RIANSH OS: FOR GRANTED (27/01/2021)

For Granted

“ You are breaking us??????

Why are you doing this???

Say something God damn it !!!!! ”

She screamed at him.

“I have nothing left to say…..”

He calmly replied.

“Answer me Damn it… you don’t get to keep quite...after announcing you want a divorce.”

“Loving you was my greatest weakness and I don’t want to be weak anymore. I don’t want to feel this vulnerable anymore. I was yours and you didn’t care about it. I am not what you want…”

“ And how do you get todecide that? Why are you pushing me away? What will you win by doing this?? “

“We are bad for each other… how many times more will we destroy each other?? So this time I will keep pushing you away till it sticks.

I Am Sorry..”

“Don’t.. don’t you dare say you are sorry… Because you don’t mean it.. if you were sorry you would have given us another chance.. to mend our ways… and not push me away.. you are doing this to us.”

“ I can’t give you anymore chances because you have broken me… YOU BROKE ME FIRST.. so now I am sorry to disappoint you. “

“ I love you please come back to me… don’t do this please…”

“ I have too.. I have to let me let you go.. otherwise it will kill us both. We are poison for eachother….”

“I Love You.. don’t you hear that??”

“ I do… I just don’t feel it anymore…”

He replies wiping his tears away.

“ You love me.. I know you do then why are you being so difficult? Why? Why ??”

“You think this is easy for me… to let you go? You think this isn’t just as painful for me?? Ofcourse you don’t.. when did you ever bother to try and understand me??

So yaa.. I don’t Love you anymore I can’t…”

“You don’t love me ? really??

So, you don’t want me anymore? So what you are done?

You have figured outhow to live without me? Answer me??”

“ I am Broken… can you not see that??

You … you are all Iever wanted… I fought my demons and tried to be better for you… but now I have to learn to breathe without you… sleep at night without you by my side…. It is going to be very difficult but I will.”

“ What is wrong with you??? Why are you being so stubborn?? All I want is you.. you help me escape my pain.. you are my family, my only person…

Please don’t do this…to us”

“ But You are my Pain… I closed my eyes and let my guard down in front of you… I let you see my ugly scars and you chose to poke them in place of healing them… so now talking and trying to work things wont help anymore… I am too numb to try.” He sayssadly.

“I love you.. look me in my eyes and listen to me.. the kind of love we have never dies…” she says with determination.

“I don’t see any love anymore… I cant live like this anymore.. so immersed in you that I lose my existence, that your actions devastate me that I have to pick the pieces of my soul off the ground for you to again just throw them back onto the ground ... I cant Love you anymore…”, He pleads…

“I hate you… I hate you”, she screams.

“I know… I hate me too…”,he replies with a sad smile.

She pulls him by the collar and questions,

“So, you never loved me? Not the way I did?... if you can let me go then you didn’t love me the way I love you…”

“I needed you to understand and trust me but you couldn’t .. so may be you are right.. may be I did never love you.. you disrespect me…you disrespect my love..

I thought what we had was real. But no it wasn’t .. it wasn’t love. Love isn’t supposed to destroy you. It isn’t supposed to hurt so much. I feel like I am dying… I cant breathe..

You had me wrapped around your little finger and you lost me. You knew you were my weakness and you exploited it. You went behind my back. You joined hands with the person whose only aim in life is my destruction.

You knew pretty well I wont survive without you still you went on stabbing my heart.. you thought I would never push you away.. whatever may you do … when you love someone & they start exploiting your love for them, that love slowly starts dying… bit by bit…

You Killed My Love for You.

You Killed My Soul…”,he finally says.

“I know what I did was wrong.

We both made mistakes..we were both fooled and we made wrong choices that doesn’t mean it is the end of us…” , she tried explaining.

“This is the END of us.

You took me for granted… my love, care, affection and everything was too easily available to you. For you I will always be a criminal. Every day you will have accusations ready and I will have to proof my innocence.

And in your court I will always be guilty till proven innocent.

You left my hand when I needed you to have faith on me. The moment I wanted you to told my hand tightly you left my hand… you will never trust me… you will always lie… we will never find happiness. We are toxic for each other. So before we kill each other we should let each other go.

I AM LETTING YOU GO.

MOVE ON… I WILL TOO.

AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A PART OF MY HEART.

IN OUR OWN TWISTED WAYS WE DID LOVE EACH OTHER BUT IT WASN’T ENOUGH… WE WERE NOT MEANT TO BE.

MAY BE IN SOME OTHERLIFETIME WE WILL MEET AGAIN, AND THEN WE WILL GET TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING.

GOODBYE.”

He finally walks awaysaying this with a lump in his throat and tears rolling down his cheeks.

~ I am Broken ~

Oh Megggzzz!!!

This was truly heart breaking and heart wrenching.

Vansh!!!! I wish i could hug him tightly..

His pain was beautifully penned by you,as always.

No one can understand Vansh better than you.

Lovely writing.

You bring out the emotions of Vansh so marvelously.💞💞💞💞

The emotions sometimes people fail to comprehend. A broken soul hidden inside the persona of a tough man craving someone to understand and love his not just shattered but broken and bleeding heart.

Originally posted by: Anika_PreRish

Oh Megggzzz!!!

This was truly heart breaking and heart wrenching.

Vansh!!!! I wish i could hug him tightly..

His pain was beautifully penned by you,as always.

No one can understand Vansh better than you.

Lovely writing.

Anieee.....😭😭💔💔

If only I could take a bit of his pain away.

I am so exhausted seen him suffering.

The man tries to be better and never is his efforts rewarded.😭😭

Originally posted by: Innocentlove96

You bring out the emotions of Vansh so marvelously.💞💞💞💞

The emotions sometimes people fail to comprehend. A broken soul hidden inside the persona of a tough man craving someone to understand and love his not just shattered but broken and bleeding heart.

He handles her with so much love and gentleness now a days. He learned from his past mistakes. But his pain & suffering goes unnoticed always. Just because he doesnt cry every episode his pain seems to not be felt by people.😭

Originally posted by: Meghma11

He handles her with so much love and gentleness now a days. He learned from his past mistakes. But his pain & suffering goes unnoticed always. Just because he doesnt cry every episode his pain seems to not be felt by people.😭

That's true.....he doesn't express openly that's why many doesn't connect with his inner turmoil, pain and sadness.....how he has been let down by people whom he loved.

So emotional

Maybe one day he will do this to her

Who knows

Meghu, I wish I could hug you, but looks like after reading this, I need someone's shoulder to cry, 🥺😭🤧🥺😭🤧🥺😭🤧🥺😭🤧🥺😭🤧🥺😭🤧

YOU DESCRIBED VERY WELL HERE, YOU DESCRIBED THE WHOLE SITUATION,

WHICH IS HAPPENING AND GONNA HAPPEN SOON,

THANKS, MEGHU,

I HAVE BEEN SAYING THIS FROM STARTING, YOU CAN BE A GOOD WRITTER,

I LOVE YOU, 💕

TO,

MEGHMA 11

FROM,

ANSA MARYAM

I absolutely loved it..I want Vansh to do this to Riddhima in the show as well...which I believe will happen eventually..when he gets to reach the saturation point. He’ll realise how toxic their relationship is and he’ll let her go to have his sanity..atleast for his family’s well being. She needs to be away from him to see the worth of him.

Thanks for penning this down:)

this was beautiful. vansh has gone through hell and he needs a partner who can support him unconditionally. someone who can't stand by him all the time will just break him more.

you have penned it down so beautifully. couldn't ask for more. are you on wattpad as well ?