Thank you very much Deep for taking out your precious time in the busy schedule to answer all my queries...
I understand your explanation ...it's my dissatisfaction and confusing gestures of Akshara I am not able to accept her as she is...
1) Loyalty here I was referring to -
She never told Abhi full clear truth. She always told him with the intention to hide it from him so that he doesn’t rile up to Aarohi or get angry. She also uses ILU to avoid further conversation.
In Abhi’s office, when he asked, she said I and aaru had a small accident – that’s it.
During confession behind the curtain, she said half truth that too 1-2 lines – Manjari ma aka accident hamari gadi se hua tha…that’s all.
During face to face confession with Abhi near haysack – even her intention who knows may be was not to save Aarohi but when Abhi asked..she gave the reason that Aaru’s career was at stake.. Aaru took the medicine…she came out very disappointing …those words reflects her deep thinking..deep down she was concerned for Ar career…that’s why she is still hiding the facts of Ar taking drugs..she doesn’t know the consequences of it on medical practice…
It’s different POv..some will say no matter what she said truth in her language and does not matter what method she used – whether hide it behind curtain or not…
Ak which is shown to us…morally she is upfront.
2) Selfless acts -
What selfless act she does for Aarohi is hiding crime for others..because she is hiding her beloved sister crimes and wrong doings..So she also becomes part of it and responsible for it. That is difficult to see as selfless love for sister, rather sacrifice due to her burden of Sirat’s promise
Ruby’s case, Fire incident were selfless acts…
3) When Abhi asks her whats the matter –she always hides first and then says truth..so to me it’s not pure loyalty
4) She doesn’t trust Abhi. Abhi also doesn’t trust her because she can flip anytime due to her sister..
We cannot compare Abhi’s love for his mother versus Ak’s love for Ar..we all know mother’s love is always above..Manjari doesn’t emotionally blackmail him. Abhi went for Ar proposal that was his decision looking at Manjari’s condition but she did not tell him to go ahead. While Ak may be understanding Ar’s emotional manipulation yet she surrenders even if it comes to support the wrong doings of her sister that is blind love not selfless love…
5) I am not ready to see further journey of such Female lead…I would like to see if she prioritizes Abhi after marriage or not because they now shares husband-wife relationship…
If she is not ready to take such relationship with loyalty then she better backs off…I can so see her running anytime to Ar for even little wound…That is her blind love not selfless love for Aarohi.
Selfless acts we have seen from her for others (Abhi) during Ruby case, fire incident bit I won’t call this as selfless love for Abhi. Even bade papa sent him to police after valentines day, she went to release him because he was not at fault..I have to yet see how she shows her selfless love for Abhi versus her blind love for Aarohi.
Will she hold on to Abhi after marriage or will she keep running to her beloved Aaru leaving Abhi to crave more and more...despite his sacrifice out of selfless love? She has to now earn him..but Cvs won't show that..