Okay, at the risk of overanalyzing here, I forget the original question you asked .... I quoted you and it disappeared. But I imagine you as someone who has absolutely no problem raining on people's parade in a very matter-of-fact way. Basically, there could be a group discussion going on for hours about how beautiful life is and how the weather looks so tempting outside ... and they could be sharing a few laughs and really enjoying it but trust you to walk in and just dismiss all of that with a spontaneous "life is one big bore and we're all dying slowly, a day at a time" or something similar. 😆 Not in a grumpy way but in a "I'm awake, bitches" kinda way. Much like below:
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