*** this might be a two parter. I haven’t proof read it.
SAI POV
College was super fun today. It was Valentine’s Day. The college campus was decorated so nicely. The boyfriends surprising the girlfriends and vice versa. She even helped her friends surprise their counterparts. For once, she was happy and was glad to enjoy a normal college experience.
She was helping aai in the kitchen, talking a mile a minute about her day. She didn’t want to spoil her mood by going in front of kaku and others, while serving them food, so she requested aai to do it while she managed the kitchen.
There was commotion in the dining room. I guess Virat sir has come. She was excited to share her day with him. She also has a surprise for him. He always does something sweet for her to show that he cares ( of course as his zimmedari). She also wants to do something for him. She has been saving up for a month by coaching students on campus. So she was excited. She didn’t want to give it today of all days but it just worked out that way. She figured she would get a plate of food for both of us so they can eat dinner in their room but she wanted to see if he had already sat down for dinner.
She walked out , when what she saw outside made her stop. Her breath hitched and suddenly she felt like crying and there was this anger and heaviness that was building up inside of her.
She saw Virat sir and Pakhi standing alone , with Virat sir handing Pakhi a red rose, smiling at each other. It was like she was interrupting their romantic moment. As if they could feel the presence of an unwanted person, they spotted her. She didn’t want to look at them any longer than she should. She turned around and went back to the kitchen.
She helped aai with the rest of the chores mechanically. Aai tried talking to her but she didn’t pay attention. She cleaned up the countertops and headed back to her room to just sleep off the disappointment. She spotted kaku and everyone in the living room, and surprisingly everyone had a red rose in their hand. When she heard Karishma say,
“ Sai Bhabhi, Virat dada ne sabko red rose Diya, aapko Nahi Diya, I thought he went to give one to you”
Her words just added more salt to her wound. She just ignored her. She knows this is a deal marriage and she was not his family. Probably that’s why he didn’t bother getting her one.But why did it hurt so much.
She entered the room. She saw Virat sir standing there with the gift she planned to give him. Oh great, this is the last thing she needs to explain.
Sai, ye kya hai. Who gave this ? This looks like an expensive watch. Did Pakhi leave this for me?
She couldn’t stop herself from yelling at him.
“I got it for you. It was me. Why does your mind always jump to Pakhi didi? it was in our room. It’s not your fault , I am sorry. I am the idiot here. Anyways, I didn’t use your money. I did some coaching on the side and saved up some money. This is nothing special, it’s just thank you for all that you have done for me. I am very tired , I am going to change and head to bed.”
She turned on the shower and cried her eyes out. What the hell is wrong with her? Why does she feel so bad and so angry? Why did she have to do this? She had it all planned so differently. This is all her fault, she started to have expectations. It’s all her fault, nothing has changed. She has to be strong and just focus on her studies.
She walked out of the bathroom to find him waiting to talk to her, with that earnest expression in his face , ready with an explanation for everything. But she wasn’t going to let him in anymore. She has to be the strong one because she is the one who has more to lose. It’s not him. She took her pillow and comforter and left to sleep in Usha maushi’s room, before he could stop her.
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