|| The Last Call of a Deprived soul - Sushanth Singh Rajput || - UPDA

Beautiful poem by you, dear! 👏

SSR.. you are already missed 💔

Originally posted by: Guruvishva

I am going to Live....

Raised in a small town

Pampered all my life as a child

Did occur the first misery

Losing my angel - Ma

Little did others know

What did I went through

She wasn't there to hold me and console

The angel she was

She went back to heaven

Little did I start acting from then

Living was no more my thing

I acted to be a student

To be an engineering graduate

But the run was not enough

Took hold of my little courage

Broke out my small world

Entered into the world

To create my space

Continued acting but this

Time made sure to earn

Kept on running

Because I did not know

What I really want

Once again the love did shower upon me

Encouraged me for more

I did give happiness to many

Little did that make me feel good

Giving life to many dreams and hopes

In chase of dreams and hopes

From my world stepped on to

Universe - which was glittering

Only if I had known it's dark shade

The misery decided to follow me

I worked , I worked , I worked

I acted everywhere on screen

And off screen -I hid the boring me

Never did I run away - in hope of

A new dawn to enlighten my life

Nothing did really bring me my life

I still could not start to live

Now I was pushed to act more

For people to accept me

I was in need of love and bit of appreciation

I was denied ; denied again

Deprived of love and admiration

I want to hold many hands

Walk along with them

Yet I was pushed away

I was not needed

I tried many ways yet

I failed- Failed to live

Tired of tantrums and dramas

Tired of acting and smiling

Tired of being good

Tired of being not me

The shadows haunted me

I was no more needed in the

So called Universe

I was just being on the wrong place

Miseries adding one by one

Battled my brain and heart

In between my past and future

Win did by heart as always

This time decided to end this life

End my life of acting

I am no more

No more in the universe

But I am too late to acknowledge

My mistake - For being in the wrong place

I was needed by many

Many did want to hold my hands

Many did accept me who I am

I did have a chance to live

I could have lived

But I don't lament anymore

Here I am lying peacefully

On my angel's lap

I have started to live

My journey starts

This journey which I wanted

Love to take hold of me

Admire me and accept me

Heal my wounds and hear my mind

I am going to live....

- RPSS -

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This piece of writing has purely nothing to do with anyone.

I write myself to ease my soul.

I was not a die hard fan of him.

I really did know a very little about him.

But always came across his activities here and there.

This news ( 14.06.2020 ) of him did really shake me a lot.

I am still unable to recover myself from it.

This piece of my work is full of what I feel.

He really left a void 💔

Originally posted by: Swetha-Sai

Beautiful poem by you, dear! 👏

SSR.. you are already missed 💔

Thank you dear 🤗

This loss can never be overcome 💔

Originally posted by: ehaab

nice poem u will be missed😭💔

Thanks dear 🤗

Great loss😔

Originally posted by: Sanskruthi

He really left a void 💔

Irreplaceable 💔💔

Originally posted by: Guruvishva

Thanks dear 🤗

Great loss😔

Sad lost 😭

Originally posted by: ehaab

welcome my dearest 🤩

Sad lost 😭

Same here 😔

Trying my best to overcome 💔

Beautiful Poem..

You explained every pain and stuggle he went through...

As he decided to live with his mother for which he left this fake world of concern and love..

Hope he live happily, wherever he is..