This episode is also one of my favourite episodes. It was so beautiful, there was only RanJa and more importantly there was a mixture of well portrayed emotions which I loved.
Raja wants to give the relation another chance because he truly loves her and Rani doesn't, she too loves him wholeheartedly but there are things beyond love in a relation and for Rani it's trust, it's her self respect and much more. Raja assures her that he would always try to keep her happy and listen to her and she listens for she too wants things to get better but then the break point was when the cup fell and broke. I felt that this cup breaking was shot on purpose, One as an indicative that she was right that she was breaking the relation and another saying that Raja's promises will break no matter what...maybe he won't have any intention but circumstances will push him to.
I totally loved Rani here again, the way she talks about how a wife is, how she cannot buy an expensive thing because people will tell she fought so much for the money and not for him, how people will bad mouth about her. I guess she was not talking about anybody on the streets but his own family members mota and moti. It's obviously that they will attack her personally. She says a wife has a right to steal money from her husband's pocket, she she has but unfortunately Rani can't do so because people will question. One parts of me says Rani was never the person who thought about people, she thought about her family....her ideology, even when she was going to become a besharam bahu she never thought about people but the other part of me tells that she is right, because when those people are your family then you are bound to get hurt.
I loved it when she says the mangalsutra broke the day Raja told her to go away from her life, it's like saying without him, nothing matters to her, and these symbols are an identity for her, for their relationship and when this relationship is not there anymore these things have no meaning.
Rani recalls how he had made her believe, 99 pe saamp nahi katega...I loved the flashback, when they were sitting by the pond. It was so hurting to hear her say it was no shrinathji who cut me off at 99 today, it was you. It hurt me so much, Raja obviously would have been hurt and I guess that was his break point.
He decided to walk off but only after promising that he would never let a snake cut her off at 99. And he took the mangalsutra as a symbol from her, as it was a part of her to keep it close to him and always remember that he had to win her back. And he left the shoes for her, so that she can never that they were always meant to be together.
I loved the whole piece of Raja and Rani talks, where Rani says life is not a fairy tale and Raja says it is and Raja and Rani are meant to be together. I would say here that it's their thoughts that don't match, more that the rich and poor thing Rani claims to be the reason for the instability. And both of them are right in their ways, but ultimately they need to accept their thoughts to move on and I guess this separation will help them sort that out. Also I loved the fact it when Raja says our relationship is much beyond all this, there is something that will always keep us together. And when he says shoes always go together and not separately, I was like that's It, Raja must get to work instead of talking. I loved this dialogue but I would want him to do much beyond speaking now.
Mota Papa is angry that things went haywire, out of his control. Moti mummy is upset that Mehul left the house more than the fact that they lost the shop. I feel like she was just a player in gunwant's game, all she wanted was her son Mehul to have everything. It surely doesn't feel like she wanted Hitank to have anything, she wants his help but the way she had got him married to Darshana shows how important money is in her life...more than Hitank's....And I feel that she wanted this money for Mehul. Finally Gunwant says he is a lion, and no one can mess with one...he is planning something and somehow I feel that this is to do with Rani's memory loss. Maybe he wants to kill Raja and Rani comes in between and gets injuried or something and loses her memory.
The last bit where both are refreshing memories is my favourite. Every scene in the past was placed aptly in the present. I totally loved every bit of the flashback. One side Rani says everything is over and on the other Raja says I will not let anything happen, it was just beautiful.
Overall the episode was too good. I loved it. Waiting to know about Rani's memory loss and ofcourse Raja's steps to bring her back into his life.