And this literally sums up AnuPre's relation. Whether it be love or hate, they will be living in each other's heart and the day their heart stops beating for the other, that will be the last day of their life.
Last 8years Anu had been living in a delusion that Prerna was living the life she deserved. I get you Anu from where you are coming. You meant to say that Pre never deserved to live a life where she will be daily insulted by your mother and sister, where her life will always be under Komo's threat and above all where she might have got convicted for an accidental murder she did to save you. And I completely agree with you on that part. But Anuu....in these 8years, have you ever felt that, just like the pain or yearning you were experiencing inside by being away from Pre, she too would be undergoing the same pain? If so, I am sure you would have found it very difficult to face your soul in such moments. That is why even when you have warned Komo to not come in way of Prerna’s happiness (in your words, the deserved life Pre is living now), you are getting affected when you see her around as Mrs. Bajaj. But I am sure that you are never going to let those emotions to overpower your mind which has now only one motto - to keep Prerna away from Komo, while at the same time letting Prerna to have the final win over Komo. And I am eagerly waiting for that day where you will be wholeheartedly smiling all your way, after seeing Prerna reaching those heights for which you did all these stupid acts.
Btw, Prerna I heard you saying that inn logon ke saath ab mera koi naatha nahin hai. Then why are you here today in BB? . If you indeed had wanted to have no tie with them, you could have easily taken them completely out of your system long back. 8years kaafi tha inn logon ko bhulaane ke liye. Aur tho aur you had a very supportive family with you, unlike the ungrateful Basus. Even then, if today you are here in BB, then it is only because subconsciously you have some strong connection with them. Also, to hate a person and to plan of revenging him, you have to think of that person continuously and your actions confirm that in the pretext of hating Anu, he was constantly there in your mind all these years, probably because he was more deeply connected to your soul. Isaliye, telling Bajaj that you don't have any feeling for the Basus was fine. But don't lie to your own self. And I am waiting for that day when you will come to know the truth behind what all happened with you. I don't mind you not forgiving Anu for what he did and if you can't trust him anymore. But, I would want you to give him that happiness of seeing you completely happy, evenif it might be you wholeheartedly moving on with Bajaj. Because, our Anu always had your happiness as his first priority, though his ways to get it for you had sometimes be the lamest one. From being scared of pins & needles to being ready to absorb all pangs of loneliness onto himself, our Anu has come a long way and so, we can't let him go off from our minds.
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