Chapter 42
"Perhaps you're right your Majesty"!. I am indeed miser when it's come to oil you by buttery words"!..
(Jalal stared at her with frown, oil"? Buttery words she think I just butter her up"? whenever I compliment her"?..ask his heart making him annoy, she's isn't wrong anyone who will hear you think same. You indeed over-react when you see her. Replied his mind making him scoff, as his heart argue, Not your fault no one can get to restrain themselves, when it's comes to her. His chain of thoughts break by firm tug on his Upper Sleeve of Angrakha, staring before his eyes widened as a gasp escape from his mouth which went muffle, cause of his mouth sealed with Her's. A minute longer when the felt dire need of breath they broke apart).
"Tell me what Matter most compliment or love"?...
(Panting Jalal stared at her, his face widened up with smile. As she seductively caressed his exposed neck. She was standing close very close, not a air could passed through them, at how closely they were standing. Jalal breath as he felt himself getting tough, The meal can wait he cannot he need her now).
"Tell me is it really needed to express love through words"?.. "when I know the way to express love through action"?... who is miser in love"?...
(As if she saw the desire in his eyes to have her, she stared up at him with mischievous glint, smirking inwardly she traced her forefinger on his cheek, And finding him regaining hold by coming out of the shock she gave him. She got cautious , As soon he try to held her, she retreated and walk back to mirror place, like nothing conspire between them minute back. checking her reflection in the mirror, Then gazing at him through the reflection , of him in mirror she spoke firmly).
"Right or wrong you're not allow to touch me"!..you hurt me lot"! How dare you belittle me before her"!..
"Wh"!..what queen Jodha that's not"!.."I can explain"!..
"No need cause I try to do the same"!.. but you aren't allow to touch me"!.. "But yes you will honoured by buttery words"!..
(Stunning him to core by her ploy, who care about praising he wants to hold her, but she's isn't allowing him, and by her move he was sure she's going to seduce him, but won't let him get close like forbidden fruit he can desire to have but can't. He try to step closer to try his luck once, he was about to held his hand on her shoulder, but she moved away, and turned around facing him. he know already the schedule won't help them, Now knowing she won't let him close herself, got him all on fire. Ofcourse she needn't to praise or compliment to make him happy, her mere smile on his way, her attention on him is enough to get him warm up. "God why I even agree with those kids"?.. he stared at her she was dressed in Red Color Ghaghra Choli, however unlike previous time her ornaments aren't wide breadth to cover half of her, Her necklace, arm-let, bracelet, waistband, all were fine designed but narrower breadth, her dress was very luring at the sight cause of her look and open hair. He inhaled sharp intakes of breath, when he saw her getting her hair on front from back and pulling her Dupatta over her head. The Odhni isn't enough to secure the sight of Lace knots of Choli from others. Gulping he opened his mouth to speak but no sound come out. But perhaps she got mercy on him and pulled her hair back, then walk out of the room with smirk on face. "Great you wanted compliment from her"? Now you won't get to close with her"!.. "Greed is bad very bad"! Thinking this cursing himself inwardly finally getting a time to got hold om himself he walked behind her. But his blood boiled up watching Jodha talking with One men, his back was facing her so he didn't Gets to know who is it. Walking closer he heard Her).
"My interest hadn't changed"! infact it's increase with time"!..
"But sure you got tamed and changed"! All cause of restrictions imposed on you"!.. "through power position or"!..
"You're here Queen Jodha"!.. "Was looking around for you"!
(The men tilted his head back, listening the words from behind, his eyes shown the displeasure , which comes cause of sudden interference of him, for fraction of second but it disappeared soon anyone could caught, if Jalal didn't had his eyes on him he would misssed the look of annoyance and displeasure, surprised then mockery, but he did and saw it clearly , "Prince Ranvijay like you find my presence and interference displeasing"!. I find your presence and time with my love displeasing to"!. Thought Jalal in mind, but then Ignoring him he look back at Jodha, who was now having grim smile on face his hands curled into fist as he realised how Words of Prince Ranvijay stung her heart. Stepping closer to Jodha he held his hand around her and Stared at Ranvijay with hard gaze , who stared at him with rage as well. Before anyone could say anything or do a maid comes their conveying the message of Grand Dowgar Empress to Jodha, expecting her presence at hall. Which made Jodha nod as she gave a curt nod to both and walk out of there. Leaving two Men behind, as soon she left Ranvijay and Jalal stared at each other at absence of others they didn't care to hide their annoyance from each other, their jaw were clench body stiff gaze hardened hand curled in fist over the Sword they held in hand. Ranvijay was taller than Jalal as he stared at him almost towered over him but Jalal didn't even retreated an step back, for him it wasn't new , however Any onlooker can misunderstand the scene assuming, They're trying to show their supremacy on each other, through their physical strength, but this wasn't the case here these two royal blood were calculating and trying judge the other a minute later Jalal spoke).
"You shouldn't step out of your line"!..
(Ranvijay understood what he mean, by stepping out of line, he doesn't appreciate his time with his queen, and he cannot blame him, however his cold fondness were getting warm by rage by the sight of Jodha. He didn't wanted to accept the invitation and comes to Amer but he did, "She never said yes to me"! But she did said yes to our enemy"! Never held her gaze on other warmly"! but here she had fallen for our Enemy endlessly"? But till now he was in illusion their relation isn't what it's look like. And Jalal action prove his assumption, thrir relation lack warmth of Love"! But then Jalal Possessiveness And dominance, make it hard for him to understand their equation not like it was matter of his concern. Cause his intention is to get even with both. "such a restriction aren't in Their culture. Surely it different in Mughal household, or The Emperor is bit more Possessive"?. Thought he inwardly as he stared at Jalal appearance, then recall how he speak from behind. "A Jackal cannot become a lion even wearing a lion's skin"!.. thought he inwardly but didn't speak his mind out loud. However Jalal gaze was on him only and by the way he found Ranvijay gaze on his dress then at him flickering with some thought. He realised he just mocked at him inwardly. He waited to get some verbal reaction out. But Ranvijay provided none of it, he just let out an amused smirk then walk away).
"Greetings your majesty"! Are you waiting for someone"?...
(Tilting his head back he saw Maan Singh standing with his two brothers, realising he's the only one standing at corridor, he shook his head in no then yes, making the three boys to glance at each other in confusion they look back at him realizing his folly he spoke).
"Ah greetings I was waiting for three of you"!...to join me at dinning hall"!..
(Listening this they let out wide smile, and gave a nod making Jalal sigh inwardly as they proceed towards dinning hall which was truly tremendous in term of Architecture. The fine work done on walls was hard to miss, the decoration, walking through the Grandeur entrance fine carpet laid out from the entrance towards the table, It was divided in two part through the thick curtain, one for men's other for ladies. All were assembled there already, King Aditya Simha"! King Ranvijay"! Prince Virndra Ranawat"!. prince Surya Vadan the atmosphere got tense as soon he step there with Maan Singh Brijesh Singh and Madho singh, the sharp gaze the Rajput kings threw at his way was enough to convey their displeasure. But out of courtsy none dare to verbally voice out. Sighting the sitting arrangements he sigh inwardly it was as such way where he could be closer to Jodha and The Dowger Empress. But at distance from the Rajput kings as much it's look like he's honor it was clear as water it's made to not let other get discomfort. Just like last night when they were out for formal gathering to exchange civility and presents. By last night thought his gaze fall on Ranvijay who was trying to sneak at glance at Women's portion. God how pleasing it will be to break the neck of few now"!.. bless me to have self control on my temper"!.. thought Jalal inwardly as servant served him meal. With Jodha's ignorance other's eyes on her, unwelcome vibe for his presence there, it was already getting hard for him to even swallow down a single bite of meal. The conversation was going on about the function, but his eyes was on her. To which she royally ignored making him more Annoyed. All this was noticed by the Dowgar Empress and Grand Dowgar Empress, they shared a glance at each other than smiled at each other watching the little ploy of Jodha Jalal).
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"Penny of your time"! "Prince Ranvijay"!..
(A voice pulled him out of his thoughts as he stared back tilting his head, a grim smile appear on his face, realizing who comes to meet him he was burning in sheer jealousy and rage from time he met Jalal. And expected same emotion from the person who comes to meet him. Cause Jalal had whom they both desire to have with determination. However he fail to see what he wanted and look on to know the purpose).
"Greetings Prince Surya Vadan"!..
(A curt nod and Surya Vadan stood besides him staring up at the cloudy sky, who are almost ready to engulf the place by bestowing everyone with rain. Unlike Ranvijay Surya Vadan always been noble in matter of heart, but true manipulative person in masking his emotion by wearing facade of calmness, one cannot truly understand what goes on his head when he unexpectedly like someone).
"What you think"?...About breathing the same air with enemy"!..
"Not pleased"!.. "but we have no choice prince Ranvijay"!..
"We always have choice"!. It's depend on our own priority"!.. "we Priorities our own subject and state"! Above our desire"!
(Surya Vadan scoffed inwardly,cursing himself why leaving all the people in palace, he comes to Ranvijay. The men hadn't change still same, bad or good he never mask his emotion, defeating him easy for others cause they predict what he will do how and when. However the sight of soldiers in black making their way to other corridor caught his attention, and he recall his purpose to meet him. Hence opening his mouth he spoke, ignoring the earlier words if Ranvijay like he hadn't heard it even though they stung him right their on heart reminding when he was busy battling with Afghàn, and pendemic he lost his love to his enemy).
"While you're analyzing the failures of life"! "Don't be ignorant to the ploy of enemy"!
(Saying this he pointed towards the soldiers in black, earning a frown from Ranvijay who gazed at the soldiers in rage, but then something else caught his attention to. The unusual sight of two soldiers who were sneaking towards left corridor where, the Rajput Royals living temporarily. Ranvijay end up losing his paitence and ask in curiously with alert).
"What they're doing"?.. "we need to ale...
"No"! Let's watch"!. "Like we always do"!.
(Ranvijay blink then stared at Surya Vadan furiously for seconds then look back at the soldiers who, disappear in the room, through entrance of ground floor corridor. minutes passed by, As they watch few Rajput made their way out covering their face, so they fail to watch who are they. Ranvijay was alarmed by the happening before him. What's going on"? But then Surya Vadan words re-rang in his brain "watch like we always do"! Oh so this is what happening"? The emperor didn't come for the sake of wedding ceremony or his wife. But for his own political motive, hid spy are trying to figure out strength and weakness of All royal arrive in Amer, and his men are trying to associate themselves with other Royals men, to get them on Mughal side).
"That's audacious"!.. "we should oppose them"!..
"How you think we should do that"?..
(Ranvijay stared back at Surya Vadan challenging gaze, as he questioned him, but he himself found no answer, either they opt for Pratap way and live all their life in exile, or Go by Amer way, both ways aren't easy to opt for. And the patriotic heart of them doesn't wish to bow, where's the Practical mind of their do not desire to become non-existant either. Their fault the diversity in Rajputana becoming one of main cause of their defeat. Their women their land their subjects their culture everything once they proudly owned and enjoy was now slipping out from their hands with each passing day. And they can do nothing just watch"? Like they always done whenever one of state went on war with other. And wait for their own time to go on war. Ranvijay was enraged alarmed but more than that become desperate to do something. However looking at Surya Vadan he knew he's isn't the one To take help from this he walked out of their leaving Surya Vadan behind who smirkingly watch the retreating back Ranvijay and stared ahead, but the smirk wiped off from his face as soon he sighted Jalal and Jodha).
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"Queen Jodha"! At least talk to me"!..
(Spoke Jalal as he walk behind her in the corridor while she continues, walking holding a plate fill with flower petals. To his luck no maid of soldier was on their way as he chase her but she wasn't only fast but very quick in shoving him away. He was annoyed leaving him her attention was on everyone, and when he truly gets time with her someone comes to get him away a while ago only the Tilak ceremony of Maan Singh got completed all were now busy in checking arrangements of Haldi Ceremony not seeing any other options with her, he manipulated a maid asking her to inform queen Jodha that Grand Dowager empress ask for her).
"I am"!..
(Yeah you are but not like you do, you aren't looking at me or paying attention to my words"! Jalal wanted to speak it out loud but he done nothing just continue walking behind her, but within two quick hurried steps he stopped her near the open terrace, placing his both arms on each side of her he backcon her to wall. And stared at her while she look at him impassively. Then spoke calmly with hint of mischief in eye in very soft sensual voice).
"What happened Your majesty"?
(Oh he forget"! Did something happen to him"? No not when he have her this close, gulping he open his mouth to speak but words won't come out, Jodha took the chance and kept the plate on side table placed near the wall, and Put her palm on his forehead, the cold touch of her hand made chill run down his spine. As he felt his mouth Dry watching her licking her lip and looking up at him he would be blind and liar if he say he didn't saw the mischief in her eyes, oh she's playing he know but doesn't know how to respond to her little seductive only. She's true Temptress who can resist her he could feel his heart beating wildly).
"You don't have fever"! "Then why are you not answering"?...
"I it's"!..
"Are you in pain"?..
(Very Much"! Your ignorance hurt and your little seductive game is robbing my left over sanity"! He wanted to speak it loud but didn't, Jodha enjoy the condition of him knowing well how unbearable it is for him. It's always been thrill for her to know how she effect him by her mere touch, and yet his self restrain made her more impressed by him as well. But little seconds passed when he spoke huskily leaning forward down at her).
"Don't play with fire"!...
"Or else"?...
(Whisper Jodha as she questioned impassively staring at him, What is it"? No women ever get's to effect him just by standing close, or mere body gesture, she barely done anything yet he wants to ravish her, he didn't knew from where all this self-restrain he's getting but he was sure he don't wish to do anything against her wish, even though he have right on her, and already claimed her with love. Yet he was holding himself. The thunderous sound of lightning in the sky, jerk both of them out of their momentry urge. Glancing behind him she push him sideways in delight and moved to open terrace, the wet smell of soil hit her nostrils with the air mixed with flower smell. Jalal stared at her in awe as she move further, the slow rain started wetting her, as she pull her arms up, rise her head to feel the fresh water. She sway her foots, twirl around in and carrying little bit water in hands splash on own. She was enjoying it like a child, and he was spellbound by her wet sight, Is she the same girl"? Who had been so cautious around me"? No she was one who didn't trust you"! But this one is your love she trust you"! This mere thought from heart warm him up, as he look on in sheer delight, a part of him wanted to join her, but other part of him didn't just wants to see her enjoy by admiring her from far. The soft carefree Giggling sound break his thoughts as he stared ahead, unknowingly he started Walking towards her, she had stopped moving, was standing with her hands rise to each side, with her head rise feeling the cold drops of rain falling on her face, enjoying the way it's fall and purify her soul by the divine soothing touch, smiling joyously she was lost in the moment, but soon stiffened, as his hands sneaked around her waist. Opening her eyes she stared at front, she felt his hot breath passing through her wet hairs, caressing her wet shoulder in Incredible seductive manner).
"Why you never gave second thought"! to the consequence of your action"?...
(Jodha blush as she understood the underlying meaning behind his words, by the consequence of such a simple act. He was surely talking about himself, and the effect her action done on him. While she was playing with Jalal little did he know, how badly it effect her to"? Pretending to ignore him and intentionally avoiding him when all she wish to do is run up-to him stay with him hear him hug him touch him feel him. He doesn't that's why it's so easy for him to get worked up by her ignorance. In the moment, she just closed her eyes and went with the flow. Unknowingly, she tilted her head back towards his shoulder, her eyes still closed under the seductive effect of those breaths. Their faces were so close, Both wanted to just drown in the heat of passion and desire their closeness evoke in their hearts. His grip on her waist tightened. As his other hand gently touched her left arm and slowly felt its way down it towards her hand, his face lowered towards her neck. Their cheeks brushed with each other gently as Jalal slowly entangled his hand with hers. Closing eyes momentarily Jodha took a deep breath to inhale the essence of the moment. It was divine feeling for her, The place the time her own plans In-fact the world was forgotten. Both of them had lost themselves in each other. The rain fell on them together. Jalal's grip on her waist and her hand became stronger. As leaning forward, he was almost going to kiss her, when a thundering sound echos in the sky cause of heavy lightning. Jerking both of them to present, Jodha stared at him startled then push him away. Leaving Jalal alarmed, at how swiftly and hurriedly she escape from his clutches. A sudden splash of water on his face bring him to present he stared up and Saw Jodha splash water on him, and laugh at his expression her musical laughter was way better than any tune of instrument. He stared but then step forward to caught her again, but anticipating his move she ran. He try to chase her but she was way more fast then him. Few of the maids spotted them and got surprise by their act. They stared at each other then went away on their respective path to do work they had).
"Jodha stop"!..
(he called her breathlessly, from behind and started chasing her. But she laughed, increasing her speed. And after running for a while from corner to pillar to center she heard Jalal's voice. Again tilting her head back she found him at little distance).
"Uff..I can't run anymore"!
( viciously acted Jalal, pretending to catch his breath." Jodha hmm in response, and stopped to really catch her breath. She put her one hand on her waist and other on her stomach. gulping air in her lungs. By this time, carefully and silently, he sneaked behind her and was about to catch her when she sensed his presence and ran forward. But this time, he was too swift for her. Before she could get away again, Jalal grabbed her right wrist tightly. Because of her running forward, this sudden action made her jerk her foot twisted she let out a yelp in pain making Jalal panicked).
"What happened"?..
"It's all cause of you"!.. "my foot"!
(He immidately steady her on her foot, as she balanced on her left foot, and let her right one which got twisted relax. Jalal immidately bent down to check but then the rain got very fast to truly look or check anything he stared up at her in distress then sneaking his arm around her waist took her in his arms, earning a gasp from her she immidately sneak her arm around his neck to caught hold on him. He look down at her, and she look up at him but the pouring of rain made her eyes close, her face mirror the pain she was having in foot while her tight clutch around him was clear he needs to have control over himself to provide her first aid, he cannot get lost in her for now. Walk-in hurriedly while having her in arm securely he made his way to the adjacent rest room, and made her sat on couch, she gripped on his Jama tightly he held her hand and released the grip assuring her it will be fine soon, bending down Jalal moved her wet skirts slightly, the wetness on her foot was the sight to behold for him, he so wish to run his hand on their, but then noticing the little slivers of thread where the silk was torn, and lifted her foot. Such a perfect foot, he thought, such slender ankles offset by gold anklets, he was about touch them when she hold on his hand. Feeling ticklish like before).
"What are you doing? "don't touch my feet."!
(Jalal grinned at her but didn't free her foot or spoke anything he just took her foot in his arms and placed it on his thigh. He ran his fingers over the wet skin, and found a little red bruise on her ankle, Jalal looked up at her face to see if she showed him correct place. But her eyes were not lifted to his. Her face looked flushed. Cheeks reddened).
“Does it hurt very much?”
(Jalal’s voice was low as he began pressing her foot delicately. She nodded dumbly, smitten by him. His caressing hand sent thrills through Jodha.When she finally met his eyes, but then her foot was needed attention, Jalal observed carefully then pressed on the ankle little more expertly earning a gasp from her).
"Don't move"!..
(Jalal warned her as he anticipated not able to bear she will tey to get foot released he gave few more firm tug and finally able to fix the sprain, then massage her foot for while to relieve her from pain. Within five minutes Jodha was relaxed she was, impressed how he know quite lot about way to provide medical aid. But then she felt Embarassed to think Highly on this matter, he's warrior and warrior have friendship with injury wounds like these. They sure know how to get aid, but instead of harsh the way he was so gentle and handled her foot tenderly touched her).
"It's hurt"?
"When you're with me"!.. "injury like this"! Cannot hurt me for long"!..
(Simple line, said more simply, yet they warm his heart like he won one of the biggest battle of life. The line speak of her faith over him, her stand for him. And this not only provide joy but alarm him for the huge responsibility, to protect her , to not let her faith broken. Staring at each other unblinkingly they talked through gaze. When once more a thundering sound break their moment, he look at her then spoke).
"But I was the reason you got hurt"!...
"I never said I cannot get hurt"!..
(He smiled at her grimly, knowing what this mean, but before he could ponder over his thoughts more, Jodha held his hand, bring them up the very hand which touched her foot. Staring down at them she spoke softly).
"You're the Pain"! "You're the cure"! I am in love with you"! Your majesty"!...none can change this"! Just like none can change us"! Our identity our position our idiology all are part of our life"! But our love"? Is above all this"!..
(Jalal stared at her with open mouth listening her words, for time while he was glad she was staring at his hand not him. Various emotion rush up to him, as he stared grimly at her, "how I become lucky to have her"? From no one to suddenly so much"? How I am still sane to the world"? He visualise his own little Self who was hungry for love warmth from her parents, but pushed in battlefield against enemies to fight. He recall his own lonely sleepless nights, when he would dream to be with his mother but comfort himself through her letters. Then his own Dishearten self when he will tey to have his own moment with his mother his sister his mentor but they will just treat him.as prince who have responsibility even if they understood his dilemma they brushed it off. To let him fight with his demon alone on own. A soft wet touch on cheek brought him out of thoughts as he stared up in awe, she kissed him on cheek now looking down at him mischievously. He smiled widely was about her held her but she retreated then ran from him a bit then stopping she tilted her head back at him and spoke).
"You are still now allow to come close"!...
(Before he could comprehend the meaning of her words she went out of his eyesight, he just sat down numbly on floor over his one knee, putting his hand on couch where she sat before and stared at the way she went from. Chuchkling to himself he shook his head in disbelief then look at sky, it was getting clear now but the hour of rain done it's magic already a strange purifying freshness spark in environment by the rain. It was easing the sense of everyone in divine way the beauty of nature was alluring the cool clean beeze was hard to ignore but the wetness of his own dress made him got up to get change).
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"Keep them here"!.. Careful they shouldn't get damage"!..
(Spoke them men in authorative voice, instructing few men as they placed wooden boards in room it was covered by cloth, They were curious but they Daren't to peek glance at it. What it could be behind the cloth"? However even oblivious to his attendees curiosity but the men in charge, didn't cared to clear. But one of them being his pal and closed trustworthy men didn't bother to keep his curiousity at bay. As soon the rest of men walk out keeping things on place the other spoke in humble tone keeping his head at the directions of Wooden boards).
"Your Majesty"!.. "Pardon me for my audacity"!.. can I ask what's this"?...
(Jalal tilted his head and stared at the cloths, covering the wooden boards, he heard The words and query but what he could say"? He don't want anyone to get glimpse of his "treasure which is worth his protection"!.. nor he wants dismiss him like rest. Without provided a sufficient answer to his query, Besides he's isn't in mood to really have a conversation with anyone. His minute fill silence broke the paitence of other, which made the men speak again).
"Your Majesty"? "Is there something bothering you"?
(Something bothering me"? Yes there's lot of things bothering me, Her ignorance, her fear, her love itself become bothersome for me, But are you worthy to know my worries"? Thought Jalal inwardly as he pick up the glass pour some wine in it, then calmly take a sip sitting on couch royally. Again gaining no reply the men ask again his condition worries him, which become very evident on his words).
"Your Majesty"! "Are you listening"?...
"Amir I want to be left alone"!
(Replied Jalal in firm tone, making Amir stare at him with frown, what happen that he's so upset"? But knowing he won't tell unless he wants to, Amir bow then sighing inwardly walk out of there. "If only you push a bit more"!.. I would have told you Amir"! Thought Jalal staring at the retreating back of amir, "Why I don't have anyone like she does"?.. recalling how Jodha was trying to make Avantika believe on her lies, of not being in love with him. And wanted to make her leave but she didn't, "Cause you're Emperor"!.. replied his brain making his heart scoff as it retort back "I am human to"!. He didn't had to wait as his mind replied instantly , "But your Identity as Emperor is above your Human self"! Getting up from couch he walk towards the boards placed in room, raising his hand he pull the cloth off from it revealing the sight of beautiful Painting of Girl dressed in Yellow color Pale Ghaghra Choli with adorned with minimal Jewellery. "You have lot's of queries I have answer to all"! But I Cannot convey them to you"! Just like you cannot ask me straightily"!.. "Cause I am Emperor"! A lover in me cannot keep secret from you"! A husband in me cannot see you getting hurt"! Where's a Emperor in me Cannot keep you happy"! by revealing everything to you"!. "What I am supposed to do"? Can I tell you my ambition of conquering entire land"? which you worship by calling motherland"? Tell you how my next war campaign going to begin"? by deploying your dear ones on battlefield against my enemies"! who are dear to you in other way"? Can I rejoice my victory which comes through uncountable sacrifice of life's, which belong to your people"? Nor I can leave my plans"! Cause my ambition is as important to me like you are"! Nor I can tell you everything neither I can stop myself"! I Cannot do it Cause I know it will hurt you"! I was the one saying to never let go of your root's"! "Then how can I convey you the truth of my life which is cutting the same root you belong to"? How can I convey you"! whatever you heard is true"? But not entirely"? Even if you believe me then to it will hurt you in one or other way what I am supposed to do"? Who I shall ask"? Is there anyone who can advise me"? How to deal with this emotional Turmoil"?...admit or not we both are torn in two part"! No matter what our position is, our identity will be forever play important role in keeping a certain of secret between us"!.thought he inwardly as he stared on at the painting kept before him. Then thought about her words, how she able to understand him and he's the one not able to open upto her, his own incapability his own fear isn't letting him be clear with her, and eventually providing a way suspicion insect to caught her in the web of mistress and pull her into ocean of pain and self doubt. He paced here and there to think clearly However his attention snapped by the clash of metal sound, taking one more sip he walked towards terrace side and stared down. There Brijesh Singh Madho Singh were fighting with one, at first he assume it Maan Singh but a second glance he realised the person is much more height than Maan. Curious he stared to figure out when the sight of Jodha and Maan Singh caught his attention. And he decided to go there to see the third sword fighter as well talk with Jodha).
"That's enough for day"!..
"No Brother Maan Singh we wants to prove we are capable of Defeating His grace"!..
"None can match with Prince Surya Vadan in sword"!...
(The voice it's Jodha, did she really said it"? Huh Prince Surya Vadan let's prove you my love none are my match, thinking this he stepped in the arena, and spoke in firm voice snapping attention of all, busting Madho Singh Brijesh Singh whose attention went on Jalal, who comes there , and Prince Surya Vadan took the advantage of their distraction, placed sword on their neck by twisting the swords off from their hands through one swift motion).
"You sure"?...
"Your majesty you made us lose"!...
"Focus is what a warrior needs to win"!.. learn to have focus"!..
(Replied Jalal as soon Madho Singh accuse him for distracting them, making both boys stared at each other and made a face, where's Jodha just stared at him with unreadable expression, she heard what he said she just decided not to add fuel on fire, she had noticed he's extremely possesive of her, cannot tolerate her gaze on other men, hence here listening she certified Surya Vadan as unbeatable sure stung him. As warrior as husband as jealous lover and egoistic Emperor. Where's Maan Singh who sense the sudden spark of tension between the elders dragged Madho Singh Brijesh Singh out from their after greetings them once. But prince Surya Vadan just stared at Jalal in calm firm persona,he remembers the earlier intro time, when he greeted him but Jalal didn't hence he didn't made move this time. However he sense a certain ambition in Jalal eyes to see him defeated. The feelings were very much mutual cause of the enemity they shared. Jalal Swing and twirl his sword to warm up a little, then started approaching Surya Vadan, who stay still, he made few more swift swings by sword, but when it's get close Surya Vadan block it with his own. Jalal gave a curt nod in acknowledgement of his move. This happen rather hurried that Jodha didn't see it coming. But it was little to late to object, the Two royal bloods were already begin fighting she glanced around and found Maan Singh left already. Only few soldiers and Maid's were present that to at distance. Men in jealousy doesn't analysis their steps, she recall the words of her mother and realised how rightly she said. Now to Jalal forget he's an Emperor he forget the venue the occasion just wants to prove it to her, he can defeat Surya Vadan that he's better then any other. She felt guilty now if any of them got hurt or one win the other won't forget the Humilation of defeat ever She watch them fighting, Jalal was aggressively striking on Surya while he was defending himself, however when Surya strike back on him Jalal replied his attack with more Manipulative manner, their swords clash were aggressive and very hurried, however one can analyse by moves of both fighter that they're trying to figure out their opponent ways to fight, Surya Vadan Calm persona even in fight, where's Jalal was fighting strategically to win. both didn't wants to hurt each other that was, sure by the way they were considerate to not let their swords taste blood of each other, but surely wanted to defeat each other. Their aggression was well express through their attacks the swift hurried unmatchable skill in sword was on full display. Jodha was concern about both but she just stand still to see who could defeat other the more time pass, the further she herself found enjoying the sight, of two important men of her life one she respect and other she loves, surely she didn't wanted to take side of any, cause she doesn't have that in her to do so. However while they fought Jodha found herself staring at Jalal who was their dressed in black V cut Sleeveless Waist length Loose Top, and Brown loose wide Trouser, with five layer white pearl chain with uncut ruby studded necklace adorning his neck and chest. few Sapphire uncut rings on finger. He didn't had the Crown over head, holding unseath sword, it was getting harder for her to focus on Surya Vadan, The hot Masculine well built Body of Jalal glistening with sweat was making her go weak on knees. She had looked at him various times but now in this way, she had been close to him more than just stare yet, this sight was very new, she never seen him dressed like this, How tough it would've been if he would have dressed like this when they had their first sword fight. She was certain she won't be able to resist him then. The way his wrist twist hand swings and he dodge or strike forward jump each move and reflex of his body with sword was a sight to behold. She was staring at him but her attention snapped by low yelp and loud dashing sound, looking up she found both of them standing at distance from each other, Surya Vadan Waist got slight cut by Jalal's sword and he was looking down at that, While Jalal was panting and gave him time to respite. Jodha forget everything and Rush to Surya side, taking the dry cloth kept at side of Weapons, Their hand brushed together as they look up at each other, watching this Jalal who was now splashing water on himself got more enraged. Staring at them with clench Jaw hardened face sharp eyes he rise is sword again. Was about to resume the fight but Jodha intrupt them).
"That's enough For today"! This can resume on other day"!
"If Mughal king is kneen on fighting"!.. i don't mind"!
"No I am not kneen on fighting with injured men"!.. "Feel free to leave"!...
(Answered Jalal as soon he sense the sarscam behind the words and way of Surya Vadan, where's Surya Vadan just smirk inwardly listening his words then giving curt nod on Jodha way, walk out of there. As soon he left Jalal stared around and made a sign for maid and soldiers to get dismissed as well. Jodha watch this with confusion, but then his soul piercing gaze warn her off danger she got alarmed by his sudden Angry posture).
"Once you said other follow the protocol"!.. even if they desire they didn't made any advance with you"!.. "I wants to know was it same with you"?...
"Are you Mistrusting me"? Just cause I show concern for Prince Su"!...
(She didn't get spell Surya Vadan name, as Jalal silence her by putting finger on her lips, she stared at him without blink, he was standing far it was controllable for her to think but now with him standing so close with one hand holding sword and other on her mouth, his hot breath fanned on her face).
"Do not use this to take the name of other men"!.. "I cannot take it"!..
(This left her speechless for seconds, but as reflex she retreated one step then stared at him, she was sure if she stood closer he would figure out the desire clouding her heart to be with him. Then focusing on how he's having insecurity regarding her she stared at him, how could he think in that way"? But again anyone will if one show such concern for other or completely ignore one person for other. However this doesn't gave him right to question on her past life. Minute passed by when she speak).
"Are you trying to take charge of me"?
"Expressing my wish"!.."Isn't taking charge of someone Queen Jodha"!..
"But that's what is it"!.. you express your desires it's become law for others"!. "A challenge to take and win or scum to your wish"!...
"In that case I have right to order you to spend your day with me"!
"Do not try to play With me"! You cannot win"!.
"What about the game you're playing"?...
(Ask Jalal back smirkingly as he stared down at her, then sneaked his hand around her waist pulling her closer. Making her cautious for second, however she to look up at him, then run her fingers on his shoulder, today his fight with Surya Vadan cleared many things for her. First was his ambition which was very known to her, second his emotion for her which against clear and known to her. However his action made it clear, or put in words answer her unasked query. That the emperor in him the men in him won't give up on his desire his ambition ever. Today his Possessiveness for her took over him, and he fight with Surya Vadan even knowing if he get's hurt she will be hurt to cause she respect him. But before his own emotion he didn't truly cared, Similarly he won't care who he's fighting with and how, when it's comes to his ambition to rule, and dream of his ancestors to conquer Bharat comes. The only thing he could do was to protect her from revealing his plans with her. This clear hestitation of him create wall of mistrust between them. And this is something she needs to break as well. Unknowingly his fight Surya Vadan made her understand his own plight whiles watching her lost in thoughts Jalal took his own time staring at her. Her eyes mirror to her soul bare her heart to him, he read her out like open book. And felt relaxed that the thing she spoke in noon truly gotten clear to her as well niw. That it won't be easy as it said. understood him without him opening Upto her, however he had many things to ask and talk about with her. But he found it tough to speak while standing so close to her, having her in arms, where's Jodha who was thinking about his earlier question got lost in her past when she was herself fail to keep her emotion in check. She thought it's better to let him know now before he comes to know from other's. Hence she spoke in process breaking his chain of thoughts).
"I did"! Evoked emotion of crush"! But never Gets to ponder over it"! A little foolish self of me enjoyed the genguine attention"!.. and comfort of friendship"!
(The smile wiped of from his face as he open his eyes staring down at her, she was now looking sideways, with grim smile on face he released her her from his hold, allowing her to regain her composure as she stared up at the sky. Lost in thoughts as she continue speaking further).
"Three days"! Mere three days and I experienced lifetime joy"! I didn't knew their name"! But I knew their faith"! I didn't knew from where the arrive"! But I knew they're warrior"!..
(Lord she's telling about me"? Feeling restless confused he stared at her feeling extremely nervous to hear her side, he hoped she didn't evoked any love kind emotion for his brother, cause he was sure if she had it must ve Nasir not him, cause he only annoyed her. Making a silent prayer he looked at her. Watching her nervous he sigh then approaching her out his hand on her shoulder then spoke).
"Feel free to share"! I trust you"!
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