Originally posted by: ShakhiLove
Bash me if you want to .. I don't mind 🤣.. but need to write down my feelings .. kind of re-analysis on ongoing track..
I watched yesterday's episode again and my heart broke thousands pieces for Shaurya than for Anokhi.
Anokhi as a character is like Mature immature. I understand her hesitation in beginning of their relationship, her insecurities and so she has always tried to push away Shaurya.. fair enough.
Later Shaurya made constant efforts to win her over.. well done by Shaurya band well deserved by Anokhi.
But now her one sided decision making.. especially the part where she refused to even meet him even after knowing he was so broken and crazy thinking she could be in some problem/ danger... That part didn't go well with him. Even for her one sided decision.. she could have just met him and told him.. spare him the pain and fear of she being in danger.
For Shaurya.. Anokhi is all that he needs.. it's completely unconditional and ego less.. he never even keeps the slightest option open of letting Anokhi go.. he is ready to change himself, to leave his house, help her in her career... And what not.
But for Anokhi.. even though she loves him a lot.. she kind of always keeps that door open where she can let go of their relationship.. her reasons may be right or wrong.. but to my mind intensity of her longing and Love is no where near Shaurya or at least she doesn't realize it till now. Thats the reason .. she is able to make decision that she can live without him.
So.. to my mind she feelings/ emotions also need to reach to a level where she can't let him go even in her dreams .. no matter what. Right now it feels like it's the easiest option for her... Just get separated.
Also.. Shaurya's ego has been discussed always.. but when it comes to Anokhi..his love he has no ego at all.. in fact.. I feel Anokhi has bigger ego than Shaurya.
When this Meme issue happened.. she was okay to reach out to Shaurya and solve the issue issue together. But as soon as Tej/ Alok said - Shaurya ke dum pe ud Rahi hai.. she changed her approach completely. Now she didn't want to share this with Shaurya.. which was not fair as it was not only about her. It was about both of them and their marriage.
That's why I have called her - Mature Immature. She is generally very mature but what she fails to understand that " Some battles r not fought alone.. you got to fight together with your soulmate" ( As told by Astha to Shaurya). She is not understanding the concept of Humara. In love/ post marriage.. it's all shared and Humara.. no more Mera / tumhara.
So.. I like the upcoming track.. where Shaurya doesn't give her importance ( on face of it).. so that she can give importance to things life has blessed her with. Since Shaurya has always been running after her.. she has taken him for granted completely and fails to appreciate his efforts and goodness. Now I want to see her making effort to win over Shaurya.. make efforts for their love ❤️
Please feel free to bash/correct/pour in your feedback🙈☺️🤗