same here,mine also first time watching Indian show,and ditto I also read novels which follows a certain character sketch and story thats why in starting I used to panic a lot and then came to know about about this forum and joined it and met some amazing people here who helped me understand this itv logic better and I didn't lose my sanity.😆
I can understand your each n every words n emotions.
I'm sure it was the character of Vansh Rai Singhania n the concept of an innocent sweet spy and a ruthless Mafia falling in love attracted you to this show.