FF : Tere bin na lage Mera Mann. Chapter 62 updated 23/02 pg: 78 - Page 5

how may times they mishbir feel that they are not special for each other...

because the fact is they love and fel special for each other...

the story is gripping up...

im liking this mishbir...

Wow.... Liking this.....

Thank you 😊

Beautiful and moving update! Abir Mishti’s sleepless vigil at the hospital 😢

Sleeping Mishti snuggling into Abir’s chest, 😍 I wish they would remain that way, waking up brings distance between them. Why was Abir so brusque when they awakened? Was it to hide his feelings? This is a more realistic Abir, men are such deniers 😄

I can totally visualize RheSha in this story
Kuhu Kunal scene, their budding romance while he’s taking care of her is cute
Please continue soon

Originally posted by: ruhi19

how may times they mishbir feel that they are not special for each other...

because the fact is they love and fel special for each other...

the story is gripping up...

im liking this mishbir...

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Do continue to read and comment

Makes my day..!

Originally posted by: Mii5

Wow.... Liking this.....

Thank you 😊

Thank you ❣️

Originally posted by: pallavi25

Beautiful and moving update! Abir Mishti’s sleepless vigil at the hospital 😢

Sleeping Mishti snuggling into Abir’s chest, 😍 I wish they would remain that way, waking up brings distance between them. Why was Abir so brusque when they awakened? Was it to hide his feelings? This is a more realistic Abir, men are such deniers 😄

I can totally visualize RheSha in this story
Kuhu Kunal scene, their budding romance while he’s taking care of her is cute
Please continue soon

😁

True...

Thanks dear for your support and encouragement ❤️

~~Tere bin na lage Mera Mann~~

Chapter 10

As she splashed the cold water on her face ...

Mishty felt her tears blend with water...

She knew ...she knew it before.....!

But why it must hurt this much.....?

She knew he won't be approving their closeness somehow.....but ...but ...

He could have melted the awkwardness between them with a simple...'its okay....'!!! but he chose to be rude to her and walked upon her!!...as if she did a crime.....when all the while it was.....

Her belly curled with the rush of emotions when she remembered his hands pulling her closer to his warm body....

No!! She won't let this pain ruin her!!

Mishty channelled her damp fingers through her hair pulling them away from the forehead and stared at her reflection in the mirror....

She looked pathetic...!!!

Mishty drew a deep breath....

Years ago she was an 8 year old girl who had the sense to shut Abir Rajvansh from her life...

without bothering about consequences...

She could do that again.....

She would do that again....

Today Abir had definitely proved to her that he was never interested in her and never will be interested in her other than she being his massima's daughter ....and why would he be.....!!

Mishty seethed as she recalled the numerous phone calls that kept him busy even in the hospital...and even though she won't admit that she tried to evasedrop....she had heard him taking 'her 'name...

So if Abir doesn't want her why she must burn her heart for him....?!! he was behaving as a perfect gentle man ..., perfect brother....and caring son....!!!..and now she will show him how one can be distantly polite and rude....!

She rubbed away the water from her face...underlining the determination to shut out Abir from her mind......her life.

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Sweat trickled down his temples as Abir worked out in fierce determination.....

He had to quell the ache, the pain, the guilt......

Leaving her like that was not easy for him...but if he stayed ....

He had walked to Maheswaris in daze .. through the drizzle.....and once he entered he felt as if the very air he breathed was her.....and it was a sweet pain as well as suffocation....!!!

He heard Kunal humming in the kitchen and saw Kuhu get up slowly from her bed....as he silently walked to his room...

He didn't want both of them to see him now....he went to his room and was tormented again by her smiling faces adorning the walls....

No...he can't stay here now..swiftly he pulled on a sweat shirt and track pants and sneaked out to the nearby park.....

He did 20 rounds of the foot ball ground sized park...and was close to exhaustion...but with a grim expression he accepted the fact.....his heart still wrenched in the ache ,pain and the guilt.....

He was rude to her...for his fault....!!

Abir vaguely remembered the feel of something precious being taken away from him as he slept and how he had clung to it ...as if his life depended on it.....

It was not 'it'!!!

It was Mishty....!!!

And the moment he realised it an unknown elation had bubbled in him.....till he remembered her smile.....!

What a fool he was to imagine even for a second that she liked him....that smile was for him....

The same smile that always made her face look like an angel....whenever she looked at Kunal..!!!!

She was dreaming of Kunal and he thought it was for him....!

Guilt seared his mind ...he loved his brother more than anything in this world....and all loved him ...why not?!! He was the most charming, witty, caring, loving boy.......he was his baby brother and he just would go to any end to make Kunal happy...

Even if it meant extinguishing the feelings Mishty Agarwal invoked in him.....!

"Abir bhai?!!! Aap aagaye?"

Kunal greeted Abir as he entered the living area....his smiling face frowning a bit seeing his soaked state....

"You worked out?"

There was surprise in his voice....

"Yup!! Just thought of not wasting a good morning ..!" Abir replied evading Kunal's questioning glance...

"Can I have some coffee ...I'll freshen up and come in two minutes..."

"Sure bhai.....lekin subah subah..aap kyu...."

Kunal's question went unheeded as Abir jogged to his room in a hurry....

When Abir joined Kuhu and Kunal in the living room a few minutes later...he was bombarded with questions of concern from Kuhu....and he reassured her that all was well in the hospital and her Dadi was stabilising fast...

"Tum bataao ..tum kaisi ho.?"

Abir asked Kuhu and she smiled wide...

"I am perfectly fine Abir bro...and healthy ...thanks to my Florence Nightingale in tee and track suit...!!!

She eyed Kunal naughtily as he acknowledged he compliment with a bow...

Abir could not help smile at his brother's antics....he was so adorable ....a tug in his heart faded his smile...

"Acha hua ki aap aagaye...thode rest le lo..do dinse hospital mein...soya bhi nahi hoga..mujhe lagtha hai Mishty ko bhi Ghar aana chahiye...woh bhi thaki hogi....."

Kunal said with a thought ful expression...

"Very true Kunal ...kyu na hum donon Abhi hospital..jaaye..Aur don't talk about my tabiyath...Iam fine and I am dying to see Dadi....tum na mujhe hospital drop kardo aur Mishty ko ghar.leke aajaao.."

Kuhu already stood up as Kunal nodded in agreement ...Abir shifted in his seat uncomfortably...

"Ya ... okay...we'll leave ASAP...!"

Kuhu ran to change and Kunal was about to get up that his phone buzzed.

"Haa..woh theek hai....we were just talking about you...Kuhu is coming with me to hospital and I'll bring you back home "

Abir got up sensing the caller and walked to his room trying to keep his composure as casual as possible...

He stood in the balcony with the steaming cup of coffee in his hand....

"Woh Abhi Ghar nahi aa rahi..she said she had some matters of urgency to attend related to moving to New York...."

Kunal's voice startled him from behind...

"Uh! Umm...."

Kunal stood beside him studying his brother ...in silence...

"Phir se jhagda kiya na?!"

Abir sighed ...he did not know what Mishty had told Kunal. A vague reply will do....

"Tum jaanthe ho naa .. we don't get along well...chod de"

"hmm.... but I had a feeling that you two had worked out a truce...?" Kunal asked probingly as Abir turned his face to look at the clear blue green mountains...

"Well it is over then...! Tum donon kabhi nahi sudhroge"

Kunal let out a sigh as he shook his head sideways in exasperation....

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Two days went in a breeze...

Abir was losing his patience ....he haven't seen her after that incident ...

At first he had dodged the chances of coming face to face with her ....but then at some point an urge to see her smiling face grew stronger within him....and then.....he realised that she too wished to avoid him...and his suffering increased...

But now ...when everything was fully arranged for massima's safe journey with full medical assistance to New York....when she is going to live in the same roof as his.....he really need to get a grip over his feelings ...and being the one who was rude to her he really ought to apologise....

"Kuhu...are you sure Mishty Ghar par hi Hain? ...!"

Abir asked Kuhu who sat beside Rajshri..

Rajshri was shifted to room and her condition was fairly stable according to doctors...

"Yes Abir bro....woh final packing..Kar rahi hain ....I phoned her earlier...she sounded really tired ...it's Kunal who is going to collect my transfer document ...."

"Hmm...tum yahaan sambhaal sakthi ho na .agar..Kunal Ghar pe nahi he tho....boxes wagerah Mishty akeli nahi manage Kar paayegi..."

"Sure bhayya ....in fact I should thank you....i'll manage here"

Kuhu smiled at him as he made his way out of the hospital lounge...

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Mishty had a hell of time...

She paid the bills due ,managed to obtain a transfer document for Kuhu and herself from the college,.called up all the people who had come to support her and informed them about their relocation...and packing....packing...packing....

Now as she finished draping all the upholsteries with Kunal's help she felt exhausted ....two days...she was fighting with 'him'....with herself...and all the work....stress of badimaa.......

"Mishty... you really need to take a break you know? aise chalthe rahe toh tumhe hospital lejaana hoga mujhe.. !"

Kunal said in a tone of accusation...as he stepped out from the bathroom in a track pants and a towel along his neck covering his top frame.......

She gave him a sly smile...it always worked on him...she smiled wide as she saw him let out his breath in defeat.....

"Okay....Jo Marzi wahi Karo....tum aur..Bhai...thodi daya karo na iss bechare pe....apne manmaani karthe rehthe ho .I am washing my hands over you both...."

The mention of Abir halted her hand in midair ...somehow Kunal was considerate enough not to take his name till this moment...

"Umm..ab...use Kya hua?" she turned her head away from Kunal pretending to adjust the ends of the sheet...

"Nothing...I think he misses his life back NY...! work... home ...work...Badimaa had given him an important assignment ...and he is a bit tensed by the way Pia is handling it...he want to rush back..."

She had vowed herself..... Mishty reminded herself when her eyes prickled....

"I have always wondered why Abir Bhai keeps himself so occupied always..woh itna busy apne aapko rakhtha kyun hai."

Kunal said in an amused tone...half to himself...and that made Mishty look up to him....

And he caught her eyes...

"I mean...his life seems to be so boring...i wish he relaxed a bit ,enjoyed parties ,flirted with girls ....you know....or at least fall in love..."

The hammering inside her chest was becoming louder.....Abir in love.....how will it be..?

Mishty!! Hold on!!! Her mind screamed at her heart....!

"Well...umm...you mean...he is umm...25...ryt..and has never dated ...?"

Mishty swallowed twice before she asked the question to Kunal who was drying his hair with one end of the towel...

"Of course ...but only if I gave an ultimatum....!! I had a couple of blind dates for him ...but ..."he sighed ..."failed miserably."

"But...Pia...?"

Mishty stopped in mid sentence and Kunal turned to her ....a smile on his face....

"Yes!! Mere Mann mein bhi yeh khayaal pehle aaya tha... waise...they can be a perfect couple ...haha...perfect workaholic couple..."

Mishty made an expression similar to dragging her lips to opposite side and turned to pick her dress to change...

"But you know what ..mujhe mere Bhai keliye aaisa koi chahiye Jo unhe tootkar Pyaar kàre unko hasaaye.,roothe tho manaaye...unhe har Khushi de.....hell ! he deserves such a girl....!"

Kunal's outburst was unexpected ...and when Mishty faced him she saw anguish in his eyes...

"Kunal...."

"Mishty.. .woh apne aapko itna busy rakhtha hain...he is so alone.. mujhse kahenge..tumm life enjoy karna..but ...he has a stone face in front of Badima.. only..business conversations with Her .and his life....."

Mishty remembered the way Meenakshii aunty and Abir managed to remain in a room for more than five minutes....always ready to bolt at the first available moment....

"umm...he doesn't speak properly to aunty even now....?"

Mishty asked hesitantly to which she got a nod in reply....

"its okay Kunal....let him live his life as he want .."

Mishty tried to brush off Abir's topic..she felt uncomfortable just thinking about his lonliness.

.."..we can't force someone to live according to our wish....and moreover ... You are tensed for him?!!! He is your older cousin brother ....so why...."

Mishty gasped as Kunal grabbed her elbow with an alarming force....she was for a moment dumbfounded by the anger she saw in his eyes....

He continued his glare which then simmered ...and then suddenly he let go of her.....

"I am so sorry....it was rather foolish of me to say that .I know he is the most precious person in the world.. for you." Mishty managed to mumble rubbing the spot where he held her arm....tears spilling out from her eyes.

Kunal pulled her into an impetuous hug....

"Sorry Sorry....I didn't mean to.....but..Abir bhai...is my own brother ...I will have no arguments on that .. even from you Mishty.."

Kunal whispered into her ears ....and Mishty hugged him ....patting his back....!

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Abir stood rooted at the door...he felt as if his eyes were expelling vapours ....making him misty eyed....only a form of two persons locked in a hug being recognisable.....

Why must it ache him so much to see her in his brothers arms...?

Why it must tear him apart when she look at him and smile.....

He loved her......!

Tears rushed into his eyes as in a flood....

The girl who followed him to anywhere with Kunal in tow ....her long braided hair dancing as she jumped the boulders in the field.....

The girl who sobbed leaning onto his shoulder, grieving her badepapa's loss....

The girl who turned cold on him .,..the girl who snuggled into his chest 2 days back...

Did he love her all along? The thought send a cold shiver all along his spine....

Abir leaned on to the kitchen counter....for support....

But never ever she will know his heart.....and he will make sure that Kunal keep her happy .

Always...

Hope you all will enjoy this...

"me tormenting Mishbir.."🤭

Please do comment..it means to me a lot..

Tell me why you like or dislike a character... haven't introduced negativity yet...still...

Made me very emotional at the end....

Thank you.... waiting for next update....

Oh YES! Abir realized he LOVED her! 😃

Oh NO! He thinks Mishti loves Kunal!

Why, Why always wrong connection between these two? First Mishti misunderstood his pulling away at the hospital, now he’s misunderstanding Mishnal hug *tearing my hair out* 😡

Such gadhedas these two are 😄

When will Abir realize Mishti and Kunal are just best friends not lovers? Probably when KuKu get together

When will Mishti realize she loves Abir? When will the barriers of hurt ego and feared rejection be broken by a flood of emotions?

Please don’t make Mishti marry Kunal, as it seemed in the prologue 🥺

Continue soon

this is awesome...

one perfect conversation needed to mishbir but they really fight in that too...

how they are craving for each other... would love to see how they will fall in love...