Originally posted by: Not_James_bond
I even though am a quirky antic loud talkative person I've always had trouble expressing my emotions and my frnds say ki main romance ki toh main band baaja deti hoon.
Being a dancer and out going person I got asked out alot in college but main hamesha durr bhagti thi ๐ . Mushkil asa koi pasand aaya he was my roommates brother. He had been asking me out for two years before he joined the army but I kept rejecting as main sochti thi mujh jaisa pagal insaan sa kon willingly itna like karega ๐ finally when I decided to confess that I liked him too I found out he died in a attack at the base camp in Nagaland.
It was a hard hitting lesson and was what pushed me to start appreciating my lovedones and tell them that I love them.โค๏ธโค๏ธ
Despite the fact that I'm really shy introvert, if it's related to emotions, then I am very straightforward in that thing.
Btw I might be crossing the line, and if I'm do tell, and I apologize in advance, but have you thought that your past experiences might be hindering you in expressing your emotions? Shraddha love isn't logical. There's no reason why we love some people more than others. I've met absolutely perfect guys yet couldn't feel anything for them...it's not a science. So if you do feel something, go with it. Sure, there's a chance you might get a heartbreak, but honestly it's still worth it. It fulfills you as a human being.
After covid, seeing so many people die around me, my own mom got it, it just made me realise how fragile life is. Do tell your friends, fam, loved ones that you love them.
Romantically toh I'm just done. Uski tension 3 logon ko hai...mom, faltu ke relatives, and jewelry showroom ka manager.