| SERIAL WRITING ACTIVITY 2| : ❤ "A QUEST FOR LOVE"❤ - Page 106

Originally posted by: Prit_007

"Ha isliye mai yaha se door ja rahi ek nayi suruwat karne. Agle mai UK ja rahi hamesa hamesa ke liye " I said to him wiping my tears trying to show my fake strength before him.

And I told him everything about the divorce papers and my conversation with Pooja.

“Yeh Anmol bhi na... kuch na soche samjhe aapna decision de diya. Maine kitni baar usko explain karne ki koshish ki. Aisa maat karo, meri baat suno, par nahin, janab ko to woh hi sahi lagte hai na. Pas aaj raat unke saab problems solve ho jaye.”

We stood their in silence for sometime.

“Tumhara naam kya hai?” I asked. It would be awkward to keep talking with her without knowing her name.

Originally posted by: AnonymouslyS

“Yeh Anmol bhi na... kuch na soche samjhe aapna decision de diya. Maine kitni baar usko explain karne ki koshish ki. Aisa maat karo, meri baat suno, par nahin, janab ko to woh hi sahi lagte hai na. Pas aaj raat unke saab problems solve ho jaye.”

We stood their in silence for sometime.

“Tumhara naam kya hai?” I asked. It would be awkward to keep talking with her without knowing her name.

I was silently listening to him. Ye banda dil se utna bura nahin hai. Sayad duniya ko dikhane ke liye ek nakaab pehen ke chalta hai.

As expected *sigh* use aaj tak mera naam hi nhi pata.

"Ji Anamika" I answered to him.

Originally posted by: Prit_007

I was silently listening to him. Ye banda dil se utna bura nahin hai. Sayad duniya ko dikhane ke liye ek nakaab pehen ke chalta hai.

As expected *sigh* use aaj tak mera naam hi nhi pata.

"Ji Anamika" I answered to him.

“Anamika..” I said. “Main ghar drop kar dete hai tumko.”

Originally posted by: AnonymouslyS

“Anamika..” I said. “Main ghar drop kar dete hai tumko.”

I thanked him as he dropped me at home.

I am completely dazed and freezed knowing everything. My hands were clenched together, unable to react to the situation. The wind is blowing hard with huge claps of thunder with lightning flashes on my face giving a mere wrench to a reality. As the night is getting darker and darker, my mind is befuddled with a number of perplexed thoughts and my heart is conflicting with burly guilt ridden notions. I am impotent to take a veracious step of my life at this onerous venture..!! I sat alone on the stairs of the Garden bowing my face on my laptop shedding silent tears… !

"Jeevan Mera Kaisa Yeh Ghera

Kabhi Savera

Kabhi Andhera

Dheeraj Khoye

Virse Sanjoe

Sapne Piroe

Dhadkano Ki Maala

Chipa Dard Kis Muskaan Mein

Mom Kis Chataan Mein

Koi Na Jaane

Aadhe Fasaane

Aadhi Haqeeqat Ka Hai Ye Ujala

Jeevan Mera Kaisa Yeh Ghera

Kabhi Savera

Kabhi Andhera

Kya Jaanu

Kya Pyaar Hai

Kaisa Hai Jeevan

Khud Ko Hi Na Dekh Payen

Hai Ye Dhundle Darpan

Fir Bhi Jod Ke Saare Tukde

Koi Roop Banaye

Pyar Kahen Usse

Lekin Usko

Arth Samajh Na Aayen

Pighle Aise Khwab Hamare

Aankhein Behne Lagi Hain

Aisa Kya Maanga Zindgi

Door Rehne Lagi Hai

Bas Ab Pyar Ki Hai Khwahish

Mere Khali Mann Mein

Ye Bhi Hai Zyaada Agar

To Kya Hai Is Jeevan Mein

Jal Jayen Sab Armaan Yoon

Har Saans Mein Toofan Kyun

Koi Na Jaane

Aadhe Fasaane

Aadhi Haqeeqat Ka Hai Ye Ujala..! "

" Kya karoon mein? Kya pucho unse? Kaise pucho jab unneh mujhpe vishwas hi nahi hai? Main toh khud berang ho gayi hoon sabki zindagi mein rang barte barte.. Sab kuch toh chooth chuka tha mera, kisii cheez ki koi umeed nahi thi jeevan mein. Ek pal mein sab kuch dekar sab kuch wapas cheenna chahte ho? Aisa kyun hota hai mere saath? Shayad khud se zyada vishwas karne lagi thi unn par. Lekin unneh toh mujhpe yakeen hi… Sirf ek kagaz ki tasveer se unneh mujhpe shakh aur zindagi se beghar karna chahte hai.. Sahi kaha yeh rishte na toh woh khush reh sakte aur na main. Mera toh khushiyaan se koi vastav nahi hai. Lekin unki khushiyon ke liye mujhe unse durr jaana hoga. Woh bhi subah se pehle. Kal subah woh meri chehra nahi dekhenge yahan. Yahin theek hoga"...... I exclaimed and panted to myself.

Originally posted by: Home786

I am completely dazed and freezed knowing everything. My hands were clenched together, unable to react to the situation. The wind is blowing hard with huge claps of thunder with lightning flashes on my face giving a mere wrench to a reality. As the night is getting darker and darker, my mind is befuddled with a number of perplexed thoughts and my heart is conflicting with burly guilt ridden notions. I am impotent to take a veracious step of my life at this onerous venture..!! I sat alone on the stairs of the Garden bowing my face on my laptop shedding silent tears… !

"Jeevan Mera Kaisa Yeh Ghera

Kabhi Savera

Kabhi Andhera

Dheeraj Khoye

Virse Sanjoe

Sapne Piroe

Dhadkano Ki Maala

Chipa Dard Kis Muskaan Mein

Mom Kis Chataan Mein

Koi Na Jaane

Aadhe Fasaane

Aadhi Haqeeqat Ka Hai Ye Ujala

Jeevan Mera Kaisa Yeh Ghera

Kabhi Savera

Kabhi Andhera

Kya Jaanu

Kya Pyaar Hai

Kaisa Hai Jeevan

Khud Ko Hi Na Dekh Payen

Hai Ye Dhundle Darpan

Fir Bhi Jod Ke Saare Tukde

Koi Roop Banaye

Pyar Kahen Usse

Lekin Usko

Arth Samajh Na Aayen

Pighle Aise Khwab Hamare

Aankhein Behne Lagi Hain

Aisa Kya Maanga Zindgi

Door Rehne Lagi Hai

Bas Ab Pyar Ki Hai Khwahish

Mere Khali Mann Mein

Ye Bhi Hai Zyaada Agar

To Kya Hai Is Jeevan Mein

Jal Jayen Sab Armaan Yoon

Har Saans Mein Toofan Kyun

Koi Na Jaane

Aadhe Fasaane

Aadhi Haqeeqat Ka Hai Ye Ujala..! "

" Kya karoon mein? Kya pucho unse? Kaise pucho jab unneh mujhpe vishwas hi nahi hai? Main toh khud berang ho gayi hoon sabki zindagi mein rang barte barte.. Sab kuch toh chooth chuka tha mera, kisii cheez ki koi umeed nahi thi jeevan mein. Ek pal mein sab kuch dekar sab kuch wapas cheenna chahte ho? Aisa kyun hota hai mere saath? Shayad khud se zyada vishwas karne lagi thi unn par. Lekin unneh toh mujhpe yakeen hi… Sirf ek kagaz ki tasveer se unneh mujhpe shakh aur zindagi se beghar karna chahte hai.. Sahi kaha yeh rishte na toh woh khush reh sakte aur na main. Mera toh khushiyaan se koi vastav nahi hai. Lekin unki khushiyon ke liye mujhe unse durr jaana hoga. Woh bhi subah se pehle. Kal subah woh meri chehra nahi dekhenge yahan. Yahin theek hoga"...... I exclaimed and panted to myself.

Pooja gayi kahaan? Raat bhi ho gayi hai.

I looked around in the house but found her nowhere. Then I went to the garden and saw her sitting on a bench. Crying. I felt bad. Par main kar bhi kya sakta tha?

' Raat ho gayi hai bohot. Bahar kya kar rahi ho? Andar chalo. Thand lag jayegi.'

Originally posted by: MishtiNew

Pooja gayi kahaan? Raat bhi ho gayi hai.

I looked around in the house but found her nowhere. Then I went to the garden and saw her sitting on a bench. Crying. I felt bad. Par main kar bhi kya sakta tha?

' Raat ho gayi hai bohot. Bahar kya kar rahi ho? Andar chalo. Thand lag jayegi.'

Originally posted by: Home786

" Ab jaiye main yahin theek hoon. Ab jaake so jaiye".... I said sternly.

'Chalo andar.'

I was being equally stubborn and angry. I grabbed her wrist and took her in.

Originally posted by: MishtiNew

'Chalo andar.'

I was being equally stubborn and angry. I grabbed her wrist and took her in.

Kis haqq se fikr kar rahe hai aap? Aap fikr mat kijiye kal ka subah se pehele main yahan se chale jaungi. Phir aapko pareshani nahi hogi"...

Originally posted by: Home786

"Yeh kya kar rahe hai aap? Chodhiye mujhe...I jerked away my hands.

Kis haqq se fikr kar rahe hai aap? Aap fikr mat kijiye kal ka subah se pehele main yahan se chale jaungi. Phir aapko pareshani nahi hogi"...

Pagal ho gayi ho kya? Kahin nahi ja rahi ho tum . Yahi rahogi.

kyun samajh nahi rahi ho ki yeh sab tumhare liye kar rah hoon main? Tum mere bina khush rahogi. Isiliye toh yeh sab kar raha hoon main!