Hello lovelies, since we were not very happy with that baddua episode so I would like to write it in my version. I hope yeh padhne ke baad mujhe jhoote chappal tamatar wagera nahi padenge, since it’s the very first time I am writing something, it’s a mix of Hindi and English, hope that it will not be a problem. It was supposed to be posted earlier but I couldn’t complete it and also was confused whether to post or not.
After the baddua scene,
Anupamaa: - Baa if you remember some time ago I had asked you about our relation, I had asked you who am I to you and you couldn’t reply but now I know the answer to my question, that you have never considered me as your daughter at all, never, else you wouldn’t have wished bad luck and sadness for me. I feel so horrible that a woman I considered as my mother for 26 long years couldn’t even consider me as her daughter even for a day, I have always served you, always loved you, always stood up for you, even when you were totally against me. How can you be so heartless to me and Anuj that you are wishing bad luck for us, if it’s the matter of your son you would bless him hundred times but in my case you are wishing me bad luck then how can you be my mother. A mother would never curse her child or even think of something wrong for her child but you have proved to me that I was wrong for so many years in considering you as my mother. You never deserved that position in my life, I always wished that one day you will know my importance, one day you will also love me as your daughter, but how can I forget that love cannot be forced it has to be felt from within the heart which you don’t have when it comes to me.
Baa and Vanraj: - ANUPAMAAA
Anu: - Chillaiye matt…. Chillane se sach nahi badatla Mr.Shah. Aap, Baa, Toshu aur Pakhi kabhi mujhe deserve hi nahi karte the isiliye app logon ko kabhi meri kadar nahi hui….par AB BAS, meri sehen shakti ki bhi ek seema hai aur woh aaj paar ho chuki hai,mein toh yahan apne bachon se aur apne Baa Bapuji se milne aati thi par ab jab mere bachon ko mein embarrass karti hun aur kyunki Baa ko iss ghar ki izzat mujhse zyaada pyaari hai mera iss ghar mein rehna ka ya yahan aane jaane ka koi matlab hi nahi hai, isiliye mein waapis apne ghar jaa rahi hun. Samar, Bapuji aur Kinjal se toh mein dance academy mein bhi mil sakti hoon aur ab toh Kinjal ke saath Rakhi Ben bhi hai yahan, toh meri zaroorat nahi padegi (turning to Kinjal) aur agar kabhi zaroorat pad gayi toh mujhe bula lena beta mein aajaungi.
Kinjal: - Haan mummy aap apne ghar laut jaiye waise bhiyahan rehkar mein aap ko har roz insult hote hue nahi dekhna chahti, aur koiaapko samjhe na samjhe aapki beti hain aapko samajhti hai aur mein nahi chahtiki meri wajah se meri mummy ko koi bhi problem ho.
Baa: - Tu uss Anuj keliye, hum sabko chod ke jayegi usne aate hi tujhse tera parivar cheen liya, tujhe teri maa aur bachon se door kar diya, dekh uske pyaar ne kya kar diya.
Anu: - Anuj ke liye nahi Baa, mein apne aap ke liye aap logon ko chod kar jaa rahi hun…thak gayi hoon inn roz roz ke taano se, roz rozke ilzamo se, Mr. Shah ki watchmangiri aur aapki taanebaazi se mujhe chutkara chahiye isisliye chod ke jaa rahi hun. Anuj ke pyaar ne nahi Baa aap logon ke dikhar ne aur app logon ki soch aur nafrat ne mujhse mera parivaar cheen liya joh shayad sahi mayne mein mera kabhi tha hi nahi. Anuj ne mujhse kuch nahi cheena Baa unhone toh sirf diya hai, woh sab diya hai joh pichle 26 saalon mein mujhe na is ghar mein aur na hi is parivar mein mila...aur woh hai samman, barabari ka rishta, mere sapnon ko poora karne ka mauka, vishwas, dosti aur poori umar bhi karo tabhi na khatam hone wala pyaar.
Baa, V, Kavya, Rakhi, Toshu and Pakhi make faces while MaAn army are super proud of Anu and Anuj's love.
Bapuji: - Beta, tu abhi bhale chali jaa par shaadi ke liye toh tum yahan aaogi na…mein tujhe iss ghar se vida karna chahte hoon poore izzat aur saman se.
Anu: - Nahi Bapuji, mujhe maaf kar dijiye mein yahan waapis nahi aana chahti, kheechad se nikale hue kamal par bhi kabhi kabhi kheechad reh jaata hai aur aise haalat mein, mein apni nayi zindagi ki shuruwat nahi kar sakti aur yeh shaadi sirf meri nahi hai Anuj ki bhi hai isiliye yeh shaadi un logon ke beech nahi ho sakti jo mera ya mere Anuj ka bura sochte ho ya phir jinhe humari shaadi se taqleef ho, meri shaadi bhale hi doosri ho par unki toh pehli haina mujhe maaf kar dijiye bapuji.
Bapuji: - Theek hai beta jaisi teri iccha...ithna sab hone ke baad tujhe yahan rokna sahi nahi hoga.
Anu leaves Shah house and comes to her apartment, sitting on the floor near the sofa and she breaks down thinking of all that happened in last one hour, Baa wishing bad luck for her, Toshu and Pakhi calling her an embarrassment and all the hate kept ringing in her ears, making her close her ears in an effort to mute those voices. Anuj comes back from Udaipur at dawn and notices Anu’s apartment door is a little open, making him really excited meet her, he keeps his stuff in his apartment and tip toes inside only to see Anu on the floor sleeping with a tear stricken face.
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Pheww… finally post kar diya, please let me know if I should continue this and also give me suggestions for improvement, I am not at all a writer and ho sakta hai that there will be a lot of mistakes in the writing style.
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