SS-A New Begining for love Part 5 Page 8 - Page 6

When you will give the next update?

Originally posted by: fatssrilanka

When you will give the next update?

I will probably updating today

Sai had eventually recovered...She had started her college after few days....She came back from college a very tiresome day and also had helped Ashwini in the kitchen.....It was just one of those days where she just wanted to sleep with no energy left.....Virat had seen that in the last few days she had been exhausted with her exams and assignments.....But today she looked extra tired,he knew what she exactly wanted.....Sai was just about to get up to make green tea when somebody put it in front of her.....She was stunned....Sai was very sure that Virat had made made it himself since Ashwini was asleep...

Sai (hesitatingly)-Thank you.....Aapko kabse green tea banana aa gaya.....Aapko toh pani ubalna bhi nai aata....

Virat (smiling)-Kyu sikh nai sakta mai ?

Waise mai ek baat poochu ? Tumhe ye green tea pasand kaise aati hai ? I mean its pretty much tasteless....

Sai (smiling)-Ye sirf roz pine wale ko pata chalta hai Virat sir......Aap jo roz chai ya coffee pite hai unhe samajh nai aayega...

Virat (sitting near Sai and holding her hand)-Mera naam Virat hai.....

Sai-Toh maine kab mana kiya....Mere pair mai moch aayi thi....lagta tha aapke brain mai aa gayi hai....

Virat-Tum nai sudhrogi na.....Kisis baat ka jawaab seedhi tarreke se nai de sakti....

Tum acche se jaanti ho ki mai kis baare mai baat kar raha hu......

Sai tried to get up from the edge of the bed and leave but Virat had held her hand very tightly....She knew what he wanted to talk about....He made Sai sit back where she was and he pulled a chair to sit on......He wanted to finish this conversation once and for all....He knew Sai was trying to hide her feelings but that tactic didnt work on him...

Virat (holding her hand)-Sai tum acche se jaanti ho ki mai tumse bahut pyaar karta hu.....Par tumne ye toh bataya hi nai ki tum kya feel karti ho......

Mujhe nai pata par mujhe aisa lagta hai ki tum saari baatein aapne dil mai daba kar rahti ho.....Tumhari feelings bhi....

Sai (trying to dodge the topic)-Aisi koi baat nai hai.....Mujhe bahut neend aa rahi hai....Mai sone ja rahi hu....

Virat-Aaj nai Sai.....Aaj mai tumhe ye baat poori kiye bina nail sone dooga...Tumhe sona hai toh tum batao baat kya hai...

Sai-Aap kya sunna chahte hai.....

Virat-Mai woh sunna chahta hu,jo tumhare dil mai hai.....Tumhare dimaag wali baatein nai sunni hai mujhe....Tumhe pata hai Sai,tumhari aakhein kuch aur bayan karti hai aur tum kuch aur bol ti ho....

Tum mujhe ye batao tumhe ye sab kuch dil mai rakhne ki kya zaroorat aan padi hai......Tumhe akele ko itni strong banne ki zaroorat kyu aa gayi....Itni strong ki tum aapne dil ki baat mujhe bhi nai bata sakti ?

Sai-Kisi ne force nai kiya tha....Mai aisi hi hu....Aur mujhe ye sab abnormal nai lagta....Mujhe aapne aap k, aapne emotions ko control mai rakhna Sahi lagta hai....Jab ek baar mera control gaya tha tab maine suicide commit karne ki koshish ki thi......

Virat-Emotions isliye hote hai tum un emotions ko feel kar sako....

Sai-Lekin feel na krke bhi mai theek hu....Emotions kabhi kabhi insaan ko weak bana te hai....I dont like to be weak....

Virat-Mai bhi emotional hu,Kamal sir bhi the.....Isme koi galat baat nai hai.....

Sai-Jaanti hu ki Aaba the emotional the,isiliye mai nai hu.....Thats how I survived Jagtap....Meri aai ka na hona......Ye sab cheeze itni aasan nai hoti....Agar emotions ko control karne diya mujhe toh mai zinda hi nai bachti us suicide attempt ke baad..

I survived keeping my feelings to myself.....I survived by not getting attached to people....

Virat-Aai,Shivani bua,Mohit ,Devi Tai....Insab se attach nai hoi ho tum...

Sai-Aai ki baat aur hai...Woh aap nai samajh sakte and I hope you never understand it....

Virat (finally coming to him)-Aur mai ? Mera kya ?

What about your feelings for me ? Mai na tumhe bahut acchi tarah se jaanta hu....AGar tumhare dil mai kuch nai hota na toh woh kiss kabhi nai hoti....Toh please mujhe kuch toh bolo Sai ?

Mere aur Pakhi ke beech kuch bhi nai hai Sai....She is just my brother's wife for me......Nothing else....Mai jaanta hu ki usne bahut complications khade kiye hai hamare beech but trust me...

Sai (not letting him complete)-Mai jaanti hu Virat sir....Kuch nai hai aapki aur Pakhi didi ke beech mai...I understand ke aapko jawab chahiye par mujhe bhi kuch waqt chahiye.....

Virat (cupping her cheeks)-Koi time limit nai hai Sai.....

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Niand and Sai....

Sorry for short updates but i have exams..

Awesome update 😀

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Loved it

Please update ASAP

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All the best for your exams👍

Great chapter

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Great Chapter,!! All the best for your exams. When you are done with the exams, do update😊