seen a young angry man before but this side of him...
Little mischievousness with the playfulness, was something different.

"Have your feet glued to the earth?"
She again heard his voice.

This man will not let go of any chance to irritate her.
She patted her foot hard on the floor and left his cabin.
As she left he burst into laughter.

He had always loved to irritate her but since he had realized his feelings for her, he had started taking it as his right to irritate her.
He had begun enjoying this thing.

He closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair.
A peaceful smile was playing on his lips.

Everything seemed so beautiful, so peaceful, so serene.

Finally, things were coming back to track in his life.
Finally, he was feeling content.
Finally, his heart was at peace.
Finally, he had no regrets, no worries in his life.
Finally, he felt a burden-free soul.

And this was because of her.....
And she had the right to know that.
His heart says.

He opened his eyes.
"Yes, she has the right to know that"
He whispered with a smile on his face.

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After completing the file she went to his cabin but he was not there.

What was that now?
After giving an ultimate limit to her, he is nowhere to find.
She thought irritatingly.

She went back to her place when Rathore arrived and told her that Arjun had left the office due to some work. He asked her for the file and told her that he'll drop her home as Arjun is not coming back.

She nodded. He left.

 
She sat there a little disappointed. Last time, he did the same.
He left without informing her and today again.

A lone tear escaped her eye.
She wiped it with the back of her hand.

Why are you doing this Arjun?
One minute you seem so close and the next moment you seem so far.

Your changed behavior towards me.
The way you look at me.
The way your eyes speak.
What your gestures convey to me.

Everything makes me feel your love for me.

Should I ignore all of these feelings?
Shouldn't I expect anything from you?

"Sakshi"
Rathore's voice interrupted her thoughts.

"Let's go"
He said and started moving towards the exit. She followed him quietly.

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Rathore dropped her outside the building and left.

She was now standing in front of the house, searching for keys in her bag but to her surprise, the door was opened.

But how?

Maybe Arjun had reached before her but why would he leave the door open.

She was confused. However, shrugging her shoulders, she took some steps forward and entered the house.

The darkness prevailed in the house as the lights were off.

She tried to find the switchboard but before she could, she heard his voice.

She couldn't move.
She was fixed at her place.

"Since the day you entered my house, you always remind me of someone"

She can hear his soothing voice.
He was referring to their old conversation.

She stood there rooted in one place, wondering where was he, just then she saw him appearing in front of her with a candle in his hand.

"Whom?"
She was looking at him lost.

"Someone who used to love cold coffee, just the way you make"
He gave her the same answer.

"Who?"
She whispered.

"Someone who once used to be full of life"

He said taking some steps toward her.
The light of the candle was making the place very soothing.

"Who?"
She questioned again.

"Someone whose smile used to reach to the eyes, just like yours"

He said looking straight into her eyes. Now he was standing in front of her.
Their faces were glowing in the yellowish light of the candle.

"Roshni?"
She asked in a low voice.

He didn't say anything further just kept on looking at her.

"No"
He replied after some time.

"Then"
The same confusion and curiousness can be seen on her face that was present on that day & today she was hoping for an answer.

Arjun placed the candle on the table and held her hands in his.
There was pure silence in between them.

Her gaze traveled from their entwined hands to his eyes.

His eyes.....!!!

Today there was something different in those eyes.
Those eyes shows,
Concern with affirmation.
Care with acceptance.
Love along realization.

That warm feeling was conveyed to her heart from his eyes.

"Myself,
My lost self"

She heard his voice.
She looked at him with utter confusion.

"Since the day you entered my house, you always remind me of myself.....my old self....the old Arjun....whom I had lost a long time ago"

He was speaking & she was staring at him.

"The Arjun who used to love cold coffee, just the way you make, who once used to be full of life, Someone whose smile used to reach to the eyes, just like yours"

He said smiling wholeheartedly.

"Your smile, your laughter, your love for life, your playfulness make me remind that once I was exactly like that, like you"
He told her.

"But that one incident shattered me and I lost myself"
He accepted.

"I was lost & you made me find my lost self"
He stated.

Her eyes were becoming wet.
Her heart was getting overwhelmed by the emotions.
She was looking at him with teary eyes and an adorable smile on her lips.

He raised his right hand and wiped the tears that had escaped her eyes.
She hugged him all of a sudden.
He stumbled a little due to that unexpected hug but get hold of himself.

"I like to take care of you.
I like to be around you.
I like to wait for you every morning.
I like to irritate you with all my rights."

He was saying it with a peaceful smile playing on his lips.

"And....."
He stopped.

"And?"
She asked uplifting her face and looking towards his face.

"And I will never leave you because I have left with nothing except you. If I'll abandon you, I won't be able to survive."

She heard him repeating her words.
She looked at him surprised.
He smiled at him.

"And today I wanted to accept with all my heart that I, Arjun Rawte am in love with you, Sakshi Anand"

He said firmly.

"Thank you"
She whispered with a heavy voice.

"Well technically, that's not the answer"
He said and she laughed.

He admired her.
She looked adorable.

She moved a little backward and held his hands in hers and stood looking straight into his eyes.

"I accepted with all my heart that I, Sakshi Anand had fallen in love with you, Arjun Rawte, long ago"

She said with a wide smile.
He pulled her into a warm hug.

Finally, they both found the peace they were craving.
Finally, everything seems right to them.
Finally, a new beginning was started for them.
Finally, they were wholeheartedly ready to cherish this chapter of their lives together and filled it with beautiful moments.

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"Messed up yet beautiful"

"My life is a walking mess" 

He stated. 

"I would love to be a part of that mess" 

She replied. 

Have you seen something messed up yet beautiful?

It's our lives...........
That is a little messed up yet have many things to cherish.

You may have lost many things but you also may have got a lot of things.

Just once put your losses aside and have a look at the small little things life has given you to cherish.

Have a look at the roof above you, not everyone does have that.

Have a look at every single relationship you have that had given you a family, not everyone does have that.

You stumbled.
You fall.
You stand.
You rise.
Not everyone had that courage to do so.

You may become the reason for someone's smile, not everyone can do that.

You may make someone feel special, not everyone is good at that.

Your words can inspire someone, not everyone has that power.

You are unique in your way.
A little messed up yet beautiful.

🤍............... 

A recommendation if anybody is interested in novels.

I would like to tell you about "Jo bachay hain sang smait lo" by Farhat Ishtiaq.

It's a beautiful novel about;
A man who was abandoned by his family twelve years ago. He suffered from nightmares due to the suffering he faced in these years. He becomes a lawyer and his company sent him to Rome city for some work where he met a girl who was a painter by profession and she can sense the mystery behind that stern face as her profession made her sensitive toward feelings. She wanted to paint him but he didn't agree but destiny kept him bringing towards her again and again.

I just read this novel and I am in love with it.
If any novel lover is here then give it a try.
You can find it on google. 

Thanks a lot dear for tagging me....It was simply beaitiful. I've just fallen in love with your writing once again. Though I am not an ardent fan of Arakshi as a couple, as I said before also, I cannot help myself admit now that, this is the first ever story, in which I could wholeheartedly accept Arakshi as couple, just because of the way you presented the story. Kudos to you & your writing.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️.