Pallavi,a behaviour in epi 117

In epi 117 when raghav sleep over pallavi then she felt happy about it. But ek din pehle she was afraid of Shari g bed with him and crying. I didnot understand her. Suddenly a big change in her behaviour. Why?

Originally posted by: Manisja

In epi 117 when raghav sleep over pallavi then she felt happy about it. But ek din pehle she was afraid of Shari g bed with him and crying. I didnot understand her. Suddenly a big change in her behaviour. Why?

what I felt she wasn’t afraid… she was a little bit shy and hesitant… when and if Amma asked her to share room with Raghav she had no issues and even convinced him when he said he will talk to amma… she thought Raghav will not agree so she suggested you can sleep on bed.. I will sleep on couch… but he said we both can sleep so she was a little shy and awkward and voiced out her inner feelings to him… he reassured her that she is safe.. and she did not let go of his hand..she has already fallen in love with him but hasn’t realized…

at night, you can see her restlessness and awkwardness .. it took her a while to get adjusted to the idea that they will be sharing a bed before finally drifting off to sleep…

now coming the next to next morning, she found him asleep on her holding her hand.. also if you remember few episodes ago, she was nursing him after feeding him spicy food and at that time she made him sleep in her lap… so he has slept once in her lap..it was no different.. just the angle looks a bit sensuous and aesthetic…

what I feel for a girl, it invoked a myriad of emotions, she knew he is there by mistake…she can differentiate in good touch and bad touch… also its not like he was trying to take advantage of her..he was drunk the night before …and he immediately apologized on waking up…

what you saw on her face in the bathroom is not only happiness… her heart was racing and his touch has stirred something in her in a good way which she cannot understand and those emotions are making her blushing, happy and every other thing..

also in older posts, somebody mentioned that all her life she has been told that she is undesirable to all and let alone touch, nobody wants to look at her..and here she is …

so being touched and wanted by a man is also something she hasn’t experienced like ever … I can go on but I think you got the drift…

Thanks for the tag in the related post Nikki...

It was like feeling myriad of emotions that she had never felt for anyone before. She was hesitant about sharing a room, right. But she was also not acquainted to what being close to him, to be held by him would feel and mean.

He had unconsciously stepped into her personal space and what she discovered in that moment was that she was not averse to it. While that moment, churned out new emotions in her, she was discovering herself. She had yet not termed it as love, yes she came with a baggage that she knew didn't matter to him but did her heart really accept it? Wounds heals, however scars stay. With him, she saw those scar blurring too. Her heart of envisioning a future, her soul was urging her to believe in the "what could be" shushing her mind. I could see her smiling to the music her heart had subconsciously surrendered to, soaking in his touch, his aura and his persona that was slowly taking her in his embrace.

From the blizzards of biting cold, she was walking into a warm place, glowing with the subtle sparks of love. She was bound to feel that moment of euphoria!

Split personality disorder