*~*TAZBU (SaiShi and RaghVi) AT 15*~* Limited Edition - Page 89

I might be in the minority but I loved today's episode. Everyone was in the character - be it Pallavi, Raghav, Amma, Sunny or Esha.

Raghav never has learned how to rely on others as he always was a lone wolf. He had to because Amma abandoned him when he was feeling guilty. So obviously he is all closed up and he doesn't know how to broach this big sin with Pallavi. I feel this track will lead to the final baggage being cleared between Amma and Raghav too and Raghav will learn how to rely on his family when in times of need. I feel Amma will not abandon Raghav now and that will heal the lingering pain Raghav always carried. That is why Amma is back and I could feel the positive energy back in the show.

Pallavi - She just loves Raghav to the end of the world. I know it is unfair that Raghav is pushing her away especially when she is not in fault but Raghav just can not embrace his love not when he himself is feeling so tainted and dirty. I am glad he is not taking advantage of her emotions as that would make him a creep and a cad. I would love to Raghav to own up his mistake but right now he is grappling with the guilt that is eating his mind and heart. He will take some time to push back and we might witness the break down of Raghav when Pallavi finally tries to seduce her husband and that will up the antenna of Pallavi as to what happened to her Raghav. Do I like Pallavi fighting for Raghav even now ? No but that is what this is most probably going towards. Pallavi will dig up the truth and will figure out that Raghav was trapped by Esha. I seriously hope the makers address the issue of Raghav lying even if Pallavi forgives him and show Raghav groveling in front of Pallavi. Let's see how they take this track forward. Mistakes do happen with humans but the way you deal with them shapes you. Till now Raghav has learned only flight in response to all his problems and now he will realize that he needs to learn how to lean on others to fight for his happiness too.

Plus if the last track of pallavi being anyway related to KR is true then this episode will make Raghav's love for Pallavi so strong that even if Pallavi wants to step back due to KR connection, Raghav will not allow her to leave. Because Raghav just can't survive without Pallavi and that will also lead Raghav to completely bury the past including the KR angle(Forgive himself for the tragedy) or fight with KR to get justice for his family(depending on how the trps come)

Sunny is in his character of trying to weaseling information from Raghav. I guess Keerti will realize that Sunny is a bad apple now with this track. I don't think Keerti will have the child, something will happen which will lead to either Keerti and Sunny breakup or Sunny being whitewashed. Till now the creatives have completely whitewashed Keerti as she was happy to see Raghav back home and went and hugged him also. Sunny is still kept as kamina so depends on what they want to do.

The track has potential because in reality this is how people react - You can say so many different things but ultimately everyone lies to protect their own world. No saying it is the correct way to go but very few are that brave to willingly tell the truth that might destroy their happy life.

Originally posted by: fria319

my review that im struggling to type bc i never did file down my acrylics bc im lazy af, but i love you guys too much, so i'm here anyway. Overlook the lack of grammar and proper syntax and punctuation.

to be honest idk what to even feel about today's episode.

Lungiwala Raghav is dangerous AF but he's basically just a devils advocate role - he'll tell Raghav the opposite of what Raghav initially thinks. Lungiwala Raghav needs to go. He didn't even look innocent today (he looked a bit devilish - 👏 Sai's acting).

Yes I noticed that too, this LWR didn't have that innocent face, this one had a frown and deeper, accusatory voice. I needed the other one, dhoka hogaya 😳 Sai did a brilliant job here.

The issue is Raghav is short sighted. He thinks he's doing this to protect Pallavi and he's just in super guilt mode right now. What he's not seeing is that these same actions will push Pallavi away at some point, if they decide to show her as human of course.

Exactly. He's always so driven by impulse that in his attempts to fix things, he usually ends up making them worse. Even LWR pointed out that he doesn't think. If THIS track doesn't teach him to slow down IDK what will.

I feel bad for Raghav but I wish he wouldn't keep things in --- but who wants to admit to their spouse that they got drunk and "cheated" (using that term bc that's what he thinks right now).

I know he was the one that was violated, but thats not what the writers are going to focus on as "part of the story" so I don't even know what to do about this. Do I rage at their lack of sensitivity or do I keep it moving? Are we supposed to consider him violated or do they just think he did a drunken mistake. Like how should we be reading these scenes, you know?

Fria I could go on and on about this one but it'll all fall into deaf ears because ITV and abuse has janam janam ka rishta. This thing, similar to the Mandar spiking food one, is likely to be brushed off because they have bigger tadka to think about. Talking about abuse and violation (or even an attempted one) doesn't bring TRPs.

I did make the observation that while we saw Raghavs clothes thrown in the hotel room - we didn't see Esha's dress anywhere. That leads me to be more certain that nothing happened. Esha is just using it as a way to get close to him. She's not psycho like M but she sure hella messy and delusional.

Exactly, and if you notice, Esha's outfit was such that you couldn't tell if she had it on or not when she was under that blanket (because of the thin straps). Maybe I'm delulu but till they prove otherwise, I'm going to think they didn't do anything and Esha is tricking Raghav into thinking they did.

Precap made me sad bc now he's going to be worried about Esha bc he doesn't want another death on his hands esp not someone who used to mean something to him. Why not just call idk the police? Or... send Farhad? He can't even admit this to Farhad bc he feels that ashamed, sigh.

I understand him not wanting a death on his hands. That, I could look past but he is The Raghav Rao. There are plenty of ways for him to check up on Esha without going all heroic and breaking doors but then again, no masala there.

Ugh I feel bad for him but Pallavi doesn't deserve any of this either. I still want her to take a break. Im even ok with her helping him "catch" Esha (really she'll be working to do it and he'll just continue to get duped/guilt-tripped by Esha) and then just walking out for a some time. However much time she needs. His life is problematic and really causes her a lot of grief - like how much is she supposed to take?

I don't even want to think about how this is going to play out. I just want him to come clean to Pallavi. Maybe he'll realize in one or two episodes that this secret is killing him and making him hurt Pallavi for no reason (by snapping at her, pushing her away etc.)? I'm may be grasping at straws here but I don't yet want to write him off as that ML who uses the "love" of his life as his emotional crutch but can't dignify her with the respect and honesty she deserves.

I need her to develop a idgaf about you type of phase - even if its just for a few episodes. Again, i still want her to go all beyonce on him lol.

That Raghav going mad promo could still be put to use in a way but who even are we kidding lol/

Friaaa🤗 I didn't have the energy to rant today but love this!

yea for sure they're showing the reality of the situation.

I just don't think he had to react that aggressively with Pallavi tho. I read it in another thread I think but someone said it's always about how he feels. But he needs to consider Pallavi's feelings when he reacts so impulsively like this. This is a marriage - it's not all about how he feels and what he's going through. I wish he just pulled away slowly, showing he was uncomfortable bc he felt guilty but not anger.

Originally posted by: fria319

yea for sure they're showing the reality of the situation.

I just don't think he had to react that aggressively with Pallavi tho. I read it in another thread I think but someone said it's always about how he feels. But he needs to consider Pallavi's feelings when he reacts so impulsively like this. This is a marriage - it's not all about how he feels and what he's going through. I wish he just pulled away slowly, showing he was uncomfortable bc he felt guilty but not anger.

sorry forgot to tag you Sharada lol this was kind of in response to your review :)

Originally posted by: fria319

yea for sure they're showing the reality of the situation.

I just don't think he had to react that aggressively with Pallavi tho. I read it in another thread I think but someone said it's always about how he feels. But he needs to consider Pallavi's feelings when he reacts so impulsively like this. This is a marriage - it's not all about how he feels and what he's going through. I wish he just pulled away slowly, showing he was uncomfortable bc he felt guilty but not anger.

It is not aggressive fria if you see. He just couldn't be in the embrace of his love after the guilt in his mind. The other Raghav would have happily hugged Pallavi to the end of the world but here he felt so disgusted that he couldn't be in the presence of his love. What bigger punishment can Raghav possibly get. He was feeling guilty of the night kaand and then he comes to know that his wife went around to get him to safety. He always knew Pallavi would leave everything for him but to know that his wife travelled to Warangal in the riot situation just to make sure he is safe - He must have died a thousand deaths by that realization only. And in the night when Pallavi joked, he was really not in the state to enjoy the joke. He is dying every single second. I think this is all going to build up to the point where he will break down during the seduction scene of Pallavi and that is when the raita that spilled will come out in open.

Originally posted by: PSharada

Loved your take Sharada! I think I'm bitter that it's always Pallavi somehow fixing Raghav's mess/her suffering in the process. I love RaghVi, even with everything that's happened, but their relationship is starting to feel a little too imbalanced to me. No relationships are perfect and people do make serious mistakes in relationships but it shouldn't always be that one person picking up the pieces all the time. Your thoughts give me hope but I'm trying not to expect much at this point. I want to look at things as they unfold with each episode, just being in that moment. That Amma angle makes sense to me and so does the KR track (if it ever comes up). Whatever they show, I don't want the makers to alter Raghav/Pallavi's character to the point where I can no longer connect to them.

Thanks for your thoughts, this is also why I like to read others' views🤗

" I'm may be grasping at straws here but I don't yet want to write him off as that ML who uses the "love" of his life as his emotional crutch but can't dignify her with the respect and honesty she deserves."

Rubyyy its ok - it's been a rough week of episodes. 🤗

What I quoted from your post - this is my biggest issue and why I can't even focus on R being manipulated by E anymore.

I read some other comment and it struck a chord - Raghav is always about his feelings. He can't look past his own grief, guilt, etc., to see what the emotional needs of Pallavi are. And this is why he keeps lying and hiding things from her. He thinks she needs protection bc that's the only way he doesn't have to face what he did. But she doesn't need protection, she needs honesty. She wants honesty.

Originally posted by: PSharada

It is not aggressive fria if you see. He just couldn't be in the embrace of his love after the guilt in his mind. The other Raghav would have happily hugged Pallavi to the end of the world but here he felt so disgusted that he couldn't be in the presence of his love. What bigger punishment can Raghav possibly get. He was feeling guilty of the night kaand and then he comes to know that his wife went around to get him to safety. He always knew Pallavi would leave everything for him but to know that his wife travelled to Warangal in the riot situation just to make sure he is safe - He must have died a thousand deaths by that realization only. And in the night when Pallavi joked, he was really not in the state to enjoy the joke. He is dying every single second. I think this is all going to build up to the point where he will break down during the seduction scene of Pallavi and that is when the raita that spilled will come out in open.

b: Bless you Sharada, please let's manifest this😆

Originally posted by: PSharada

It is not aggressive fria if you see. He just couldn't be in the embrace of his love after the guilt in his mind. The other Raghav would have happily hugged Pallavi to the end of the world but here he felt so disgusted that he couldn't be in the presence of his love. What bigger punishment can Raghav possibly get. He was feeling guilty of the night kaand and then he comes to know that his wife went around to get him to safety. He always knew Pallavi would leave everything for him but to know that his wife travelled to Warangal in the riot situation just to make sure he is safe - He must have died a thousand deaths by that realization only. And in the night when Pallavi joked, he was really not in the state to enjoy the joke. He is dying every single second. I think this is all going to build up to the point where he will break down during the seduction scene of Pallavi and that is when the raita that spilled will come out in open.

I know - I understand all your points Sharada. And I agree that's why he did what he did. But I don't think any of this gives him a pass to lash out at Pallavi. When we're stressed we lash out at our loved ones all the time - i mean I can't even tell you the amount of times i've done this lol - but that doesn't make any of those instances right or ok. Its just deepening the pain for Pallavi too. It's just one more thing she has to face because of him. We have no right to inflict pain unto others just because we're hurting ourselves.

Originally posted by: rubys07

Loved your take Sharada! I think I'm bitter that it's always Pallavi somehow fixing Raghav's mess/her suffering in the process. I love RaghVi, even with everything that's happened, but their relationship is starting to feel a little too imbalanced to me. No relationships are perfect and people do make serious mistakes in relationships but it shouldn't always be that one person picking up the pieces all the time. Your thoughts give me hope but I'm trying not to expect much at this point. I want to look at things as they unfold with each episode, just being in that moment. That Amma angle makes sense to me and so does the KR track (if it ever comes up). Whatever they show, I don't want the makers to alter Raghav/Pallavi's character to the point where I can no longer connect to them.

Thanks for your thoughts, this is also why I like to read others' views🤗

Yes the relationship is lopsided that is because Pallavi has always been portrayed as a strong woman. She was a widow who was living her life to the fullest - How many woman are that strong. Not everyone has the power to love a beast and Pallavi is one such lady who not only dared to love a beast but also transformed him into a charming prince.

I don't think it will be Pallavi who is picking up the pieces all the time. If you see everything in RR mansion and in Rao's family goes with what Pallavi feels like. She is the thread that binds everyone together. When you are the one on whom everything depends then of course you are the one on whom majority share of work and responsibility also falls. That is why I really want the Pallavi - KR angle to be true. Then that would be Raghav who is willing to go the extra mile by forgiving himself for the tragedy and staying with Pallavi because Raghav without Pallavi is simply not a solution for Raghav.