#3 letter to Dr. Abhimanyu Birla on pg 5

Dear Dr. Abhimanyu,

To be honest, I will never be able to express in words of how much I love you. No combination of 26 letters would ever be tell you about my respect and love that I have for you.

I don't know what you have been through but I know what you are going through. And everytime you shed a tear and tries to control your emotions, I found myself feeling that emotion with you.

I don't know what's the issue between you and your dad but like you said, no one likes to call their father sir. How painful it was for you to go through that phase where it turned sir from papa. The love and respect, the feeling that your father is superhero and you will always be safe and sound with him but then something happens, and you lost it all. Not only him as a father but also yourself as a child.

You stand strong for your mother... No matter how much broken you, yourself is. You listen to her even when you don't agree with her words. In a world where you could have wallowed in self pity and crying how love is something you don't have, you respect and reciprocate your mother love. Kabhi kabhi samajh nahi aata... Aap apni maa ke laadle bete hai ya wo aapki laadli hai. Par kuch bhi ho aapka rishta jo hai wo bohot khoobsurat hai. Aur aap ye baat jaante hai aur uss se sanjon ke rakhte hai.

Neil... One person for whom you can do everything. It's shown in the layers. For reprimanding him for calling himself paraya to thanking him for arranging the party to not taking your anger out on him when you got to know the truth. You have stood right there.

Nishtha and Parth... Your two bro buddies. Fun loving, caring, understanding and for giving it back sweetly in defence of Parth to your tai ji, you have once again stood up for what's right.

Now your love for Akshara, its raw, passionate, intense, unhinged, pure.... first I will thank you for loving her yet respecting her NO. First time, you knew she lied. Yet you made her lie your truth and that's what made the respect that I have for you increase. Second time around, you were desperate to be loved yet when rejected you respected her NO. Once again, thank you ❤️ I know you might get judged for not forwarding the hand of friendship or for understanding her reason behind her NO. I know you don't care about what world think about you but I just want to tell you, the other part of world respects you and loves you too. I am glad you did not forwarded the hand of friendship. That was not your place to. It was Akshara who rejected you and the decision to be your friend or not should be her own choice. And ab ye mat sochiyega that I don't like your Akshara. She is Queen and we Stan her. But we can't forget you either. Your actions might have been subtle but your care never fail to amaze me. And also, you not running behind the reasons of NO is something I will always look up to. Kyunki wajah jo bhi, the truth remains the same that it was a no and nothing and no reason could change it. Thank you for not stalking Akshara, asking her why it's no at every point, reminding her that you love her and she rejected you even after loving him.... Thank you for being a good human. Thank you for being the man I will always be proud to stan.

A NO means a NO. Nothing could ever change it.

Also, you deciding to move on. I know it's hard but thank you for considering it. Thank you for trying. Our life should not stop on just one person. Thank you for giving yourself a second chance. I know, you are getting judged and called names... But moving on and not looking back is something I will always respect you for.

I don't know what to say about Aarohi... But you thinking about her is nothing that can question you. You are not sure whether you will be able to move on or not... You are at the stage where you are trying to and thanks for not giving any kind of indication to Aarohi.

And the only part I agree with your mother. Kabhi kabhar jab hum unhe nahi paa sakte jise hum chahte ho toh zindagi unke saath bitaani chahiye jo humein chahta ho. Kyunki kisi ko chahne se zyada, kisi ki chahat hone ka ehsaas khoobsurat hota hai aur hote hote pyaar ho hi jata hai.

And a relationship can survive without love but not without respect. So thank you for the respect that you give.

All I know is, I am not going to judge you for moving on. Till the time you thought Akshara loved you back and had this hope, you waited for her and remain faithful and after her NO, you have the right to decide what you do. All I know is, even if you had moved on in a day or week or year, I will not judge you. Move on karne ka ya move on karne ki koshish ya aage badhne ke baare mein sochne ka koi time period fix nahi hota. Aur agar aap jaldi aage badh rahe hai iska ye matlab nahi hota ki aapka pyaar saccha nahi tha ya aapke efforts jhoothey they. Bas itni si hai ki aapne khud ko bachpan se sambhalna seekha tha aur ek baar phir jab chot khayi toh marham khud hi laga liya. Dard ka koi tod nahi hota shayad isiliye aasun Baha liya.

Dr. Abhimanyu Birla, in a world where stalkers exist, you decided to respect her. A world which where people continue to wallow in self pity, you decided to go and treat people. For you, your duty comes first as it should be.

So thank you Dr. Abhimanyu Birla for existing and bringing the change.

~With due respect and love,

Noor.

And Dr Abhimanyu Birla, I still love you ❤️

I love you and Dr SPA both.

This is me after reading this post Noor.

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This was a much-needed post. There is so much hate for this man in this forum that someone needed to show his perspective.

Even I can not describe what I feel for this man in words so I try to express it in my stories.

His relationship with Harsh is of an adversary, I find. There must have been something major and traumatizing that he turned SIR from DAD. Here is hoping the one day Abhi will see eye to eye with him but for that Harsh needs to respect Manjiri. And for that I have to say no matter how much Abhimanyu fights for her, its of no use until Manjiri stops taking that abuse herself. Her silence is not only making her suffer but her kids as well.

I loved how you described Abhimanyu's relationship with Neil, Parth and Nishtha. These three are the only ones who are keeping him from going over to dark side. They are his tether to sanity.

He had given everything of his to Akshara his love, his identity, his dignity yet all he had ever received is hurt in return. But he never stops protecting her, loving her and he will understand her too if she talks to him. This man is incapable of not loving Akshara. From being a person who never believed in love he has committed his life to a girl who is sacrificing him for meaningless reasons. Yet, he is there for her whenever and however she needs him. His love has become selfless now.

This was lovely Noor. Thank you so much for writing it.

Dr Abhimanyu Birla,

Should I start with the imperfections you have or talk about those eyes which told me stories of your sleepless nights? What should I say to you that will help you heal?

If I say, you deserve true love, will you believe me?

If I say, someone out there is made for you who will love you with all her heart and soul, will you believe me?

If I say I believe in you, will you believe me?

Your heart was made of glass but you forced it turn into stone but then Akshara came along and it started to melt. You held your heart to her, in hope that she will preserve it but unknown to her struggles to say a yes, you heard her say no. The glass then suffered the first crack. And the continuous no, left it in tatters and it pierced your self so hard that you just stopped taking its existence into account.

For you, all that is left is crushed pieces of the glasses that has pierced your skin and made a permanent place. You felt the wounds will soon turn into scars and it will stop hurting... But time does not heal.

Waqt ke saath saath woh dard ussi waqt ke chaadar se chiipp jata hai. Aur dard hum mein ghulta jaata hai. Par dard toh hamesha rehta rehta hai na? Waisa ka waisa bas aur gehra?

But you made yourself stronger than the hurt when you stood up as a shied for your mother. You made yourself strong when you rose above the hurt when you took a stand for Akshara.

If only you were stronger, you would have cried your heart and would have given yourself healing period. You would have understood the pain you are going through, would have sit with it and talk to it and did not run away.

But I can't even blame you... As someone who knows how easy is running away than facing your insecurities, fears and pain is... I can't blame you.

But we have to face the consequences of the decision we made. In anger and sheer helplessness of your broken heart, you took a decision. Decision to get married to anyone so that your sick mother finally gets her happiness because moments before you lost all yours. But the choice of them... You followed it for obligation of your words.

Life seem to end but you ask yourself, whether you were ever alive?

You made it clear to the girl that you are not going ever love her and the only person you will ever love is your Akshu... But girl happens to be her sister and she agrees.

That was your first clue for something wrong but the broken heart and lost boy in you concealed the said fact.

I wanted all of it to be your plan and maybe the thriller book lover still love one but a part of also loved you for not playing one. Because "play a game, play any game but don't play games" and you said you are a straight forward person and you owned your word.

You are hurt, angry and frustrated par Dr. Sahab chot lagne par toh marham Patti ki jaati hai na? Ya aag mein kooda jata hai?

You were wrong when you said yes to Aarohi... No, not because she is Akshara sister... Because you were not ready to commit into a relationship. Because you have not healed.

But I do understand your reasons. Life always gives us choices but there are always days when we feel like we don't have one and beggars can't be choosers right? And after all, we are nothing but slave of our emotions. Sometimes we fail other times we triumph. But we always learn.

How I wish you have taken a few days off from the hospital and wandered around because not all those wandered are lost... Sometimes, simply they are found.

Life has been hard on you and it's still hard and maybe it will get harder but believe me, that's the beauty. You just have to find the silver lining and the hardships will teach you so many beautiful things that you will left in awe. Our hardships shapes us... And we should learn to be better. Nothing else.

And I completely agree that we can't always rise from it... Sometimes we can only burn and stay as ashes. Par log hai jo babhuti ko maathe ka tika lagate hai. Sundarta toh har cheez mein hai na...

Toh mere pyaare Dr Sahab, khud se bhi prem kariye kyunki aap khoobsurat hai.

And I know you are fed with lies and only lies par kisi aur ke jhooth ke zimmedar aap nahi hai. Kisi aur ke khamoshi ke zimmedar aap nahi hai. Aap apne haan ke zimmedar hai bas.

You are not wrong to love your Akshu but to act upon them is wrong... I know you can't help it and I love how you accepted your imperfections, be it clearing it to Aarohi that you will love Akshara only and never her, you did not lie or Kairav of how you have anger issues and you try to control it but sometimes emotions just slips from your hands or accepting it to Akshara that you are affected!

And Akshara Goenka have equal hand in it if not more par jaise unke jhooth ka palla aapke sar nahi aata, aapki galtiyaan unke naam nahi hoti.

Zindagi todegi hi na? Ye toh hum par hai na ki hum khud ko kitna sambhal lete hai? Toh ab aapko bhi sambhalna padega kyunki jab tak baatein hogi tab tak dard rahega aur shayad chuppi wo dard tod de.

Lekin kuch bhi ho, apne saalo ki mehnat aur jaagi raaton ko barbaad mat hone dijiyega. Aap Dr hai janab, apni shiddat ko mat khoiyega.

~ someone who will always be with you

Noor

In the midst of oceans of criticism for this man...this post was so needed....abhimanyu is a flawed but beautiful character and so is akshara.....loved your writing

Originally posted by: zerroo

In the midst of oceans of criticism for this man...this post was so needed....abhimanyu is a flawed but beautiful character and so is akshara.....loved your writing

This really touched me ❤️ Abhimanyu is flawed, I totally agree but the amount of hate he gets in this forum sometimes makes me not to log in... So I just wanted to place to be a lil of my type and I am glad u found it good enough 🤗

Loved your thoughts, Abhimanyu, a flawed character, brought to perfection by the actor..

Originally posted by: Ammu99

Loved your thoughts, Abhimanyu, a flawed character, brought to perfection by the actor..

So true ❤️ Thank you for reading and leaving this beautiful review

Noor🤗

Wonderful!!! I was really upset for people bashing him left and right. In this with him and forever.

Dr. Abhimanyu Birla is to be cherished and not to be judged.

I know the world judges first and then thinks but for once please peep into this beautiful soul and the. One shall know how lonely he is.

He is flawed and so are we. Each one of us. He is doing what he thinks is right for himself.

I can also argue for him in this context that probably by imparting his pain to her by such behaviour he is trying to break her down, make her realise that it’s THEM and there can be no third person.

Reading the second one…. Will come back

Dr. Abhimanyu Birla, in a world where stalkers exist, you decided to respect her. A world which where people continue to wallow in self pity, you decided to go and treat people. For you, your duty comes first as it should be.

these lines. He is so good at heart, the purest soul one can ever see.

DIL mein toh jaag kar dekho