RaghVi OS : Fear of Losing You ( Mandaar Track ending)

RaghVi OS : Fear of Losing you

(This is based on mandaar track. Somethings might be disturbing.)

Pallavi ran breathlessly. She knew that she was wrong all along. She should have listened to her Raghav. With each step, she remembered how her ghamandi Rao told her that Mandaar was dangerous for her and there was something wrong with him. But she chose to ignore him thinking that he was jealous and blamed Mandaar unnecessarily.

She felt tears in her eyes as she remembered how she hurt her ghamandi Rao for this inhumane man. And how her ghamandi Rao was always wanted good for her despite of her being harsh on him. She just wanted to run to him and engulf herself in his arms. She wanted to cry on his chest by engulfing herself around his smell.

She also wanted to tell him first that... Her train of thoughts were broken when a kerchief covered her mouth. She was dragged by the person. She in a blur could only see a car where she was dragged to. And then she fell unconscious.

When she opened her eyes ,she found mandaar's face too close to her. She shrieked behind in shock and fear. There was a creepy smile on his face. Pallavi found herself on a chair fully tied up. She was unable to free herself. She knew that this crazy man kidnapped her. She wasn't surprised coz he was disgusting enough.

Pallavi shivered seeing him. Mandaar extended his hands to caress her face but she turned away. He grabbed her face forcefully, "Pallavi ab tumhe mera chunna bhi pasand nahi hai kya?"

She just glared at him in disgust. "Par yaad rakho tum sirf meri ho ab"

"Nahi mai kabhi tumhari nahi ho sakti"

Mandaar got angry and grabbed her face , more tightly . She winced in pain. He smiled looking at her withering in pain. He then caressed her face where he left bruises and said "sorry Pallavi. Mai tumhe Dard nahi dena chatha hoon. Par tum meri baath sun hi nahi rahi ho. Tum meri achi biwi banke kyun nahi rehthi chup chap."

"Mai teri biwi nahi hoon. Mai Pallavi Raghav Rao hoon. Mai sirf Raghav Rao ki biwi hoon"

He got enraged and started pulling his hair, "Raghav Rao Raghav Rao.. ab yeh naam ko mita dungi humari zindagi se. "

He grabbed her arms tightly leaving bruises and said in an angry tone"Pallavi ab tum uska naam nahi logo na. Tum nahi logo yeh mera order hai meri biwi ke liye"

Pallavi was enraged that she shouted "Raghav Rao mera pati Raghav Rao.. mera pyaar Raghav Rao"

Mandaar felt his anger burst, he slapped Pallavi hard for saying Raghav Rao. And then recoiled seeing blood in her mouth and her face bruised. He tenderly caressed her and said "kyun Pallavi tum kyun aisa kar Rahi hoo"

Pallavi smirked at him ,"mai aisa hi karungi kyunki mai Raghav Rao ki biwi hoon. Ardham aiyendha"

He slapped her again hardly. Blood started ozzing out from her lips. She again shouted "Raghav Rao Raghav Rao .." in anger , mandaar pushed her chair so hardly that the chair and her landed on the floor. She hit her forehead but still smirked at seeing mandaar enraged.

Mandaar pulled his hairs and then placed her chair properly. He looked at her tenderly. She shivered under his disgusting gaze. " Pallavi tumhe patha hai . Mai tumse kitna pyaar kartha hoon. Mai tumhare liye kis hadd tak jaa sakta hoon"

She turned away from his disgusting gaze. He said " tumhe sunna hoga. Aise mere se muh nahi phero."

Pallavi didn't want to hear any words from him. He was disgusting . His gaze and his mere presence felt like insects crawling on her body. He continued " tumhe patha hai maine tumhe pehle din se pyaar kiya tha"

She looked at him shocked . He said " pehle din yaad hai jab mai devyani ko dekhne aaya tha . Tab mujhe tum pasand thi. Maine tumhe khatak karte hue dekha , devyani ke kamre ke window se. Shaadi ki baat toh devyani ke saath karne baba aaye teh. Par mujhe wo pasand nahi this kyunki wo mere baba ki pasand thi."

Pallavi cried remembering how her friend used to like this devil. Mandaar wiped her tears, "abhi toh maine puri kahani boli hi nahi. Mai apne baba ke khilaf bhi nahi jaa sakta tha. Isliye mujhe manna pada uss shaadi ke liye. Par mai jab bhi Devyani se milne aata tha. Tab tab mai tumhe aur pasand karne laga. Mujhe tumse shaadi karni thi. Devyani se nahi. "

He came near her . Pallavi turned her face to avoid him. When he grabbed her by her hair and made her look at him , "maine tumhare liye saari hadde par kardi thi. Pehle toh mai Devyani ko sirf characterless and druggie prove karkar tumse shaadi fix karne wala tha. Uske liye maine Devyani jaisi siddhi ladki ko bhi druggie bana diya. Usse drug ki lat laga di."

He pulled her more towards him by her hair and said "drugs kaise mila hoga . Wo tumne sun hi liya. Mai aur Ved drugs ka business karte the. Aur patha hai dr. Ramaiya drugs bhejthi hai wo bhi apne hospital ke through"

Pallavi looked at him being disgusted. He said "mai sirf tumhare dost ko druggie bolne wala tha. Aur maine toh usse option diya bhi tha ki wo kudh hi shaadi Todh de ya mai usse expose karoon. Par usne shaadi todne ke pehle hi drugs overdose karkar mar gayi. Mai usse marna bilkul nahi chatha tha"

Pallavi knew why her friend died a miserable death. She knew how much Devyani loved Mandaar and how much she wanted a life with him. She knew that her friend couldn't imagine life without mandaar and even couldn't expose him that's y she chose to die. She let down tears for her friend and shouted "tumne devyani ke saath aisa kyun kiya.. tum insaan hi nahi ho.. wo tumse kitna pyaar karthi thi.. tum ne.."

Mandaar cut her off by saying "par mere pyaar ka kya? Mere ichao ka kya? Bachpan se darr aur faisle thopa gaya mere pe. Mai kyun nahi kuch chah sakta hoon"

"Tum shaitan ho .. "

"Haan mai hoon shaitan. Par dekho mai tumse kitna sacha pyaar kartha hoon"

Pallavi just turned her head unable to see his disgusting face anymore.

" Agar do saal pehle wo call nahi aata toh. Aaj yeh nahi hotha.. hum khush rehte.. mujhe jaana hi nahi chahiye tha.. patha hai Pallavi mai uss din se tumhare liye sab clean hone walla tha. Maine Ved ko bhi bol diya tha ki mai chod Raha hoon yeh sab. Ved bhi jail mai tha.. isliye isne bhi okay kar diya tha yeh business chodne par. Wo humara last consignment tha."

She didn't want to hear his disgusting story but he continued "wo din drug lekar dr. Ramaiya ko dene gaya tha.. aate wakt mera accident ho gaya.. "

He caressed her face. She recoiled in disgust, "tumhe patha hai mai maut ke darwaze par tha.. phir bhi tumhare ring ko lene ke liye tadap Raha tha.. samjho Pallavi ki mai tumse kitna pyaar karta hoon"

Pallavi shrugged off her face and shouted "chii.. kaise shaitan ho tum. Itna ganda kaam kareke bhi kuch nahi kiya aise kaise barthav kar sakte ho."

He cupped her face and said "mujhe patha hi ki mai do daal nahi tha isliye tum mere pyaar ko mehsoos nahi kar raho ho. Agar dr. Ramaiya ko mera address patha hotha toh wo lekar aati. Aur wo ved se contact bhi nahi kar payi. Isliye .."

She looked at him in disgust. She thought the man has lost it. She thanked heavens that he didn't return home that day. She can't imagine herself with this kind of demon.

He caressed her lips . She bit his finger and shouted "mai khush hoon ki tum nahi aaye uss din. Itni khushi hoon ki Raghav mere zindagi ban gaya. Aur tumhara pyaar pyaar nahi tumhara pagal pan hai. "

"Pagal pan hi sahi..ab tum sirf meri hogi"

"Mai sirf Raghav ki hoon.mere ang ang mai Raghav hai basa hua. Mai Raghav ki biwi dil aur sab Roop mai biwi hoon uski"

She smirked at his riled face. She didn't know how her fear changed to disgust n hatred to kill him to avenge her friend. She just wants to see him riled. She wants to see him in pain like her friend might have experienced pain while dying. And she also wanted to declare that she was Raghav's by all means.

She suddenly saw his eyes glimmer with something dangerous. he went away and took a knife. He smiled at her and said "jis jis jagah wo Raghav basa hua hai uss jagah ko hi nikhal dunga mai , Pallavi"

Pallavi was horrified at his madness. She struggled to move away from him. He took hold of her and said " todha Dard hoga Pallavi. Par sab teek ho jaayega"

Pallavi struggled and her chair fell down. Pallavi knew her end was near. But she was happy that she lived her life and had her share of happiness. But she yet once wanted to see Raghav before she closes her eyes forever.

Pallavi closed her eyes remembering how she first meet Raghav , how he disturbed her everytime, how he forced her to marry, how she fell for him, how he said I love you to her. Pallavi breathed lastly , "ghamandi Rao"

She heard chaos and opened her eyes. She saw Mandaar being arrested and Raghav rushing towards her. She sighed in relief and fell unconscious.

She opened her eyes and found herself in the hospital. She searched for Raghav and was about to get up. But Raghav rushed towards her , "no. Rest karo saree ka dukhan. Doctor ne tumhe rest karne ko kaha hai. Tumhari halat dekho pehle"

"She in fear asked "Raghav.. wo .. mandaar.. "

Raghav hugged her and said "wo ab kabhi humari zindagi mai nahi aayega"

She hugged him tightly inhaling his familiar scent and warmth. She cried out loud thinking she would have died leaving all these. Raghav wiped her tears and consoled her.

Raghav sat by her and he kept her in his arms. Pallavi said "Raghav I m sorry. Mujhe tumhari baat sunni jaahiye this"

Raghav cut her off and said "Pallavi humare rishte mai yeh sab ki zaroorat nahi hai. Jo bhi hai hum dono ka hai. Hume ek dusre ke saath rehna hai jo bhi ho jaaye. Galti mujhse ho ya tumse , hume ek doosre se kabhi judda nahi hoo na hai"

Pallavi nodded her head in his embrace and said "kabhi judda nahi honge hum"

Raghav kissed her hair and continued to pat her. While Pallavi took all his love and gentleness.

The end ~