Kaisi Teri khudgarzi -4
Not eDited – read at your own risk . After reaDing it your liking for Shamsher would increase 😊😌
She felt edgy as well as sad after the big confrontation with Mr Shamsher . Self doubt and insecurities plagued her mind . Was she really giving him any wrong Idea ? Was it her fault? No !!!!!!!!! how could she blame herself for something he had done ! He was the one responsible for all this ,not she !But, How dare he think that ,she would become his ….. Mistress….
“ Chee……”
She almost shouted , while walking along the lane , attracting the bypasser’s attention . But they quickly averted their eyes to go on their way . Aimlessly she walked trying not to cry in public . Needless to say , she was Distressed ,a lot at that ......
And why not ? After what happened inside ,she hadn’t wanted to be there .Then had run from that mansion, sobbing and wiping her tears . The sobs had subsided ,but the pain still lingered .
Mental and physical exhaustion took over and she sat on bench at the bus stop . To her luck ,it was deserted . Atlast , Giving in to the agony,she slapped her hands on her face and again cried to her heart’s content . How could he think to buy her like that ? She was not a damn toy ! AccorDing to him , she wanted him to marry her . God ,she would burn herself before marrying him . Doesn’t she know how the world of rich work ? She was just a commoDity he want to attain ,and once he wins her over , he will lose interest , for sure .
Taking him out of her mind , she saw a mall near by ,and instead of being sad , decided to do some shopping . Some new kurtis , sandles ,tops and jeans filled her bag . But even if she tried hard ,the thought of being treated as an object was still at the back of her mind . And it was not pleasant .
After much contemplation ,she thought to return to DILAWER MANSION . Though she wouldn’t lie ,it was a tough decision to go back and face him again . But to her luck Mr Shamsher Dilawer was not there . She breathed a sigh of relief . On the other hand, Mrs Dilawer was there and showed concern over her –‘ Not so cheerful state ‘ .
To her credit ,she lied and it was almost believable . But then again ,she had looked at her quizically and asked the question she dreaded the most “ what was going on between you two yesterday Mehek ?”
Thinking to lie again ,she replied
“ Nothing Mam,just the usual stuff between Me and your Son “
Gauzing by the way Mam was frowning ,she Didn’t believe a word of hers . Mehek just hoped she Didn’t misunderstand her . Anybody trusts her or not -she was nothing like the beautiful and desperate women who chased after Mr Shamsher Dilawer . Don’t take it otherwise , Mehek was not keeping Tabs on his various affairs !
Rather ,when one’s torrid affairs make it to the front page of Newspapers ,it was actually impossible not to notice . Once acc to gossips , Even an A star actress tried to commit suicide ,when MR SHAMSHER left her . But , it Didn’t affect him even the slightest ! Such a playboy reputation he has !
Here she was fidgeting and In front of her Madam came closer , held one of her hand and said
“ Take few days off Mehek . Go to Multan . Spend some time with your family and when the time would come , I will take you with me to Portblair . “
The concern in her voice made Mehek a little worried . But the prospect of going home made her as excited as fearful .
Unknown to everyone ,
She would see him again ,after all these years , letting the old flame in her heart to catch fire again ! Could she do it ? Could she face him ? Her heart again being trampled upon – could she bear it ?
Her telling Mehek to visit home was in Mrs Dilawer's best intention . She was aware of that . Mehek knew Mrs Dilawer was worried for her . Yet , she was taken aback hearing her ask
“ Are you probably in love with my son , Mehek ?”
Mehek blinked her eyes , then suddenly she laughed . The question really came out of nowhere . So her reaction was justified to say the least .
“ No mam , never . I don’t love him “
It was Mehek ’s honest reply . Nonetheless , as Mrs Dilawar's looked Dissapointed with her answer , Mehek eventually stopped laughing . Her eyes looked oddly sad . Truth to be told Mehek Didn’t expect that from Mam .And All of a sudden,then she hugged her ,kissing the side of her head and said
“ Take care of yourself Mehek “
“ And you too …”
Mehek said softly into her hair . Her tone very affectionate .
The next day ,she packed her bags and left for her home ,with Mam’s driver in the luxurious car owned by her . Needless to say ,she had vehemently denied ,but Mam was already sad ,so Mehek let her .
On the way to her home ,she had looked outside the streets ,she grew up in . The feeling of nostalgia rushed back in .Truth to be told , In the pretense of work she had avoided coming home for last 5 years . Even if she came ,it was very brief . But , as she breathed in the scent of familiarity , butterflies fluttered in her stomach making her a bit nauseous and she just hoped her homecoming doesn’t bring Disaster to everyone’s life ……..
The driver , dropped her home , even offered to get her luggage into her house . But she denied ,he had done enough for her . Then went on his way ,the rumbling of the engine now a far away sound .
Her house was a modest one ,but beautiful anyway . All credit goes to her parents by the way . They always took good care of what belonged to them . IncluDing her too ! They are the best ,smiled Mehek and rung the bell .
Yesterday night ,she had called her mother already , and excited her mother must have screamed the roof off . So definitely it was no surprise ! The door opened and the lovely face of her mother came into view
“ you look so classy mehek “
Her mother screeched in delight as soon as she saw her . Mehek looked down her- off shoulder olive colored jumpsuit, grinning a little . Appearing behind her mother , her father beat her to hug Mehek , in bone tight hold . Mehek ’s eyes watered a little , meeting them after so many months . God ,she loved them ………loved them . Overwhelmed with emotion ,she hugged him back . Her mother too joined them in the a group hug , making Mehek laugh through her tears seeing their antics .
After the little emotional reunion , Mehek was brought in to the drawing room , all surrounded her ,firing her questions after questions .
“ What is Mrs Dilawer really like ?”
“ Is Mr Shamsher Dilawer like in the paper – Dark , dominant and manipulative ?”
Her father asked , while sipping his ‘adrak wali chai ‘. Eyes looking a bit curious , he pointed his gaze at her .
“ Mam is the bestest and yes MR SHAMSHER is the Predator ,they say him in the news “ the coffee she was drinking tasted bland ,so she asked for sugar .
“ Ammi ,sugar….”
While passing it to her ,her mother asked in a suspicious tone
“ Handsome and attractive darling ? “
“ Not to me Ammi “
Her father laughed , Rich with humour almost shaking his pot belly . Done drinking ,he kept the cup on the table and shrugged saying
“ Your mother has been dreaming to become his mother in law …..”
Only if they knew what he offered her to become !!!!!!
It was her mother’s turn to laugh . While Mehek moved her upper lip a little .
Roaming her gaze around the room , Mehek asked .
“ Where is Nida ? “
Nida was her little sister . Recently in 10 th standard ,she behaved as if she was everyone’s Amma .
“ She has her tution this time beta ,will come by 12 . “ Her mother replied collecting the cups and Mehek got up to help her .
“ You have spent so much time away from us that ,you have even forgotten about your sister too “
It was not a taunt ,but a complain and Mehek realised she deserved that . Which sane person would be happy to stay away from its own family ? But ,she also could n’t tell them the reason . Coming to her defence ,her mother gave him a glare and her father gave a – Maine kya kia look !
Hanging her head low in guilt Mehek went to her room . Now standing at her bedroom window , she looked down the lawn , as sunlight filtered through her room . Her eyes caught the sight of
‘ iliac’
standing between the hills in beautiful glory . It was a manor belonging to the Khans , situated between the hills . Strange isn’t it ? The house was white ,but was named iliac . Probably the name was not so imperfect . Coz the people of the house ,pretend to be someone else ,but deep down their entire identity was Different . Her eyes changed emotion from nonchalant to that of sadness . She would not be able to stare more . Turning away , her gaze fell on another dress she had unpacked . It was the most prettiest dress she owned . Gifted by mam , despite of her protest obviously . She remembered her words
“ You would look ethereal Mehek .”
Surely she would , because the dress was something else , beyond the world . One forbidden , and dangerous thought came to her mind – to wear it for HIM . How he would react seeing her like that ? Surely , it would be worth it ,to see him burn for her …….
She sighed ,sat on the bed with a thud . It was wrong ,she Must not think about him like that . God ,years of separation ,still she couldn’t forget him ! Why ? To obliterate him from her heart only ,she had stayed away from home ,from her own family . Coz seeing him , loving him , only has given her pain . Nothing else ……! Oh god ,why the hell she couldn’t forget him…….. But she probably forgot one thing ,love couldn’t be killed and the burn only , increases with separation . If not for the tap on the door ,she would have thrown something in frustration . But ,she composed herself and replied .
“ Haan,come in “
As the eyes ,cute and sparkling came into view , Mehek sprung from her bed to hug her Nida .
“ Nida…..”
Giggling in each others arms , they jumped in delight . God ,her sister has really grown up ! Mehek thought ,as she was almost coming up to her chin . Detangling herself ,she looked Nida up and down , noticing she had not worn her spectacles .
“ Chasme kahan hai tere ?
( Where are your spectacles )
In reply to which , Nida grinned toothily . So Mehek guessed herself
“ Contacts ……? “
Nodding her head in agreement , Nida went and sat on the bed ,in palthi position . Face palming , her sister pouted and said teasingly
“ waise , meri nazar mai aapke liye izzat badh gayi “
“ Why ???” Mehek asked frowning her brows…..
Excitedly , Nida stood up on her knees and said while moving her hands animatedly .
“ Arrey ,you are living with The Mr Shamsher Dilawer – Playboy ,macho man ke saath… aur tum mujhse puch rahi ho, why I have started respecting you more ? Pata hai school mai sab mujhse kis naam se janne lage hain – The famous girl whose sister lives with The Mr Shamsher Dilawer .”
Her expression now ,was exactly like that one of geet from jab we met ,all lively , excited and cheerful . But Mehek ’s smile faltered . Her sister was small , must not have realised how it sounded ! Unknown to anyone of her family members , Mr Shamsher Dilawer had exactly offered to do that – to make her live with him for sexual pleasure . It Disgusted her
Mehek turned at once to arrange her clothes in her cupboard ,to escape the situation and said sternly
.
“ I live with Mrs Dilawer Nida , not with her son “
Nida whimpered behind her
“ Oh Di ,you are no fun . I am talking to you about The handsome beast ,aur tum ho ki . Don’t be so boring , arre he was the most eligible bachelor of last year , aur yeh saal ka bhi ban jayega ,agar polls conduct hue toh . Kabhi na kabhi to mili hogi handsome hunk se . Ek ,do baar to kamse kam”
Mehek closed her eyes ,remembering her encounters with that Man . Oh she so much wanted to burst the bubble of her sister and say the truth . But she had remained mum ,while arranging the cupboard . Gauzing from her sister’s reaction , Nida knew it was a dead topic , so came and hugged her tight from behind .
“ I missed you Di , Ammi and paa too . Promise me aap kuch Din ke liye rukoge .”
Mehek patted her head ,which was lodged in her neck . She just hoped Nida doesn’t ask her more questions about Mr Shamsher .
The next day , weather had continued to be hot and sultry .
In the lawn ,while watching the
‘ iliac’ from far ,she controlled the urge to go there and ask after Sonu . No she must not do that . It would look bad .Becoz, Khans were Distant relatives of Ahemads , even then Mrs Sharma was proud of the aquantance . There was a reason – they were rich . Not ricchi rich like Dilawars ,but never the less rich !
Actually Sonu was , Mehek ‘s Distant cousin Ushna’s daughter . The neighborhood she lived in consisted of people ,she knew since long -all known faces . So When a really familiar face drove infront of her gate in a car ,this morning ( in a ferocious speed ) Mehek ’s heart had stopped . Beating like crazy ,her heart was again sucked into his orbit . Thinking about all this ,her eyes had been closed ,but as the doorbell rang ,she opened her eyes ,sighing a little .
Mehek had hoped ,she would be alone,as her family had gone out side to attend a marriage function . But Alas !
She went towards the door , to open it . As it parted ,the person she saw outside her door ,made her gasp in Disbelief .
“ What do you want “
Mr Shamsher Dilawer put his hand on her door frame , Clutching it tightly in fear of her closing the door on him .
“ Oh, I just had to drop mom at Humayun hills at her friends house . So thought to give you a visit “
Mehek arched her brows
“ Humayun hills is nowhere near to Multan .
“ Behes mat karo mere sath “:Mr Shamsher Dilawer said drily and admitted “Alright , I wanted to see you. “
Mehek clicked her tongue .
“ Plz ,Mr Shamsher , I don’t want to talk about your Arrangements again . So ,jayiye yahan se”
But probably ,it was not enough to send him off. As the next second he came inside ,much to Mehek ’s protest and said
“ Won’t you introduce me to your family ?
He looked at her through his dark lashes , mouth curling up in a charming smile ….His gaze dark and intense slid over her petite form ,dressed in a beautiful sundress .
“ Tum ….you look gorgeous Mehek . What ever you wear ,you make it look like ,it is solely designed for you ………”
“ Plz go…..” She said averting her gaze ,coz he was making her nervous . But contrary to that he picked her up and twirled her around ,much to her shock .
“ Get out “ she screamed
Atlast ,still laughing he put her down and said
“ Introduce me to your parents “
“ Bahar gaye huye hain , they are out “ she then added hastily “ maii ghar mai akeli hoon uska matlab yeh nahi ki ……
Shamsher lifted his finely manicured hand .
“ No Mehek , I have not come here to repeat my offer “
Her eyes were livid with anger ,so she burst
“ Then why you have come ? “
“ When you started to cry , bohut bura laga mujhe . I felt really bad . I almost felt like a Villian “
“ Tum nahi ho kya ? (Aren’t you) ? “ Mehek retorted
Shamsher shook his head .Pinching the bridge of his nose ,he said
“ I deserved that and believe me I Didn’t intend things to happen like that .”
“ Neither do I …. “
Mehek agreed shrugging her shoulder slightly , though her eyes were still averted from him .
He grimaced “ that’s why I am here Mehek . I wanted to say sorry to you .But , past experiences had made me think that , ki duniya mai aisi koi cheez nahi jise khariDi nahi jaa sakti “
“ Then , aapke paas kam tazurba hai sir “
( Then ,you have less experience)
But then Mr Shamsher Dilawer , chuckled
“ Contrary to that , maine tumse jyada duniya dekhi hai . And I can say with guarantee that you can buy most of them with money , for the favours they can give you . Yeh duniya khubsoorat ladkiyon se bhari hui hai Mehek ,aur daulat aur shohrat ke liye wo kuch bhi kar sakti hain “
“ I am not one of them “ Mehek said playing with her bracelet .
“ Oh , I almost prayed that you were “ Shamsher admitted with a husky note
“ Phir se nahi Mr Shamsher ( not again )”
Mehek said angrily .
Taking a seat on their rather torn out sofa , Shamsher crossed one of his leg on other and said simply
“ I know , mere playboy reputation ki wajah tumhe aisa lagta hoga ki I have a harem or something . But it’s nothing like that.Not atleast with you . “
“ Mujhe yeh sab nahi sunna …..just get out” Mehek said angrily while tapping her feet on the ground .
“ How could I know ,you were Different Mehek ?” He got up ,came closer “ mujhe laga, tum bhi mujhe apni aur attract karne ke liye jaan bujh ke mana kar rahi ho (thought , you were doing it purposely ) . “ A little warm his hands held hers “ maine jise chaha hai usse paya hai , using power or Money ,what ever you can assume with .
“ Chup ho jao “she said in a fierce note
Unfortunately , he was not a man to be deterred with her anger so he continued .
“ That night , I was not the only one to get drowned in passion . Right Mehek ?! you were too with me – almost going crazy in my arms . Almost on the verge of Giving me what I wanted the most ! “
She trembled hearing him say how close she has come to lose her sanity ,which was not untrue . So , she remained frozen ,as he held her closer in his hold across her arms – her head bent . Shamsher could nt bear that . So he lifted her face , holding her chin with his thumb and forefinger. It was a tender move . Strangely the gaze of Shamsher she was besotted up on was more soft . They were pure , almost trying to convey her something . With the other hand ,he tucked her estranged hair from her bun ,behind her ear .
“ Was it your first time Mehek , are you probably a virgin . That’s why you got so afraid ……if that is the c…..
Mehek Didn’t let him complete the sentence and slapped his hand away .
“ You said , you wanted to apologize .But all the while , it was your scam to get me into bed…”
“ No sweetheart ,you don’t get it . Do you? I am not repeating my mistake . I wanted to tell you that…..
For the second time ,the door bell rang again to Disturb something important . Shamsher cursed under his breath . Fearing her family has returned , Mehek hurried to open the door only to find USHNA standing at the door
“ Whose BMW is standing outside Mehek . Don’t tell me you get paid in crores . Or may be due to special service to your notorious employer “
Ushna had a husky yet , dangerous voice . Sexy enough to hypnotize any male in her vicinity . Well , her Voluptuous figure was also no less , now prominent in a body hugging dress . Shamsher came towards them abruptly , catching the interest of her Cat like eyes .
“ Oh my my,,,,,Did I interrupt something Mehek ? “
It was Directed to her with hatred . But , for Shamsher she gave him a sensual smile , accompanied with a hungry look . Mehek wanted to scoff , but controlled .
“ Introduce us Mehek “ she purred
Shamsher forwarded his hand with a curt smile surprising Mehek with him not being affected by Ushna .
“ Mr Shamsher , she is Ushna khan,my cousin and Ushna this is Mr Shamsher Dilawer ,my ….employer”
After shaking his hand , Ushna again casted her amused gaze on Mehek ’s rigid form and said
“ Were you taking Mehek with you already . I was hoping she would attain my birthday today evening . You know , I was looking forward to have a chit chat with her “
“ Oh Mehek will be here “ Shamsher said lightly “ I just dropped to say her something “
Ushna’s eyes widened . Shamsher should nt have said that . She must be thinking , something was going between them ,that he – THE MR SHAMSHER DILAWER himself came to Multan all the way from Lahore ……
“ Oh ,good , I am so happy that she could make it . All Mehek ’s old flames would be glad to meet her again . Won’t they Mehek ??”
Shamsher head swung ,his dark gaze fixated on Mehek ’s face . All intent and observant .
“ What magic do you use Mehek . Why ,they all fall at your feet ? “
Mehek gritted her teeth ,but under his burning gaze ,she found herself speechless
Then a car honked not far away , breaking the moment .
“ Oh , Sultan being impatient as always . I have to go . More people to invite you know . Bye Mehek ,I will give HIM your love “ She said turning herself to walk away . But she stopped ,and looked at Shamsher over her shoulder
“ Oh Yeah Mr Shamsher , you do come too . It would be a pleasure …….”
The door slammed behind her with a shaking Mehek leaning on the door .
“ What was that ?” He asked after a minute of silence .
“Oh Ushna is just like that…..” She laughed , which was rather fake .
“ Don’t lie to me ,she hates you …..!!!!!!
Shamsher said catching her arms . Mehek blinked her eyes gazing into his concerned gaze . The moment broke ,as he Demanded
“ Who is Sultan ? “
Mehek said meekly , breaking the eye contact . Oh how could he do that ! Does he have no shame ,being involved with Ushna ! She is a married woman for god’s sake .
She licked her lips before answering “ another one of my cousin “
“ Is he in love with you …..”
Shamsher asked flatly .
Instead of answering , his question , Mehek tried to Divert him .
“ When will you leave “
“ Are you serious ? I am invited to the party . I will go of course .”
“ You can’t “ Mehek said urgently ,her hand gripping his arms
“ Would it make your ex jealous Mehek ? “
Shamsher asked possesively ,his gaze on her hand which were holding his arms .
“ She was just joking “ Mehek said hesitantly .
“ But I was not amused . I Didn’t like the way she talked to you or looked at you . I won’t let her harm you in any way !”
Though Mehek was surprised seeing his protectiveness for her,But the consequences of him having their in ‘ iliac ‘made her tremble in fear .
When Mehek informed her family that , Mr Shamsher Dilawer would come to pick her up and had come home in the morning – they had gone berserk .
“ How could you let him see our home like this ,god kitna ganda pada tha ghar . Kya socha hoga usme hamare bare main ? “
She sighed letting them crib about how to turn the home worthy for the arrival of the great Shamsher in just 2 hours ,she went to get ready . She had a party to attend .
After almost 1 and half hour later ,she heard the door bell ring . It must be Mr Shamsher , thought Mehek . And as she was ready ,she thought to go down to the hall , helping her family to cope up with the storm that Mr Shamsher Dilawer is ! “
“ You must be Nida , Mehek told me about you “
He said charmingly ,while Nida looked she would lose her consciousness at any moment .
Probably ,her family Didn’t need help !!!!!!!!!!
Looking at the way her paa and Ammi were laughing at his jokes ,he had indeed charmed them too .
She started to go down the stairs . And his gaze turned to her and thus stopped at her gorgeous form . Dress like those were made to look One, beyond the world . The colour complimented the pale skin of her bare shoulder . Nida’s gaze alternated between Shamsher and Mehek . It was needless to say ,the chemistry was out of charts .
None of them said anything to eachother ,just talking with there eyes . Then taking their leave , They went away in Shamsher’s BMW . Their appearance would surely make the stir ,deadpanned Mehek . The ride was almost silent untill Shamsher said in a husky tone ,almost a whisper .
“ If you would have looked like this from the start ,I would have moved heaven and hell to make you mine “
Mehek laughed at this , noticing a slight self mocking tone at that sentence .
“ You won’t be laughing ,if you would have seen your self in the mirror , properly “
Mehek ‘s hand tightened on her clutch . He had really thrown her off guard .
Conveniently, It was not a long ride to Mehek ’s relief ,coz the man made her too nervous for her own good , so the car stopped not far away from the beautiful manor where all the others were parked .
Not hand in hand ,but Mr Shamsher Dilawer made an entry with him, guarDing Mehek from behind . His gaze trained on her petite form – the height Difference making him ill with pleasure .
As soon as they entered , all the gazes turned towards them . And why not ? It would be criminal not to notice the gorgeous pair ! While admiring the beautiful Manor , Shamsher said casually
“ Ushna really married in to money right ?”
“ Yeah , open your checkbook ,she is not Difficult to buy. But let me warn you ,she is a drunkard and a bloody cheater “ Mehek snapped
Shamsher looked at her amazed
“ You really hate her , don’t you ? What has Ushna done to you Mehek ? “
The protectiveness returning again in his voice .
She couldn’t reply , as Ushna , accompanied with a Tall ,broad shouldered Man, made their way them . And expected the first thing she Did was address Mr Shamsher
“ Oh ,Mr Shamsher ,I am so glad you could make it “
“ My pleasure , Mrs khan “ Shamsher greeted with a fake smile .
Then she turned her gaze to Mehek .
“ Oh ,my ,,,,is nt Mehek looking beyond recognition darling . So beautiful . “
Mr khan nodded his head in affirmation . But then looked at Mr Shamsher with a curious gaze . Ushna noticed it
“ Oh ,I forgot . This is Mr khan ,my husband . And this is Mehek ’s employer . Must not need an introduction – THE MR SHAMSHER himself ! “
Both the man shared a gentlemanly handshake ,after which Ushna whisked away MR SHAMSHER to introduce him to her friends . Obviously ,he was a celebrity , a cunning woman like Ushna would nt miss a chance to show off .
For the most of the evening , Mehek danced with every men in the party except MR SHAMSHER ,as her cousin had clawed her paws on him . But unknown to her , MR SHAMSHER was anything but a prey . To get fresh air ,she came to the deserted balcony , which smelled like burned cigar . Someone must have smoked here thought Mehek .
“ All alone Mehek ? “ Mr khan came to the front from behind her , catching her waist in process. Mehek trembled , turned to face him .
“ Go away …..plz “ Mehek pleaded , almost controlling her sob
“ Never “ said Mr khan with determination .
“ Oh , Ahesan “ saying this ,atlast she broke in her lover’s arms
One second they were apart ,the next second their lips were on each other – Clinging ,sucking ,biting , devouring . As if they could n’t get enough of each other ! Atlast it was Ahesan who broke away and looked down .
“ Oh god , I thought,I would go crazy seeing him looking at you like that . Your boss , Mr Shamsher ,he was gazing at you all the damn time mehek . Even if you were both apart in the room ,his gaze Didn’t deter from you for a second . And god Ushna is thinking she has got a chance with him doesn’t she ! But he has his eyes for only you . Only for you and I don’t like it for a bit .....……’
Mehek shook her head vehemently , trying to assure him she doesn’t love Shamsher . But unknown to them the owner of the cigar was watching them from behind the bush , with raze hot as fire . If only looks could kill , Mehek and Ahesan khan would be in ashes by now !
Precap – MR SHAMSHER going alpha .
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I know the first thing you want to do is bash Mehek left ,right and centre ,but there’s a reason 😌😌😌😌
That’s why I told you your liking for Shamsher would increase🤣🤣🤣🤣
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