I am saying this for the last time, as a person who have gone through the worst state, I know how it feels when we read a news about the suicide . It is devastating. There are many days I was in the verge of hanging despite of having a strong support system of family . These thoughts if we are depressed aren't in our control. Now I am in a better state but mental disease is something which can be controlled but it will show up when we are again in a vulnerable situation. We can recover but it is a gradual process but yet if there is anything which affects you deeply it will again take control on you.
I can relate to DP despite of all her other antics ,her inarticulate speech ,her awkwardness,her silence for days after irfans death (someone she was genuinely fond of),her tears on drop of hat and even the post on depression because depression matters mostly to those who have gone through it .
No matter whether it is Karan , SrK or DP they might have grey sides but they aren't really dark to be nonchalant about the accusations they face .
Last but not the least I will be grateful to DP always for making depression a normal thing to discuss .Before 2016 I was really not comfortable discussing , afraid that people will judge me but now I know that mental illness is a normal thing in this fast complicated world.
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