ShiVi OS: Kuch Khaas Hai
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Shiva had been ignoring Raavi for weeks, finally not able to take it, Raavi went to her maasiâs house for peace informing others that she was missing her Maasi.
Everyone had felt that there were some issues going in between Shiva and Raavi and they were serious. They wouldnât be worried if they fought over it. Theyâre ere worried because they werenât even fighting anymore. It was almost like they gave up. Dhara, Gombi, Krish and Dev had tried talking to Shiva and Raavi but all useless. They hoped that Raavi came back sooner, Shiva surely wasnât doing well without her.
It had been a week since Raavi was at her maasiâs. She had thought that she would get some kind of peace but even sleep wasnât in her destiny it seemed like. Shiva was the only person in her thoughts. He was her husband obviously his indifference hurt her. She knew she had moved on and accepted Shiva but she was scared of herself how close she has allowed him that she cannot stop thinking of him even when he didnât call her since a week. She tried calling him 2 days back, he ignored it. She was tired of his silence. She wanted to hear him even if he just came and fought with her.
Shiva was devastated. He wasnât able to face Raavi anymore. He was already feeling he didnât deserve her and then he read the diary. Her feelings about Dev. Her imagining herself on a bike ride with him. Dev being with her while she was drenched in rains made his blood boil. Her wanting to kiss him when she saw him before marriage. Why did he read the damn diary he wondered. He knew she wasnât into Dev anymore. He had heard Rishta talk about Dev and her moments to her and she seemed too excited and happy for them. He knew she didnât care about Dev anymore but did she care about him? She did he knew but as a husband? She is a nice person and he didnât want to mistake her basic care for something else.
Kuch khaas hai,
Kuch paas hai,
Kuch ajnabi ehsaas hai,
Kuch duriyan, nazdikiyan,
Kuch hass padi tanhaiyaan, (Shiva)
He entered his bedroom to see their childhood photos on the bedside. She had put them when she was trying to make him talk to her. He hugged the picture and curled up on her side of the bed finally letting his tears flow. He was like a kid. All he needed was some love and attention from her but that also he did not deserve.
Kya yeh khumaar hai, kya aitbaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Haan hai shayad,
Kya yeh bahar hai, kya intezaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad. (Shiva)
He hugged her pillow as it smelt of her. In this moment he didnât care if he deserved her or not he wanted her but he had only made her go apart. He had avoided her calls hoping not seeing or talking to her will make him forget her. He had been wrong in analysing his own feelings. He was deeply and madly in love with Raavi. He cried wondering when he be able to live a normal life.
Kuch khaas hai,
Kuch paas hai,
Kuch ajnabi ehsaas hai,
Kuch duriyan, nazdikiyan,
Kuch hass padi tanhaiyaan, (Raavi)
Raavi was pacing in her room remembering her moments with Shiva. She remembered how Shiva had saved her in the khandar not caring about himself. How he picked her up when she fell of the stairs when clearly she fell on him and he was hurt more than her.
Kya yeh khumaar hai, kya aitbaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Haan hai shayad,
Kya yeh bahar hai, kya intezaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad. (Raavi)
She reminisced about their moments when she had gone away for pag phera and they met outside their hands touching. It had been a beautiful moment. She wanted to hold his hands she didnât know why.
Kuch saaz hai jaage se jo the soye,
Alfaaz hai, chup se nashe mein khoye, (Shiva)
Shiva got up and sat on the bed his eyes swollen. He remembered the moment he filled her maang in haveli. He wished he could stop that moment.
Nazrein hi samjhe yeh guftagu saari,
Koi arzoo ne hai angdayi li pyaari, (Raavi)
She went back to remembering when they had been kidnapped and it hadnât been long into their marriage still him caring so much about her. He put her saree properly for her still taking care she wasnât uncomfortable.
Kya yeh khumaar hai, kya aitbaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Haan hai shayad, (Shiva)
She looked so pretty on the reception day he could not take his eyes of her. He wished he told her her that day. Maybe things would have been better.
Naa inkaar hai, naa iqraar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad⊠(Raavi)
She never thought too deep on her feelings for Shiva. She knew they were changing. She dare deny she was falling for him, tears now freely falling off her eyes.
Kehna hi kya, mera dhakal naa koi,
Dil ko dikha, dil ki shakal ka koi, (Shiva)
He walked to their cupboard and opened to see her clothes hanged with his. He felt peace at least seeing them together like this.
Dil se thi meri ek shart yeh aisi,
Lage jeet si mujhko, yeh haar hai kaisi, (Raavi)
She remembered how he had scared her on her birthday. Her running behind him. She laughed suddenly. It was so weird she felt like crying and laughing at the same time.
Bukhaar hai, kyu beqraar hai, (Shiva)
He closed their cupboard unable to take this longer. He leaned into it and hugged their childhood picture tightly.
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad, (Raavi)
He had come come drunk, she had always been scared of drunk men but since it was Shiva she knew she was always safe. He was her saviour always. She let him touch her, pull her, shout at her while drunk and she just hoped things were okay next day.
She felt the land slip from her feet. She was in love!
Jadoo sawar hai, naa ifteaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad,
Pyaar hai shayad.. (Shiva)
He ran out his room hoping her memories wonât haunt him outside their room. He was so wrong. Why was love so cruel? Why canât she just love him the way he does?
Ooo..
Kuch khaas hai,
Kuch paas hai,
Kuch ajnabi ehsaas hai,
Haii.. (Raavi)
She ran out of the house. Finding no rickshaws she ran all the way to Pandya Nivas in heavy rains. Fortunately it was just a 15 mins walk and she managed to reach the door realising it was past midnight.
âShiva⊠Please darvaza khol.â She messaged him hoping he would see it and not ignore her right now
Ra ra reâŠna na na
Ra ra ra ra..
Na re na.. (Shiva/ Raavi)
Within seconds the door opened and he stared at her all drenched in the rain.
âRaavi ye kya?â He was hurt seeing her this way
She ran into his arms not caring she was going to soak him too. She hugged him tightly moving her hands from his back to his shoulders sobbing slightly. He hugged her back and caressed her hair.
Pyaar hai shayad
Pyaar hai shayad
Yahi.. (Shiva/ Raavi)
âRaaviâ
âTu muje lene kyu nai aaya?â
âIâm sorry Raaviâ he managed to say
In this moment he wanted to forget everything. She had come to him. He knew her since childhood. She felt for him and hence all this. Raavi had always been dramatic he smiled. He hugged her tightly.
âShivaâ
âHaa Raaviâ
âMuje kahin nai jaanaâ She said looking at him with hopes
âTera hi ghar hai, tu kyu jayegi?â He smiled
âTu roya?â She saw his swollen eyes
âThodaâ His eyes got watery again
âShiva mai tujseâŠ.â She was about say when Dev entered
âShiva tu inti raat..â he stoped as he saw him hugging someone
Shiva broke off suddenly hearing Dev and Raavi quickly hid behind Shiva. Her light blue night suit had gone a bit transparent. She did not want Dev to see her like this.
âTu jaa abhi.â Shiva spoke understanding Raavi
âOkay. Tum dono continue karo.â Dev smiled
Shiva and Raavi walked to their room.
âTune muje aise chod kyu diya? Agar Dev muje aise dekh leta toh. Idiot!â
âTuje kisne bola tha aadhi raat ko aise bheegke aane ko? Jab aa rai thi tab pata nai tha. Koi darwaza toh kholega na?â
âHaa par mai toh tujse milne aayi thi. Aur tu toh mera pati haina? Tere saamne kya sharam?â She spoke casually and then realised
Shiva smiled. Did she know how crazy she makes him go? Her one sentence and he was at peace. She considered him as her husband and that was enough for today.
âMeri tasveer dekhke muje yaad hi karna tha toh bhagaya kyu?â She giggled as she saw 2-3 of their frames there
âBandar hoon na mai. Tu kyu chali gai?â
âBandariya hoon na mai.â She smiled and ran back to him to hug him
They broke off slowly but were still in each otherâs arms extremely close. She placed her head on his, their noses touching, they smiled. She tiptoed and kissed his forehead, pulling him closer by his waist.
âI missed you Shiva.â She giggled and then pushed him out of the room to change in the washroom while she changed in the room.
As she closed the door, she leaned on it and blushed. She was so looking forward to a life with him.
Shiva walked to the washroom smiling. Maybe god was finally listening to him.
Gombi, Dhara and Krish had woken up since they were sleeping outside. They pretended to sleep but heard everything. Finally they could sleep in peace. Pandya Nivas would be happy place again.
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