Originally posted by: bhshre95
@bold- so true!!
Now even if given a chance he wouldn't want it any other way. He chose Bondita only. He just cannot accept anyone else in that place. Even his own haveli doesn't feel like home anymore without Bondita now. I guess even without kasam to Sumati he would never be able to go back to mansion without Bondita, he knows how empty his life will become if she isn't around
the way he behaved when Bondita left, that closing of the door of the study... Damn! It was such a shocker to him. His face was white, because he expected her to plead and to tell the truth but her action left him astonished!
The way his hands were shivering... Because he knew that what ever he's doing is not right... In his heart he knew that he's over reacting because we could see the personification of his turmoil in the hallucinations that he had later. The questions that Bondita asked him were not her questions but his own.
Even in sleep all he could think about was Bondita, bot mini who apparently lost her eye sight! He didn't think about her at all, infact he was feeling bad not for her but for himself because Bondita let him down! He had always praised her infront of everyone but to see his guroor shatter in the most brutal way, I guess it made him loose his mind in anger.
But still he stood adamant of never agreeing to marry mini under any circumstances, he'll! The aethist even prayed Durga ma to do some chamatkar!
He held on to the hay inorder to save himself from commenting the biggest crime to Bondita. His face was devoid of anything when he was made to sit with Mini, not because he was sad... But he was broken, because he felt that even Durga ma felt that whatever was happening was meant to be and that is why she was not helping.
Damn the cvs! They showed it beautifully but now it's all draggy draggy