EXPLAIN???!!!!
"Wait Vansh...", Riddhima Screamed.
"Talk to me...
Atleast let me explain... Please"
He stopped & turned around to face her.
With broken voice..
And tears in his eyes he finally replied..
"Explain?????!!!!
What will you explain???
That you were a spy??
Sent by Kabir???
What????
You know when you should have explained...
When I was crying my heart out in front of you revealing my old wounds and ugly scars..
Then you should have explained..
If you couldnt earlier ...
I always knew that you hated me..
Resented the sight of my face..
But I never blamed you because I knew that you dont know me enough to not hate me...
But tell me did in the past 6 months I fail to earn even a bit of your respect & faith???
I knew you had hidden motives behind getting into VR Mansion but...
My heart never allowed my Mind to win that argument...
Because I was hoping was wrong. And every time you did something that told me you are no good, I ignored it.
And every time you came through and surprised me, you won me over,
and my mind lost that argument with myself, that you not for me.
Tell me.....
How is that the first thought you have about me whenever a situation demanded your faith in me was that I was a Cold Blooded Murderer???
Why??
Why do I appear to be a Monster to You??
You know what Riddhima I have let you stump around my Heart... Judge me..
Call me Wicked & a Murder.. I have tolerated everything...
Because I thought You were saying this from your preconceived notions of me... And
That when I will let you in you will see the real me!!
But I was a Fool to think so!
Do you remember our wedding day??
Not once during the ceremony did you look at me... NOT ONCE...
You could had run away that day..
You had the option..
The security wasnt tight...
I had left that option open for you..
But you didnt..
You came back & went through with the marriage as a zombie and though something in me broke seeing that...
I knew i was to be blamed here for forcing you into an unwanted relationship...
I deserved your hatred...
I deserved your resentment...
Tell me one thing Riddhima..?
HOW DO YOU BELONG TO SOMEONE WHEN THEY HADNT EVEN CLAIMED YOU AS THEIRS????
You never wanted me...
But I WAS STILL YOURS...
I didn't wanna love you, but it's something that I just did.. It was as organic as breathing... It just came to me that naturally that i didn't even realise when you became my world..
Somehow you got past my guard and made me Love you.
And it ended up breaking me and driving us further apart.
You knew you had me wrapped around your pretty little fingers.
You are the centre of my Universe...
And yet I failed to earn even a tiny bit of faith, respect and love from you.
Whatever I did always fell short...
My efforts were never ever enough.
Tell me!!!
Answer me!!! DAMN IT...!!
Why did you not tell me the truth??
That day when I told you I would receive the Cctv footage in minutes you still kept quite!?
Why?
And now you are telling me you want to explain yourself???
What will you say???
Who will you explain to??
To me... I am Vihaan.
I dont care about explanation.
Vansh died that day.
You ripped out his heart.
And I know for a fact he would have preferred it if you had the guts to tell him your truth... And about Ragini..
Today ... VANSH IS DEAD...
He didnt survive that fall.
This ... Me that you are staring at.. I am not your Vansh...
I am a Ball of Fire..
That is burning every second of every day.
And I will burn everything in my path...
I will destroy myself...
But you dont blame yourself.. You didnt kill me.. I killed myself.. When I chose to Love you and trust you.. I killed myself.
I couldnt breathe because ...
I was waiting for you to Love me back.
You owned me.
You controled me.
I belonged to you.
That Vansh is Gone...
But you tell me..
Now that he is gone, dead...
You tell Vihaan 100 times a day since the past month how much Vansh meant to you..
You are protective about my bloody stuffs..
Why?
Why does your sentences now start & end with Vansh??
LET ME HATE YOU..
I BEG OF YOU...
I wanna hate you so bad...
LET ME...
Hate ..
It is all I have left..
Because if I dare to Love you again
Then there will be no return for me..
Not just my soul my Body will die too..
I wont survive loving you one more time..
So, Riddhima I am Sorry..
But I cant give you your Vansh..
The one whose world started & ended on every smile of yours..
The Vansh you so very protectively call as 'Mera Vansh'.. He is no More.
He died...
I am sorry to Disappoint you..
I am Vihaan...
So let me be that...
I need no explanation...
Love isnt for me...
I have learned my lesson...
So let me go..."
With a broken voice she finally spoke up...
"I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO...
I can’t give up you. It seems like every time I think I can live without having you, you make me fall even deeper. You drive me crazy in that way. I can’t let go of you.
You know..
When people ask me if I've ever been in love..well I don't even have to think about it.. all I do is picture your face and I'm filled with all the love you could ever imagine. I mean some may say that I never loved you.. that we weren't together long enough for me to fall in love with you.. but let me tell you.. I'm so deeply in love with you that it hurts..
I KNOW
I HAVE HURT YOU...
AND FOR THAT
I AM SO SO SORRY...
I WILL ASK FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND TRY TO MAKE UP FOR IT BUT YOU CANT PUSH ME AWAY....
I WILL PROVE MY LOVE TO YOU...
I WILL MEND YOUR
BROKEN HEART VANSH...
I’d give anything to make it like before,
to make you love me like you used to,
make you love me more.
(She cups his face in her tiny hands and looks straight into his eyes and continues...)
So Vihaan... Tell My Vansh who you have burried deep down that His Riddhima will gather the pieces of his broken heart and mend them together with her Love & Trust.
This time...
Her Love wont Fall short.
She Will Win this Battle and will
Get Him Back!"
She then softly presses her lips on his forehead.. He doesnt fight it..
Or move away.. So she allows her lips to linger...
He was exhausted from fighting with his heart & her.
Hating her was Exhausting..
Then she whispers in his ears...
"I CLAIM YOU AS MINE...
And I promise I will heal your soul slowly and steadily... I will win your Love back, Vansh
I will mend what I broke.."
And he Hopes.. Wishes.. Prays..
That She Wins this time...
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