A goodbye from a fan - Page 2

Only watched his movies but still hard for me to come to terms with his death. Must be way harder for you guys. He certainly was a rare kind, we don't have too many of those. Nice to see he had fans who followed him throughout his journey and knew him better.

I really don't know what to say but just want to give you a tight 🤗

I have never been a fan of Sushant, still I am feeling so bad. I can't even imagine what you must be feeling. Please stay strong!!

This is very beautiful and pure, straight from the heart❤️

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Beautifully written. Wish you loads of strength to cope with this. He's gonna be alive in your heart :)

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Originally posted by: GrumpyTheCat

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What an apt quote...👏

Originally posted by: ninny

How do you feel when someone you have admired and followed since the starting of their career, someone for whom you have fought with random strangers on internet, someone whose success made you proud, dies in such a tragic manner? It's been almost a week and yet it feels like time has stilled since I heard the news. I haven't been able to concentrate on my work, haven't been able to stop thinking about all the whys and what ifs.

I still remember how I voted for him from both my mom and dad's phone so that he would win Jhalak, I remember how I begged my mother to take me to watch Kai po che just a week before my Final board exams because I was so excited to see Sush on big screen.

Watching him succeed in Bollywood made me so happy. It felt like he was part of my own family, someone I knew. But I have also seen the negativity which he attracted, countless blinds, people mocking him, calling him a druggie, a pervert, a weirdo and what not. I remember occasionally putting his name on search tab in Bollywood forum and finding no popular thread even when his movies were doing well. All I saw in Bollywood forum were some really demeaning blinds and people calling him ugly and pretentious. More than anger I used to feel deep sadness for him, seeing how misunderstood he is. I am not saying he was some flawless angel or a saint but he was a sweet guy, an introvert and so relatable.

When Chhichhore was announced I thought he will finally get his due. I had a feeling that this would be the next 3 idiots and will put him in the league of RS and RK. But I also noticed his change in attitude last year. He was very irregular on Social Media, hardly promoted himself and completely disappeared from public eye after giving one of the biggest hits of last year and the biggest hit of his career. I was frustrated and tbh even angry on him for letting such a good opportunity go waste. Like any other stan I got so obsessed with his career and success that I never realised that he was unhappy from inside.Not that I could've done anything to help him but I wish I knew that he was suffering, I wish I left some encouraging comments and messages for him, telling him how loved he is. Anyway it doesn't matter now. He is gone and it will take a long time for me to finally move on.

All the shit storm that has unfolded after his death is disturbing for his fans and for people who loved him. Everyone is cashing on his death, getting likes and retweets, making up stories and conspiracy theories, forwarding their own personal agenda and what not. I am sure this thing won't die down soon and might even get uglier but once it does I wish people would still remember him for what he was..a brilliant actor, an amazing person, a bright mind, a dreamer and an achiever.

Goodbye Sushant. You'll be always in my heart and star gazing will never be the same again.

THIS!!

People who are busy with all of this are not realizing how this must be disturbing the people who really loved him.

I pray to God that his family is not reading what is going on..

People should let his family , his fans and those who loved him mourn in peace...repeating one more time.

Ninny....very beautifully written tribute to Sushant. ❤️

Take a break from social media for a little while if that is what is going to help u heal. Watch his movies, his happy times, his articles, clipping speeches...whatever will make you feel that he is closer to you.

Hope you find peace❤️🤗

Good bye Sushant, I hope you find peace now as you are with your mom now. I have watched him since his very first show, kis desh was my favorite because of Harshad, but now I guess I can never watch the show in the same way again, it will be heart breaking to see Preet and believe the fact that Sushant is no more.I was never a fan, and even I am guilty of having criticized him but I never thought that he was talentless or not good enough for Bollywood, I always thought he was better than most of his contemporaries.

I am sorry Sushant, I was never wise enough to appreciate you more and cheer for you, but I know that a part of me broke when you decided to leave, I saw you first when I was in class 9 and i cannot express how disturbing and heart breaking it is to know the tragedy you have faced. I will always pray for your peaceful afterlife. Thanks for being my angel Preet, Manav and being Sushant throughout your journey in BW. ❤️. From the whole fanclub of Harshad Chopda, I just want to say that we love you Sushant, we will always remember you and the happiness you gave us by your performances.