Shiva Kaka scene
For a long time, he was just thinking about Sneha’s words and wondering. He couldn’t return home because he couldn’t bear to be near her yet. For him it is still about contrast between Raavi and him. He is a deep thinker, we all know that and we see how deeply Sneha’s words have affected him. Yesterday we saw how much her words hurt him. The mirror scene have given us quite an insight of his thinking about comparing himself to Raavi. If it was the pre marriage version, he would have hurt both Raavi and Sneha by his callousness. But now there is a difference. The difference is his attraction, his like towards Raavi. He has accepted her and for her sake he backs down. Thats is also the reason for him to take these words to his heart to such an extent. Feelings for her have softened the hardness of his heart and now there are cracks through which such words in relation to her can pass and shake his carefully constructed walls.
Kaka and his closeness could be seen today. I think that Kaka loves him more than the other brothers. The way he was giving him advices. There is a level of comfort there. Kaka was worried about Shiva’s absence and also his late night presence at the shop. He gives him solid advices for married life. And also jokes. Shiva is in no mood. His concise brief answers along with the stoicism of his face shows us that he wants some respite from his thoughts but he isn’t getting any. Right now there is no peace...
When Kaka is giving him advice, Shiva’s face is full of anger. I was wondering if he would lash out. He didn’t. And when Kaka asks him to go home. There is this look where he is barely holding in his emotions. Pain, anger and lots of hurt. Thats what it was. There is a barely strong dam that is holding his feelings in (KD nailed it). And yet in all that hurt and anger, he still said-
“Meri wali Chudail.”
He thinks she thinks that he is masale ki dukaan. Because this has been reiterated by her many times and todays appearance of Sneha had further solidified his thought about her feeling this way. Also, he thinks its better to stay away. Lets see if he still stays in angry state distance or guilty state distance tomorrow.
His ques about Kaaki were hilarious. He genuinely searched for a woman in the shop and turned to Kaka to ask him about her and then gets exasperated when Kaka shows him the alcohol which was not imp till then (KD nailed it again).