Originally posted by: Eloquent
👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼 I guess there's also the comfort factor. No matter how comfortable she is with him now, still not ready for next step. And she's running away from her feelings because he makes her feel too much. He basically make her head and body all go scrambling and she has no sense what is going on. And she loves to be in control of everything. Know what she is dealing With. Be rational as much as she can in emotional situations as she can. This doesn’t allow her anything on those lines
I still think there's a basic "why will he ever fall for me" thing in her head. (Thinking of Onam epi...itne bade rockstar ek ladki se dar gaye") not exactly...now she doesn’t see that as him being out of her league or something. She knows he has eyes only for her. He finds reasons to be around her only. He pretty much dismissed everyone including his family becuase she comes first. He has done that too much for her to have that doubt. She had separate place for him and she exercises that right...it’s in simple things...remember after he broke his hand and couldn’t get hoodie out. She just walked in and without pause started helping him out. He was worried for a second...kaun hai...but when he knew it was her...that was fine.
@bold - yeah... she's literally playing with fire 🔥 She actually doesn't have any idea about the hold she has over him. ❤️ It goes both ways actually. It’s same for her too, see It is more that it is different she you are both bumbling idiots at it and learning together. Here it is like she is the bundling idiot and he is the phd in this. So she constantly feels out of depth in a way he doesn’t, to him this feels natural and comfortable. To her it is like computer that crashes because of information overload and too much capacity and memory usage,
@bold - yep she has an idea but if she had completely gotten it, they would have been together by now. She is not sure or clear about her own feelings for one. And second she sees this differently I guess. To her they are married so they are together as one family and the other things are happening slowly. She hasn’t thought much about love and fully being together (crazy dumb I know) ....but I think her Brain is working different her.
