Tears are the soup of sorrow. The more tears you shed, the more they will wash away your grief. Eventually you'll be able to forget what caused you so much pain.
Nahoko Uehashi
They say every grief has a journey of its own and a course that eventually leads to exhaustion first, and then one fine day, we wake up to a new life! A life where the cause of grief and its impending doom and gloom doesn't bother us anymore.
While Watching today's episode, my heart broke against the mirror where Raavi saw a glimpse of her reflection in contemplative silence. She remembered the girl she once was, and now she is merely a shadow of that innocent happy-go-lucky girl.
They say no realisation can be better than a self-contained introspection. Raavi finally does that; she thinks about what happened to the girl in the mirror. Her smile has left her forever; so she may feel. She neither has love nor Khushiyan. Doesn't she deserve an iota of happiness?
Like a girl still reeling under the effect of her Super Hero’s confidence that Kushiyan will find her, she screams with childlike innocence!
Where are you, Happiness? Where are you?
Like the cliched divine intervention, Shiva is shown walking into her frame. He was trying to barge into her private corner of introspection.
I swear I could hear Shiva mumbling under his breath had he reached her, ‘Aye Somnath ki Meena Kumari, kya ghadi Ghadi Roti Rehti hai”
Instead, he peeks with utmost curiosity, unlike most of the times where he barges into her space and handles her like a gullible rag doll.
Today, was unfortunately not the day 😆
He peeks and walks out, being ushered by Krish. They shall Get their moments.
But not today: The journey from healing to getting happiness is a slow start for sure.
This is a classical tragedy frame. She is unable to stop her tears anymore , and she just keeps on going back to the affronts put upon her. She has no happiness or love in life!
What happened to the girl who smiled so much! She isn't walking in self-pity anymore after the temple pep-talk. She is contemplative; what could have gone wrong with her? Where does Her sadness end! I love the mirror symbolism here. Sometimes, when life doesn't give you answers, a mirror does and how! She tries to find herself again, her self-worth almost shattered to pieces. She wants the Khushiyan to come to her soon!
I love this frame of grief. The pain wasn't superficial. Something has broken inside her so badly! She tries to find herself. Shouts for her Khushiyan.
Is it me, or this frame is adorable? He walks with curiosity, not cheekily but in wonder. Where could be his, Chipkali!
Well, well, isn't it strange that despite claiming to be having no ‘mel’; these two just keep on curiously searching for each other. Last night Raavi was wondering where the hell is Shiva, today, he just moves around looking for her 😆
These two:
Somehow, they both know what marriage means. Both have been brought up in similar set-up. Both have co-shared their physical and psychological spaces. Both have only one image of a marriage-Dhara and Gaumbi.
They both know what it means, unlike trashy revenge dramas where the couples say - I shall ruin your life blah blah.
The complexity of this marriage is they know what it means! Hence the monumental dissatisfaction and disappointment. Raavi feels not loved while Shiva crumbles at the thought of not being good enough for her.
More than anything, they both need to break their mental barriers.
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