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Posted: 4 years ago

Originally posted by: lateuser1234

Now everything makes more sense.

Are you willing to share that sense?

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Posted: 4 years ago

Originally posted by: Trista101

Woah! My bad. Never knew that one can participate in these activities lol😅

No issues. I would definitely sign up when MHRW hits 200😆❤️

YeH. We had three awards, RR of forum, Krishna and amma of forum.

Me and my two friends conducted it, so we became pals baby, Harish and Farhad.. 😆

We may plan one before that, will let you know. ❤️

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Posted: 4 years ago

Originally posted by: LoveHopeMagic

Are you willing to share that sense?

Ae aa ee ae o u jabbeee....

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Posted: 4 years ago

What a thread! 🙇🏻‍♀️


i lost which page, but I read next draft is ready and is in proof-reading now. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Waiting!


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Posted: 4 years ago

Chapter 6

Why… Why you have to come with me? You know it’s not safe. Still… Still you have to come. Why are you so stubborn? You are making yourself prisoner to this life. You need to cut these ties. You need to be free Pallavi. I will make you free.

P - Look at the road or there will be an accident and I am not sure about you but I don't have any plans of dying so young. I have a lot of things to do. Whole list is planned you know.

Pallavi stated calmly interrupting the stare Raghav had on her face as she very well knew what is going on in his mind. Raghav had planned for Kolhapur stay for few weeks away from RR mansion as he knew that attack was marked on him and his stay at RR mansion will only create danger for Pallavi too which he can't risk at any cost. So he planned for few weeks stay out of Hyderabad for himself. But Pallavi knew him too very well and planned a visit to her brother's house. Raghav tried to make her understand and even gave her ultimatum but Pallavi Raghav Rao had the last word and now both were in middle of a long drive to Kolhapur.

I know you better than you know yourself Ghamandi Rao. You won't get rid of me so easily.

Raghav shook himself to reality and turned his vision towards the road.

R – I am concentrating on road only. You only open your chatterbox everywhere. I turned to tell you to keep a lid on it.

P – Excuses… excuses and more excuses from Mr. Excuses Rao.

R – What is this addition of anything to my name? You always do that. You should narrow down on your choices.

P – I don’t keep choices Raghav. Never have. It’s just one. The One.

Her tone turned serious and Raghav understood her every word she said and meant but he felt slaved to his guilt. Guilt telling him about his wrongdoings for which he needs to repent. Guilt which can never allow him to believe her acceptance of him not even in his wildest dreams. And the guilt telling him that till the time he doesn’t make everything right, he can’t seek for peace or acceptance. His guilt has destined him to burn in the fires of his past. Isn’t it what guilt always do?


I can’t. I just can’t be what you want me to be. I can’t be your prince charming Pallavi. I can’t be the one who sweep you off your feet and carry you to your fairytale ending you always dreamt of. I can’t be that at least not now. With you without choice and stuck in something you didn’t signed up for of your free will. But I want to be. I want to be all of what you want me to be and much more. I want to be the one to challenge your free spirit to new heights. I want to believe that I am not the monster everyone sees in me. I want to believe I am not deserving of just hate and most of all I want to be worthy of your love. I want you to love me, not because you have to but you want to. You told me that day that you see your future with me, I want to be worthy of being in that future. I want that fairytale ending for you and maybe by then you choose me, to be in it.

But it has to come of your free choice. You can’t be kept captive and forced to make decision for yourself. I want you to choose me. I want you to want me. I want you to need me like I need you for my each and every breath. For once in my life I want to be somebody’s first choice because they love me and not because it is forced on them. And for that to happen, I need to let you go. I need to let you go and I need to set you free because The Raghav Rao, your husband was not your choice. He was never nobody’s choice and I want to be for you. I want to be your choice. I want to hear those magical words again but not because you are forced to believe in this relation but because you believe in this relation as my wife, as my life, Mrs. Pallavi Raghav Rao.


The gentle rain was gracing the night sky and a fire was dying down in a cold heart. He had to make things right and he decided to do so even if that comes with fire being extinguished to leave frozen remains behind. Raghav turned to see her life watching gleefully out of window the tiny rain droplets dropping like crystals in sparkling lights of the majestic night sky.

R – What is your that one choice anyways?


P – What….? What sorry… which choice are you talking about.


R – You said right you have only one choice. So what is that one choice?


P – Ch… choice… My choice.. hmm… Kathak. Yes… yes kathak. The only constant in my life till now. No matter what happened in my life, it never left me. You know Raghav, I always wanted to open a kathak school for girls like me. A place where they, even if for some time, can express themselves without any fear of societal norms. A place for them to just be who they are without being judged for it. A place that let them see what they can do and can be. I want to open this place Raghav. It’s my one dream.

Even when it’s about you, you just can’t right?

R – Even when it’s a chance to choose something for just yourself, you can’t stop thinking about others. How can you be so selfless? How can you be so pure? Maybe that’s why you saw what doesn’t exist in someone not worthy of that purity. What you want for yourself Pallavi. What you want Just for Pallavi Ra...

He asked staring in her eyes. Pallavi got nervous with sudden turn of events. She thought about this moment hundreds of times in her mind. The moment when someone want to know what she want. The moment when someone make her center of his attention even if it’s for a second. The moment she can express herself to someone who won’t only wanted to listen to her but beg for it. And best part of this was, he was in that moment. The moment to clean past. The moment to build from ruins. The moment to let the unspoken be spoken.


P – Me. What I want for myself. I never thought of it. I never had much wants as even needs were difficult to be fulfilled. Time was never right for me to want something and I never felt bad for that as I was always happy with smiles I saw around me. So when you ask me what Pallavi wants, I have no answer for it. Maybe I don’t want anything because I already got whatever I wished for. But yes I would really want if possible to tell someone something. I want to tell him that it’s ok to make mistakes. It’s okay to be wrong and it’s okay to feel guilty for mistakes that are done. But making your present slave of your past is not okay. It’s never okay to let your past dictate your present and future. Everyone make mistakes, big or small. Some can be pardoned by apology, some by repentance and some mistakes are unpardonable. And even with those mistakes, feeling guilty is fine and shows you are capable of remorse, accepting and repenting but to allow them to cripple your present and future is as bad as making the same mistake again and again but this time to yourself and the one waiting for you to come out of it to embark on to a beautiful future together. A future where we can have our life not brought down by our past but the compassion and understanding of our present. A future where when I sleep at night on your shoulder, I know you will be there to protect and stand by me no matter what. A morning where when you wake up with my presence, you feel everything to be complete. I want to tell you Raghav that it’s ok to pardon yourself for your past and believe in what’s ahead. A future, a journey, a story and us, Raghav Rao and Pallavi Raghav Rao...

The eyes never lost contact. Words seemed to have lost the need as everything was clear for the first time in all this time between two souls. The sound of rain hitting the car, the chirping of night, the sound of their heartbeats everything amalgamated in that second to give them entirety to talk everything the two hearts have kept in for so long.


Can I really be happy? Can she really forgive me? Can I really live for once with her, the beats to heal my frozen heart? Yes. Yes Raghav. You can live. You can live with your life. For once, yes you can be hap…

P – Ragghhhaaaavv….

Pallavi shouted as the tyre of the car burst and car lost its balance and slid to valley side. The acceleration pushed the car towards corner and as the vehicle left the edge of road, two bodies thrown out of the car, rolling to the side road block and stopped with a hit inches from miles deep valley.

R – Pallavi… Pallavi… are you alright? Are you fine? Pallavi?

P – Ough…Ough… I am fine Raghav. Don’t worry. Everything is fine. You saved us both. We are fine. But what happened to car suddenly.

V – Hi old friend. How are you? Hello Bhabhiji… everything good??

R – Ved…..

Edited by lateuser1234 - 4 years ago
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Posted: 4 years ago

Like seriously.

My heart just dropped to my stomach.

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Posted: 4 years ago

I. Am. Flabbergasted...🤯

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Posted: 4 years ago

Cliffhanger....waiting it to unfold

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Posted: 4 years ago

Originally posted by: LoveHopeMagic

Like seriously.

My heart just dropped to my stomach.

Mine too! All my theories seem to be turning incorrect at this point😳
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Posted: 4 years ago

Originally posted by: Trista101

Mine too! All my theories seem to be turning incorrect at this point😳

I knew something was going to happen during the trip but an entry of Ved was not even a remote thought of mine despite there being a gun shot.

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