barrister babu kranti and love an ilussion ff ch 8 updated

CH 1 london & past

so guys here is my 2nd ff.if u hvent read my 1st one plzz check out

ch 1 

bondita is 19 years old and anirudh is 29 years old london return barrister...i guess u know the story drama so ...ok

10 YEARS! AH! A GREAT deal...yea it was for a simple chubby debating girl bndita whose life chnged with events and yes also for anirudh roy choudhry...a great barrister well known in london and india...still when he was a 19 yr old he was like all others smart,deserving ,rcih and classy still whenever he sees women in pain he loses his identity his class...all

so this led to marriage with bondita das....he considered his life a fool...but evnts had more valid reasons for him...

a beautiful morning in london....

bondita ...the most beautigul indie lady stying..in king johnson college...

who not have liked her.../wanted to purpose her?

bndita was walking towards the library...it was  lover's day tday..

and if u see moon with u r lover's it's bet u will live with him/her forever...

who not wnted to spend with her....bondita isnt awre of all this!

her life is tangled...she knows the most terrible truth of life..about the night..where sati had happened..and all when she was a 12 year kid!

FB....

 12  old BONDITA  was sitting ...awiting...this was the most beautiful day of her life 

the mission for public toilet was sucessful...women had accepted this so did the society..

anirudh was glad indeed! her little bondita was the most intelligent kid or a little lady...

she was the kranti mashall of anirudh.. .

all the lady and villagers came to congrats her! them..their struggle least bore fruit...

she was doing her home work and ani was sitting there..

she was doing her home work and ani was sitting there        

he was just reading the front line of newspaper...before he could read anything! the congrats were showered...he was too happy ! bondita was giggling...

''bondita tumhre krn hi hum...ye krpaye..''

''mere nhi pati babu..hmere krn...ye mshalll hmse jalegi pati babu..''

''SHOTTI!!''

''SHOTTII''

''anirudh babu anirudh babu!!''

someone ran in between!

''what happened saurabh? why u r so ..''

''chote malkin and urs biography is penned in the front page at bottom in calcutta daily...!''

''padhungi phele mai!!!!''

she raned with twinkling anklets in mansion to her chamber

before ani could read bondita snatched awy the paper and ran to read it! as she knew hindi  well

and ani was happy! let her read..

batuk went to buy roshgullas for mansion and BOUDI!

it was 15 min past when som was proud to read the praises of them

he read ,''samj ke badllaav ki mashhaal uthaye ye do pti ptni ke krn aurato ko swachta aur swabhimnta ka sekh mila hai...22 saal ke anirudh roy choudhry ek london return  GOLD MEDIIST BARRISTER HAIN.............aur  bondita roy choudhry unki ptni...8 saal ki umr mein jb wo ek baal vidwa thi usi samy hi unka bhagya mr.anirudh ke saath jud chuka tha!

uss din jb sab smj mein iss bchi ke khilf the aur isse sati daah mein jliye jne wala tha  tb iss yuvk ne unse vivh kiya aur unhe ek nyi rh di......''

''som,RUKO...'' he lost his mind for sometime

it was written that bondita a child widdow and remairrrage....it 's been half an hr since she took the paper she has definetly read that!...why ! he gave her the paper...the best dy of life had something yet not bestt to be rewarded...when bndita knows her past....why ani was sulked when hew as marrying her..

this was all running in his mind..

how will she react...a 12 yr old kid?when she knows the truth of her life.....?

contunation.........................................................

ani ran to upstairs...he yelled,''bondita kha ho tum..bondita!!''

she was stnding there ! the paper felled in floor and her eyes had pearls embedded in pain ,unsaid..

he too had tears...bondita ran to the terrace....all saw her..ani didnt wanted to face this ,nevr in his wildest dream her...to know still... he was shivering

''pati babu..pati,,..''

she was shivering..clueless reading ....

''bondita dekho ..ye sb bs...'' he was brroken to see the kid...

''ye jo likha hai kya ye sch nhi..kya mera dusra vivh hai ye..kya mei apki ptni nhi..boliye na brr..bristera babu!''

bristera babu!''

the pain had clutched him tdy so farr..he had nevr felt it ..not on their marriage day....not with mini's breakup....he felt as if his heart was gonna leave him..

but he wil explain this to her little love!

he knelt down to reach her level...

''bondita dekho...ye atit tha tumhra....purani bate he yein..''

she listened carefully...''tum jnte ho na ye aniye kie striyon ke saath hota hai!us din ksine tumhe behos kiya aur zbrdsti ek bure insaan ke saath tumhra ristha zoda...pr...pr dekho tumhre dugga ma ne mughe sahi smy pr bhej diya aur mene tumhe bcha liya...hena..''

her entire fig.was trembling..she couldnt believed alll that flunged out of his mouth...

she couldnt believed alll that flunged out of his mouth

''bondita tum sun rhi hona???''

he asked feeling insecure..wht if she would leave him..he cant loose her every year..

she said,''mughe thda samy denge appp pati babu..''

''KYU??!'' he was puzzled

''sochna chati hun mein ....iss reet aur mere bhgya ke bare mein..ma kheti hai ki hr nirny sch bichr se lena chiye...''

he feared now more...what she want to thinks she wants to end this relation...or wht..no she is a 12 yr kid..no anirudh but ...how can she digest....

she left her with unending thoughts..

it was  evening time...all rc men were worried...wht she would do...awaiting for this litttle malkin's decision!..

binoy was reading newspaper...som batuk were alerady sitted & kaka too.only anirudh wasnt there..he didnt wanted to hear the truth...aftr losing mom and betryed from mini this kid or his so called wife was the only girl in his life...!

her cringling anklets warned all....

''pati babu kha hai...''

''dada study mein hai...men bulata hun rukiye boudi..''said somnath

''nhi dada..mein khud baat kr lungi pti babu se...''

she went to the study.he was reading a book trying to distrat himself

''bondita ..mughe choddegi sayydd...nhi mughe sansaar mnti hai apna...pr dushra vivah jnkr..kya wo firbe..pr anirudh tumne toh use ptni nhi mana..nhi mnta hun sirf zimedari hai pr firve koi door hai jo bandh thi hei hmm dno ko ek saath....''

''mein andrr aa skti hun bristera babu..''

he woke up from his world,''hn hn...a skti ho tum''

''mene bbhot scha pti babu...''

she started..

''ek rit ke liye ldki apna sb kuch chod kr sasurl aati hai

''ek rit ke liye ldki apna sb kuch chod kr sasurl aati hai...ek purus ke jane se use devi ka samn dete hai sb ,pran lekr...kya ye shi hai...reet bdi yan jivn...kyu stree ko hi sehna dhrm hai admi ko nhi...kanha ji bhi leela krte the...th kya ye shrm tha unkeliye..agr nhi toh ajj purs kyu kehta hai streeachrn shrm...??''

he felt proud at her..her questions..they may sound bitter to a common man but to him they were stars...gems..

''hn bndita ese achrn ko ese kupratho ko rkne hi toh aya hun mein...''

she  beamed up,''jnti hun bristra babu...hmare ye rishta agni ke sakshi mein juda hai..mein yan app tod skte hai kya ese...apki choti si bndita hr samy apke saath khdi hogi pti babu..''

''hn bndita haannnn'' he cried

aftr so much pain and obstacles ,still she wants to be with her..after hiramndi case and greenwood's seeking permission....all through she had hold her!

ani hold bndita and smiled...

he thought,''kbhi nhi chod skta tumhra sath mein bondita..sirf kranti nhi...mera bhot kuch tum ho bondita!''

''abb mu fulayy hsenge pti babu ye meize pe bethkr khana khienge...sb intezzaar kr rhe hain''

she  chuckled.

she  chuckled

''hn chlo..waise sb ko dra dete ho tum...bndita ek nhi si afft jese''he said

''mein afft hun bristera babu!!'' she was furious

''iss aft ka roop nhi dekha hai abhi tk apne..agr khne pein na phonche toh ssara khna chat kr jaonge mein..''

''bndita tum bhi na''he smiled

the family was relieved of her decision

the family was relieved of her decision..

kaka 's love had increased more so did other's....

they peacefully ate...the dinner prepared by choti malkin of roy choudhry's..

CH 2 BONDU'S RETURN

that very memory flodded in her eyes..she smiled..her pati babu..his care..affection..was all he could remember...the age had bridged some..dislikes into care...she was sitting near the study desk! when he heared a knock!

she opened it..a handsome man in her early 20's was stnding there witha boquet and choclates!

''bndita!..will u wake up ..from ur sweet memories..it's late for the concovation party!..by..if u could was it whom..who grudges u so tight to heart tht ur heart never seeks someone else..??''

she bittened her lips..,''mmm nthing just wait 2 min outside...i will lock my room..and be there''

''ok!''he said

the party was there at central hall..every eyes sekked her but she nevr reflected back!..it was noticed by..only him..

she was no less thn a angel at 19...her beauty measured as glistening of honey and milk

her beauty measured as glistening of honey and milk

''bondita..sbki ankhe tumhe chte hai..koi ldka hoga yeha..bolo..pr tum...kisi koh..bhi nhi..''

''nhi..mn nhi..khi aur hi dil hai mera!''

''konnnnnnnnnnnnn''

she laughed..

''dekho..tazza tazza barrister bno..ho.....goldmedilist..aur uprse..revolutionary 13 saal ke ummr mein bne..ho..''

''hn.sch hai pr kbhi ghmnd nhi kiya''she said helping the waiter..

''mera dil toh kisi aur ke paas hai..''she blushed.. and took out anirudh's pic from her purse...

''chere pei ek muskaan hai unke....pr..smj ke baddlavv ki soch rkhte hain..sbse ldte hen mere liye..apna hr dukh chupkr mughe udaan de hai..mere hr sucess ka jwab hai wo..ese sundta deh mein..ki chnd aur surajj rstha bhul jye apna.....''her eyes bent down.

''oh zra dekhe toh use..''saying this he took the photo!

''hnn...20 21 saal ka hoga..sch mein..khubsoorti bemishaal hai!''

''nhi...29 saall ke hen abhi...''

''29!..are ye toh..''

''6 saal purani hai''

''sch mein..umr ka zyda fasla nhi hai tum..19 wo 27...waise kon hei ye?''he asked

''pati babu hain mere...''

then she narrated the whole life story!

he was proud! at her! ...nd was eager to meet him too!

the last he asked,''kbhi lgta hai umr zyyda hai.yan mn kisi aur ke liye..hota hai..''

she again sw the pic and said,''kbhi nhi..dugga ma..ne sbse bdi khushi kughe yehi di hai..unse bdhkr..aur koi nhi mere liye...''

''iss hfte lotunge maein ..apne kranti aur zimmedri dono sbhlne..apne pati babu ke paas..''

she smiled hard..

she hugged him back..he was too an important person..after anirudh!

the train was driving fast....she went into the ship..

the sials were creeping her more!

here anirudh returned back from calcutta..he now wasnt used to talk and chatters as he used to ..with her..the food was given at study,,after his fights..this was the only place where he smiled..there hunged a bunch of memories of their life..she..bondita..when none had cared /supported him..she took him by embrace..she was a little love of his life..he couldnt imagine her..her traces her fig..her smile..her love for roshgullas..her debating atitude!all''

he saw her their in red bengali saree

he saw her their in red bengali saree..which kaka had insisted to take

which kaka had insisted to take

her little wrists...churned by golden bangles..all!

the entire mansion was briden for her!...but still he knew..he will hve to face her..her eyes questioning..relations! their's but moreover he wanted to see her...reward her..for her care..her support all..kaka & binoy awaited for their chubby playful..bahu..the malkin of roy choudhry's

batuk awaiting for her BOUDI..his friend!

all awaited so did she!

the time swifted with her waiting ...the ship had stopped sailing the winds at calcutta harbour port!..

ani was having butterflies too see his wife..he went in the motor car along with batuk!

DO TELL..ME WHT will happen..whom will anirudh meet?who is the boy questioning her at party?

CH 3 REACHING MY HOME

Bondita reached at the port..ani went to quest for her...the time tickled by..and there descends a beautiful lady..with brown curls and fair skin..

He didn't remembered her...bondita..

His eyes were trembling here and there..

😬😬😬

He felt a hand on his shoulder.

,"pati babu ...don't u remember..

Me?"☺🙆‍♀️

And ani smiled...how well she is grown now...her little feet and wrists have merged with time..she was indeed beautiful...more thn sodamini used to be or any other girl

.they sat in motor car...the RC mansion was decorated with  splendid love to welcome them..anindita...they both were returning after  8 years...

The entire way ...they talked of career, kranti and family...soon they reached mansion..

The twinkly ankles have confirmed her arrival..kaka,"bahu..."

People couldn't believe their eyes! Was she the same bondita

..chubby and debatable...but this very day she was a wonder beauty.she touched his feet and looked lovingly at her devars...the house ,every corner was the same...they had to do some rituals,of putting vermilion on her forehead...ani was happy indeed to meet her,but felt uneasy in putting sindoor.it was different tday,it reminisce him of 10 years back,the very terrible night where he saved her with sindoor...😣😣🙎‍♂️

While she did noticed that..her jolly eyes were now sulking...

Ani did the rsm..they new..they had to live in a room...officially start theirs relation..bondita was ease and excited too

.....

They entered the room..ani remember how she cried bitterly..the day when she knew the truth at tender age of 12! He vowed to not make her sad.but he had always seen a krantikari a tark syndar girl...a chubby naive bairne . But still tday her beauty had enchanted her..when she is near..he forgets..he is the great barrister babu..he forgets..so does she.they decided to sleep at corners of bed with a pile of pillows in between...but bondita said," nhi pati babu..mein bister pei nhi do skti..!"

He saked,"KYU.."

"Bhul gye birestera babu...niche sote the hamesha app...chndi ke brtn mein khana nhikhete hum.."

He smiled ..she remembered all what he had taught her..they slept in floor.kaka went up to their room but thought,'are drwaza kht khta na chiye..aree nhi jnte nhi kya innn dono ko pkka bister mein  ek..dujja couch pe pda hoga..dugga ma sadbudhi dei...'

He opened the door and found the couple..half asleep in floor

He yelled,,"!aree bister tut gya tha jo zameen pei so rhe ho😕"

"Nhi..wo pati babu ne shikya tha ki bhed bhao mitne ki liye ye sab.."

He understood. What will he tell them.ani was still sleeping, and unknowingly he clutched bondita's saree and slept on her lap peacefully 

Kaka was surprised and embarrassed too😨☺

He just coughed and left.bnduta was blushing,'this pati babu na ...he had to always..oh god😚🤭'

She went to the shower ...and it was not lock..ani woke up,"aree bondita toh uth bhi gye.."😂

"Chalo me tyrr ho jaon"

He took the dressing robe  and went into bathroom..bondita was there .only a towel was wraped round her body. And she was sitting in bath tub ,mosturizing her fair hands..!😎

Ani entered there ,and he found her..in such condition.for a moment there was eye lock!he could see her bare neck and hands glistening 🥰😨

He had never saw her this way..bondita too.she had never seen her patibabu this way.

They realized their characters and just blushed😚

Bondita covered her bare neck with hands,and yelled,"pati babu ..!!😣🤭

Ani was just too easy to speak.he said,"iam..i..oh..sorry bondita.iam mene jnn buch ke nhi..dekho tum.wo.."😟🥶

She said,"jyie abb pati babu...yehi khde rhkr smjhne ka irada hai kya.."☺🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

He rushed out of the room.andchis heart was pacing too fast ...so did she..still both thought of the incident in bathroomand blushed hard😜

so..they blushed hard...& it was not romance wala..it was like awkwardness..i hope u get it!

bondita came to arti! and get back to court withh anirudh...they had a long practice sessions there.at night they returnedtheir home not mansion.

batuk was stying there..in holiday with dada -bodi.at tht time there was a call..from tliphone and batuk picked it up..

''HELLO''

''kya mishti se baat kr rha  hun''

''nhi its batuk roy choudhry''

here bondita was busy aranging the book shelves..becoz ani likes it..and ani was gazing at her..but tried to avoid her...

there was a scream,''bodi..apke liye call hei london se..''

''ayeee batuk''

ani was still reading paper...in study.she left books and came,''yes!''

''mishti..subho..subhojeet..bhulgye barrister babu''

''na yadd hai....how r u..how eva doing..did u called radha ma or anythng hppened>??''

''oh meri dost sahiba..sb kiya mene...bs kuch din calcutta aa rha hun case ke silsile mein...toh scha ki..mil lun..tughse..''

she chuckled,''hmm bilkol..adresss likh..''

''adress hain mere pass teri chithi london se ghr tk kn post krta tha?!''

she felt happy and informed them of friend's visit..ani was too happy but it was strange she nevr told him,,,..not in letters too.

aftr this call bondita was busy adjusting the house..cause he will arrive this weekend..anirudh had some work in devipur..so he decided to take her too..she can meet sumati ma.

she was happy in accompanying.. ,,but deep inside his heart ani felt a bit sad ...all these years she said,''meri ma kheti hai..mere pati babu ne batiya hai mughe..''but nowdays subhjeet had become a trend on her tongue..she had some privacy too she was a barrister..but ani was not liking that...on the way bondita told that subho was his childhood mate..and he had left the village when she was 8..further she didnt talked much..

she was pretty happy to meet ma.ani was curious to know about this subhojeet but directly he cant ask her nor ...but wait..ma must ba knowing and sampoorna too!'' he thought.

''ma apse kuch puchna tha''

''ji jmai babu''

''bondita tum gadi se meri  file  nikal dogi bhul gya lana mein aur hn chabi bhi lei ana''

''bhulkd pati babu!''

she nodded and rushed twards car.

''ase kya baat hei  jo bondita ke samne nhi ho skti!..''

''ma bs wo..mai..subhojeet ke baree mein ...woo bs agr kch pta hai apko..toh btyinge mughe?''

toh btyinge mughe?''

ma smiled ,''jmai babu kya krn padgya ki apko subho ke baree mein jnna ha!'

his eyes bent down.wht he ll say

but she said,''koi baat nhi beta ,,mein batiti hun...subhojeet banerjee!do ghr chodke rhtha tha yhn gaon mein...bondita apne baba ke baad sbse jyda smy bitati thi uske saath..bhot nekh ldka hai...subho gnet mein awaal tha aur bhess mein bhi..jb bndita 4 saal ki tb se dono ki dosti hue thi..bondita toh ghr mein nhi bs subho ke sath rhti...subho ke ankho mein dihta tha uske liye apnapn..''

ani was angry yet he was listening

''bondita ke baba aur subho ke baba ne scha ki unke shaddi krva di jye...subho 14 saal ka tha aur bondita 6 saal ki..pr radha bodi ko bndita kbhi psnd nhi thi..aur subho ko unka ye brtaav...pr subho hichkicha rha rha vivah se pr razzi ho gya..''

his mouth was open,''KYA!''

then he said,''wo ma uske badd kya sagai hue yan?''

''tut gyi sgyi anguthi gum gyi aur rdha ne apsaguni kha aur us din subho bhoot gusse mein tha..bndita ro rhi thi..isliye..bodi ke satth ghgda hua aur hmseha ki liye wo gaon chodkr chla gya..ab vilaayt mein saddi ke4 saal badd wo mile apne dost se...aur kuch jnana hei apko..''

''nhi ma aur kuch nhi..''

''bondita..use se sch mein judi hue thi..sgaii bhi ...kya bondita use....ab bhi yann .''

''chup anirudh  chup aisa kch hi hai aur agr hoga bhi toh adhikaar hai use chune ka..mein kn hota hun..mein uska pati,,nhi nhi''

he murmrured all himself and went to sleep..all ate dinner and got to sleep.

they had to share 1 bed as..there was no place..or private rooms..they felt unease still setlled down.she slept while ani was still reading books..in between he felt a hand .he saw it was bondita's..bondita was in sleep.she hugged  him and grudged him tight in sheets .and ani was feeling ocured..what is she...but the touch was pleasent..he got lost in her traces..in her fair cheks..they were inches apart..and then she ook her head and placed on his chest and slept..and he couldnt refuse it..how will he?

his heart paced faster..as she was near him...

as she was near him        

ani was smiling..how cutly her hairs fell on his chest and she slept..ani too slept

at morining he woke first and realized bondita was in his arms entire night..he slowly toook out his hands and went to freashen up..annd once glanced bondita..her beauty..and he was blushing himself and he went..

guys  plzz coment and tell how it was critics are welcomed!

ch 4 who is subhojeet?

bondita woke late and went for a day off..from her baristree tday,as she is in village.he had some work.he got it finished bydawn..after 2 days they moved to their house. bondita was busy preparing  sandesh,as subhojeet had to arrive today..and ani was suprised to see her patni moving here and there ,adjusting curtains,beds...''batuk...vase lga diya tumne?"

''ji bodi...''

''ye bodi na pure din kaam krwate  hain ,chute pei ayen hun yan kam krne!''he murmured himself

bondita rushed to study to check her pati babu .she knew his study and straight nature,busy peeping in files,whatever happnes.!

''pati babu..kpde bdl lijye apne...jldi se..''

''KYU BONDITA!''

she stopped running,came to study holding her hands by her waist,''toh isse kpde mein rhenge app bristera babu!

she stopped running,came to study holding her hands by her waist,''toh isse kpde mein rhenge app bristera babu!..subho aa rha hai..isliye..jyie!''

''pr ..bond''

she pushed him....to the room and gave him anathoer kurta...

after a few time he came out..but bondita wasnt there!..he asked batuk,bauk was angry he said,''dada bouidi toh tyrr hone gye hen,lgta hai dada khas hai boi ka,waise bhi bchpn ka dost aur apke saath toh sirf 5 saal,pr uske sath 8 saal hogye na...bitye hue...''

ani was erupting by this time.here he cant find his wife and this lad is povking him.

''hmmm..dekh rha hun,,..jao..pdhiye  kro..ajjj hi revision lunga''

''pr ..dada boudi ne ajj chuthi di hai,,.ghr mein mehmn onge toh pdhne kiliye chutti..mein toh chla dada!dekh ke khi apko bhi chutti na dede boudi''

he swifted before anirudh ould do anything...

and there was a call from upstairs,''bmla boudi!..koi hai wahn..!''

he panicked and rushed to room..though he used to knock before coming but thought it was emrg.

he in a reflex opened the door..and found bondita standing there holding her straps tight..that revealed her bare neck and waist..

his cheks went red!..

but she shouted,''kon hai wahan...aree bandh do ye dhaga..boudi mughse bhi hoo rha bangali saree ka abhyass nhi rha abbb!..areee bndho''

but he was thnking how will he?touch her?no no never he can..but if he leave the room and somone enters!..this stupid bondita didnt closed door too!

so he  went near her..his heart was pacing fast,still he calmed himself .

''anirudh no big thng,,many times u have helped her...just thnk th way..but now shes not a kid oh gosh!..ok calm it just tie it''

with thses words he touched her bare neck.and bondita felt somethng diff,like a manly hand..bt she thought it cant be him /someone else!

''boudi..apkr haath ajj alg lg rhe hain..are thik se bandho hn aur kmr pei wo saree ..are kro''

she was unware that it was his pati babu whose cheeks were dipped in scarle for this karmati and bondita was just instructing him..

''hogya!''he said at last and bondita was alerted .she turned her back and found anirudh standing there!

''pati ..p...ati babu...wo app''

drwaza khula kiya tha tumne! toh mene bs..''

she smiled.he was always concerned for her..her possesive pati babu!

''thank u '' she said

''ache lgg rhe hen birstera babu...''

but here he was just on cloud nine with her beauty.

but here he was just on cloud nine with her beauty

the blonde borders have wrapped her woderfully...

''sch mein bade ho gye hain bondita''he uttered

''kya kuch kha kya biristera babu!''she blinked

''nhi ..kuch nhi...''

there was a horn near gate..and bondita rushed 

ani was feling jealous ,over a bit,,how could she leave room like this.he went to find himself,and there was a jaso getnlmen in his late 20's with a boquet

ani was happy to see bondita so cheerful meeting her old friend

she said,''subhojeet...itne dinobaad ...''

and hgged him.ani dont knew why but couldnt beared that they hugging.

they broke the embrace..''hn..abb andr nhi bulaogi mishi!''

''hn.....''

''pati babu ..ye subho..mtlab subhojeet!''

''hello..anirudh!''

''subhojeet banerjee!''

and the chat started with batuk ani ,bondi and subho.

in the sofa she sat beside subho..ani noticed it!

she had never dress for him so gorgeously,nor so close to him ever..he was fumiing still calmed

bondita was there sitting in kitchen,mending dishes..and anirudh's eyes were just marking him..why must bondita e attached to him?oh...not why r u thinking that way stop it..I KNOW MY..OK..bondita..she is such a chubby naive..,who aint not impressed by her..

''waise,apki padhiye kese suru hue..''asked batuk

''devipur mein rhta tha...wahin se...baba sepoy the..gnit ka bhot saq tha mughe bchpn se..pr  kuch swal..krte krte chid aa jte thi..toh wo smy bondita ke saath betha tha..hossla khokar dubara miljate thi..fir kuch hallatoh ke krn bombay jna padha aur wahn se bacheloers degree,scholarship london mein aur ab yahn..calcutta mein''he explained

''waah...hmare dada toh 10 saal ki umr mein vilayt gye the..aur anirudh dada toh hrcheej mein awal the...aur mini di...''ani stopped him

''khana lgg chuka hai!''said she and all went.

alloo posht,begn bagha,chumchum,palaoo and puri all were placed and served by bondita..

''subho...kise milna hai jo itna km kha rhe ho,,chlo lo aur''

''nhi mishti,bs..''

''bs kyu...yadd nhi bchpn mein..''

''hn hn,jb tum 7 saal ki thi toh tumne puri di thi mughe joh bharat ka ksha lg rha tha wo bhi 12 puriyan..''

and all chuckled.''hn..bchpn mein kitna mazza ata tha,fir hmari sagai bhi toh...''a drop of tears fell from her eyes.

''bondita kya hua tum..ro kyu rhi ho?''asked ani

''kch nhi app sb khiye mein ati hun sandesh lekr!''she went

''dada,mera ho gya mein mishti ki mdt kr dunga....waise bhi subha se lgi hai mere liye''

ani noded a yes scarstically.

batuk too went to keep his plate .it was 1 hr now and he couldnt find them..wht has happened..he went tip toed..and heared voices from kitchen

''mishi,,ro mttt dekh..''

''kyu subhu..kyu.. mera rishta juda  ek barrister se kyu!''

 mera rishta juda  ek barrister se kyu!''

''teri glti nhi hai..bhagya mein yehi tha dekh,dost mnte hei na subho ko,mein sab thik kr dunga! sab''subhojeet sobbed

ani was wondering..does bondita dislikes him..she curses herself for marrying anirudh roy choudhry...her pati babu ..whom she loved more thn anything,whom she cared and affectionate of al the things!

''bondita mughe psnd nhi krte saydd itnesaal drr kr sare bate mni hai meri..mei kyu nhi smjh paye ki  umr ka fir bhi ek prda hai hum dono ke bich..''and he left the room

ani sat in his study with younger bondita's pic

the way she smiled,her little toes with alta her never ending trks all were tempting him

the way she smiled,her little toes with alta her never ending trks all were tempting him.he knew after marriage at 9 years old she was ..and she was 14 when ashe left london...

FLASH BAC.K..

11 yr bondita was playing in the blcony with som and batuk, ludo.

''baudi agr ye chl hari toh sahi jbaba dena hoga..''

and her ill luck she losed this move...

''tumhe sbse pyri kon si chiz hai jiske bina rhskogi bhi nhi..''asked som

''are dada,rosgulle ..aur behss''said batuk

''nhi..rosgulle ki handiyon mein mn llchata hai..ma hr reet se bad hai mughe...ma ka ladd ki nhi kr skta r vivah ke baad sasuraal ayi toh...mere pati babu ne saath diya mughe,saye se bhi jydda parwaah ki he meri...ajj jo vidylye gy hun mein,uska krn hi mere bristera babu,toh unse pyri koi cheez hai kya mere paas...ghne rosgulle ....sb khtm ho jyenge pr  mera rishta nhi ..''

bot the devars kust noded ,they knew their dada's care twards her.and anirudh heared all bondita said...he felt too overwhelmed ..her bondita was  too precious for him...how she admired him..without anyng to ask..he felt too hapy to be the imp perso of her life

he felt too hapy to be the imp perso of her life

the gam continued,

''dada abki baree..apko kon sbse jydda psnd hai!''

''mm mai..chodo na!''

''kyu dada..sarmistha toh !..nhi..''chuckled batuk

''batuk!ye kya hai..bado ko bcho ki batt nhi sune chiye...''

and they all laughed.and ani was content to see his loved ones..

FB ENDS

that day he had clicked secretly her photo while gigling....

but tday the sun was diff...she cries for her life to be tied with anirudh,her pati babu..although thiss was all he thinks

CH 5 THE MISCONFLICT

ani was shattered whe he heared alll and there was a heart mind conflict! if bondita disliked him then the past 10 years....''app toh mere pati babu hoh...aphi ho na mere sansar..mere rakshak babu..''what was all tht for the trust...why anirudh cared..he could see evil mini but not his  so called evil bondita!

How could he  be so dumb he thought ,,all these years she acted so well and now when subhojeet returned she wants him...is it?mmmno anirudh no....it's better to know truth then to assume ok so find it

"Yes i will find what bondita thinks!"

saying this he went to the study and he  remembered a flashback

[bondita is 13 yr here in FB]

when rajiv ,a chap of high school wanted to be close friends with her.rajiv was batuk's friend too.

he was the 1st boy to shake hnds with her & helped her in studies.but she wouldnt allow anyone to take her patibabu's time!

as thir bond grew closer,he often vsited her mansion.ani was happy.bondita  was 13 yr old .just 3 weeks were left before she will go to london.so she had noticed his  closenessss with her.!she started avoiding him..but he didnt stopped.so often ani taught them 3 batuk,rajiv & bondita...but that day after class rajiv returned the hanfchief and said,''bondu..tumhreliye kuch kitabe hen,mn kre toh pdhna..aur hn apna dhyann rkhna..wo mai..''

she was experincing some past bitterness before the mariiage with anirudh but here his sweet talks werent stopping!.they were in study and class was over.ani had went to take a coffee and be back in study.she bursted out,''kya sch rhe ho tum...hn..ye mithi baat ka kya krn hai ..kyu mere dost bnrhe ho....vivah se phele bhi dosti ke krn tuti thi mein,,..aur ab firse..mt kro meri prvhh....''

rajiv sadly left.ani stopped near study and was peeping his ears to study.she collapsed on the floor.and took out the photo and sobbed for a few minutes and left.ani noticed her while she didnt!.he entered the study and found a young lad photo on the ground.he was in village shirt.it was written subhojeet banerjee!

he saw her crying but thought not to ask her the truth as it would hurt her

FB ENDS!

he wanted to know the cause ..what is the mistery of subhojeet tht wearies her him ..

it was evening time subhi left calcutta because  he had some works

it was evening time subhi left calcutta because  he had some works..bondita had to do tulsipuja while ani had to ask her for files..yes he is a great barrister but he doesnt remember about his belongings.sometimes anirudh wanders what will happen if she was not there!

he went upstairs...

''bondita meri files kha hai..mil nhi rhi..wo das babu ka file aur pathak ka file kha rkha hai??"

''pati babu ayee..''she rushed and collapsed with anirudh.

their eyes met with each other.there was a strange pleasnt feeling that has bloomed in them.thir eyes were full of mischief as the dusk was painted with love!

her stomach was chuckling.her traces were in front of her face!.

ani was a self control husband.he knew it isnt his principles to touch him but his reflex fought against his ADARSHHHSS and touched her cheeks well,took her by waist and gazed her eyes to the fullest. he took out the pin that had clutched her bun and smiled idiotically!.

 he took out the pin that had clutched her bun and smiled idiotically!

for a moment bondita forget her adarswadi bristera babu..and enjoyed each other's embrace .

batuk came to ask bondita for books and found his dada boudi romance!.

he just blushed and asked,''dada!!''

he yelled and ani in a reflex took out his hands.so did her boudi.

''batuk wo mai wo..''he was trying to find words to speak.his cheeks were red

''dada..mai toh bs boudi se kitabee mngne ayaa tha''

''wo upar wali shelf mai hai..''saying this bondita blushingly left!

''toh dada...kya chl rha tha..boudi ne hnn kha?"

''ye kya keh rha hai batuk..wo bs gir rhi thi toh smbhla mene..aur ye romantic fiction kyu hai tere haath mein ...?"

''dada/...lgta hai bodi ko meri mdt chiye..AYAA BOUDI..''

And he left the room before ani could q him further!

but ani felt too good and contended to hold her..so did she..they both smiled the entire day  like iditots..

CH 6

bondita was sleeping at night.while ani just thought it.he was a bit drunk today..yes barister functins...he had to sip some. he heared someone's crying pitch in her room.he couldnt see anything in ths state.he headed upstairs and found a girl sobbing there with her head plunged in his chest. ''bondita''he thought.and as they curled a bit he found her wife crying holding subhojeet.he was first tepered at thir closness.then he wanted to know the reason for her distress.

he stood there trembling ,still standing and hearing them.

''bondita dekh teri glti nhi hai ..''

''glti hei meri meri..glti...kyun..pti babu se chupna hei mughe..pr..''she was crying harder...

''mishti..dekh..agr tera vivah anirudh se hua he toh isme tri glti...''

before he would complete the sentence he entered the room in half drunken state.

''bondita''he said

''pati..pa...ti babu app???"

''wo srd drd ki dwyie chiye thi bs isliye...''

she had alerady wiped off her tears and stnding.

''mei deti hun..ayee''

subho knew wht ani got to know...but still he cant say the truth to him....

anindita went downstirs ani was just going to slipp off when bondita embraced him.for a moment their eyes locked...so did their heart but ani pushed her and stood firm.boondita said sorry.

they all had dinner and bondita went to sleep.

at morning ,after breakfast again he saw subhojeet smiling and gossiping with her.

he fellt indeed jealous.

when she left them,he said,''subhoojeet i cant get it whch case hang so days?"

he got to know his jealousy ,he smiled ,''yes there is a case pending since childhood i need to sort it,some,,..relations..which need to be progressed...some heart yet unsaid..''

he was fuming here.all ths subho said while looking at her.this bothered anirudh.

''oh...kon se rishte hen jinhe judna hai kyuki sare rishte jude bhi hai aur majboot bhi''he said confidently looking at  his patni.

kon se rishte hen jinhe judna hai kyuki sare rishte jude bhi hai aur majboot bhi''he said confidently looking at  his patni

subho said in evil way,''nhi bond..mera mtlb abhi bhi kuch baki hei kehna..kuch..'''

''tum sidhe sidhe bondita ki baat kyu nhi krte?''he riased his browns

''oh mr anirudh ..apko pta chl gya..shi hai..shi hai waise bhi case se bhi zyda meri mishti hai mereliye...yehi sidha krn hei yhn ana ka..''

he was so much tempered.he can debate and insult subho till his last breath.he is so admant ,he want to take his wife...and he is saying all ths to her pati babu..

''ths guy is in incorrect place....''ani smiled to himself

''toh lgi srt..london sirf dost thi pr abb toh..''

''KYA AB KYA PATNI HAI WO MERI..SMJHA ''he bursted.

''oh wahi ptni jisse kbhi adhikrr nhi diya whi ptni jisse ke liye prvh hei pr pyrr nhi ..kher mei yeh kh rha hun ki bondita abb chunati bn gyi hei meri..''

''CHUNATI????????''

''hnn..shrt ye hi ki ye pura mhine agr anirudh tum bondita ko mere sth nhi cte toh chunte jitne hogi''

''kesi chunati''

'' this 1 month..if my mishti is with u most of time and if u can make her confess her love or give her patni adhikaaar....thn i will abide u r life and if not..thnn ..forget about your ptni in tulsipur..she ll be with me in london as friends only..''

he couldnt imagine ths so called friend talking to tke bonditaway and givng challnege to him.

yes bondita is his zimmedri pr zimmedri nibhonga kese agrr ye mashy le jayega..nhi nhi mein bondita ko khud se durr nhi jne donga...pr kyuki kyukiwo meri wo meri zimmedri hai..

sirf barrister bngye toh kya ajj bhi uske jvn mei jo hogA Uska nirny sirf mera hoga sirf anirudh roy choudhry ka

''hnn manzooor hei pr sirf kyuki wo zimmderi hei meri...sirf issliye..nhi jne de skta mein use durr..''he said confidently

''are u sure...i bet u will lose and bondita would be mine aftr all phela pyrr toh phela hi hota hei na..jaise apka us sadamini ke satth tha..kyu..''he creepily gigled

''nhi bondita..sirf mer hai sirf meri hai sirf..''

she heared some yelling sound and thought herself

she heared some yelling sound and thought herself..''ye pti babu ne firse koi ghda kya hoga...kyu kru mei...dugga ma..''

''pti babu pti babu firse ghda kiya apne..subho ke sath iss baar?''she riased her browns

''nhi bndita tum jesa smjh rhi ho wise nhi wo..''he stopped.how will he say her 

''wo mishi hmm bss ek khel khel rhe the..mhne ke akhri mein result aa jyega use''

''oh kesa khel''she was happy

''ye toh abb anirud bta skte hen kyu''

''bndita wo bndita..tumhe law college nhi jna apne certificte lane..''

''are hnn bhul gye...ree..''she said

''mei chod deta hun tumhe...''subho smiled at ani

''nnhi mei chodunga use''saying this he hold her hand 

she was puzzled.wht had made her pti babu ths way...so possesive..does he love me?

or wht...no bondita..wht rubbish ..hnnn..no no he just want to accompany me..yes it is may be

ani was quite embrassed with wht he had done.holding hnds not a big deal but in a spin so closely..yes tht the deal

CH 7

Bondita agreed to go with anirudh while subho smiled evil way. He smiled to ani signalling that bonduta will be his soon and anirudh holded her hands more tightly while she felt a great pleasure of it.the entire day they had spent together .eating roshgullas,puchka,law college all was memirable indeed.as it was evening and they had to return to home soon.anirudh had some work to be done hencehe asked bondita to wait outside the collector office .she smiled patiently, "patibabu app jye mei khdi hun,thik hei!"

She assured him smiling while he knew it would take almost 4 hours to complete and duscUss with collectors

Bonduta sat there and was waiting.she heared some tempering sound coming there and much harsh exchange of words..still she thought not to interfere..as her pati babu had asked her to do so..here there was a horn near the waiting space as it was open to market.

subho came in his car.''mishi..sunn tumm nhi jaogi mere saath haan?kyu khdi ho itne der se yhnn..''

''nhi...wo pti babu ne kha tha..na..tum jao jao ..ajyenge wo''she said calmly.

''kya aajyenge...chl beth...anirudh babu ka jhgda bhot lmba hoga sari raat ruke gi kya yehnn?''he said covering his jealosy as she was ready to wait there for him.

''nhi..mein..''

''bondu..dost nhi mnte mughe yan london se aakr bhul gye?hmmm...chl na mughe thode assistance bhi chiye thi teri case mein..plzz''he pleaeded

she thought for a while .she thought to enjoy with anirudh but....ok she thought.

subhu will bid in 1 month and ani toh lifetime patner na

subhu will bid in 1 month and ani toh lifetime patner na

''thik hei chl..bs mein pati babu ko bta kr aati hun...thoda...''

at any cost subhojeet wouldnt let her meet him.his plan would fail..so he said

''bondu chl,anirudh babu ko pta chl jayega tu mere saath he chl..na..''

''hn..bhot smjhdaar hen mere pati babu..''

and #subhodita sat in car[guys subhodeeta is subho and bondita...]

and subho was sseeing her in evil way..and he had planned wht he will do ...

FB......................

bondita was 17 year old .subho was feeling depressed kinda as her parents died in a protest rally and he was the only heir left..he was feeling dejected.

when bondta noticed she came and caressed him..

''subho..aeee kyu ro rha hei..dekh..''

he turned side her and went he was feeling like due to his sutborn acts his parents sufferd and now...

but bondita exlained him..

''dost mnta ein na mughe...dekh pishima aur kaka ke sath jo hua uska zimmedarr tu nhi tu bhot acha dost hei mera hei na...mmere pti babu kehte hen..bite hue kl pe soch kr rona nhi chiye blki agee bdhte rhna chie,kaka bhi chte the na tughe ek barister bnte ,..unke ichha puri kr..ese ro mt..tughe teri mishi ki ksm..''

tht day thngs channged actually.he could feel her differently..and he only heared her crimsoncare towards him and forgot tht she was a married girl..although she wore sindoor 

[#physco kinda boy-subhojjeet]

he saw bondita to be beautiful and thought her to confess his felings but fortunately he got to know tht she was married to a great barrister anirudh.in the day of conconvation she told everything and he was sad and dejected but tht day bondita also told in whch conditions their mariage was..

subho felt like crying//1st time when they were small their enjgmnt broke & now ths pati so he sadly went....he drank wine ..and then he thought why he is there in betwen anirudh..yes bondita would be attracted towards him..but she cannot love him...can she if yes then also by hook or crook he'll ruin there marriage & make her his.

yes he 'll do it..''yes mishi sirf meri aur kisiki..nhi...kisiki nhi''

FB ENDS..................

subho smiled remembering wht all hapened in convoncation day and hought confidently .

whereas mishi[bondita] was worried for her bristera babu.he  had come without informing her.

then after a while

subho and mishi reached home.

''subho fresh ho ja mein khna lga dete hun..''

''hnn..meri dost''he said

''hnn''she felt awakward still okay kinda.

she went to make food an made him eat.they discussed cases..and he went to sleep.but she was too much worried of her pati babu.sh didnt ate anythng and waited for him..

in collector office!

the debate was finally over and anirudh came out wining this debate too ,holding in his hand permission for new school he smiled like an iditot equaaly cheerful on wining for kranti and show his bondita and impress hr a it

the debate was finally over and anirudh came out wining this debate too ,holding in his hand permission for new school he smiled like an iditot equaaly cheerful on wining for kranti and show his bondita and impress hr a it

but in the waiting space he found nonne .he felt dejected and angry..where she went he was worried..he called home first.she cant leave her pati babu & go anywhere but if..she had gone

tring tring.....

''batuk bondita ayi hei kya''

''hnn dada boudi aa gyi hei ghr..apko der ho rhi thi na..subho dada laye unhe whn se...''

''thik hei''he hanged the call lost in his own worlds....in a aura differing

CH 8

Bondita was worried.she didn't  ate anything......but knew ani would scold her  if he knows  bondita is hungry fir her patibabuabd she knows her husband's anger issues..🙆‍♀️

So she ate one luchhi and waited...the time was passing by, none came back......where are you pati babu ...shewaited the wholenight but seens like destiny has different ideas for them..subho woke in midnight and found bondita waiting for ani.he felt jealous...as soon as he heared the motor sound, he kmew anirudh was coming 🤬 so he cried,"ah!!!"

Bondita instead of going to ani ,asked,"kya hua subho?"

"Wo per mud gya saydd"

She went to bring ice from kitchen. Ani came and saw bondita was applying ice to subhojjeet ,he was indeed not happy, but he knew this is plan of subho to carry bondita away but ani felt rejected..

After some time bondita got to know that ani had returned,she went to congratulate him ,she hugged him..

But ani pushed her aside and told ,"mai sone ja raha hu..dinner kr liya hai neend aa rhi hai !"

Bondita felt sad.she went to sleep.she was starting the crimson moon and went yo sleep.ani couldnt digest their closness but he had to come up with a solid plan to crush ths subho...

ani had a idea in his brain to catch subho....because he knew subhojeet is bndita's chilhood friend and ex fiancee..he cant directly put the blame on him whereas subho was smiling in evil ,hoping...ani wouldnt get any proof...but when he got to know that ani is with a plan he too had to prepare something...

meaningwhile it was night time...

bondita was sitting in the study with files as ani had asked to inspect it....

ani had  the most tiring day tday...he had worked for 7hrs in court then for kranti meeting gov officialsss all was hardy,,,

finally he was home..

subho was with a nice sleep upstairs..ani smiled seeing bondita busy in work..

''bndita ''he uttered slowly

''ji pati babu...agye app bethie mei nastha study mei lati hun..''

while she was dusting the books and old files ..ani was just peeping at her...her beauty and care twards alll

''kya hua pati babu kha liya toh hath nhi dhoynge ?''        

''kya hua pati babu kha liya toh hath nhi dhoynge ?''

''hnn..ata hun''

aftr he returned he saw bndita had vansished from study ,,,she wasthere in room 

he slowly  went and sat behind her..

''kya padh rhi ho..''

''rules for govenment adminstration volum 1!''

he changed his dress and went to slept..and bndita changed her make up for sleep while coming her fet twisted and she puffed on her barrister husband

ani could hardly stop blushing and avoiding gazes...her cheeks were soft her hands had clutched his manly chest so far...they had lost in each and moreover they liked their touching...

after a time they realized their karamati and got up!

but ani was too possesive to leave her...after so many years his view of seeing her as responsiblity ,kranti or bondita has changed tday  he sees more as wife more as an angel of beauty!

he caught hold her tightly twards himself..they were inches apart from each other...he doesnt know why but he wanted to feel her breaths....

he doesnt know why but he wanted to feel her breaths

she  too wanted to but she knows....she's a duty for him...ths can be a little more friendship not a relation never...

''janjti ho  ki mei hun?''

''hmmm''

''kyu..''he wanted to hear from her..

''kyuki pati babu hei app mere ydd nhi bchpn mein bheiropye se bhi dhund liya tha apko...''

''hn ydd hei...hr baar mughe pechan hi leti ho tum''

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