Maya & Rudra :
Maya and Rudra in their little yellow fairytale room that has accepted Maya's darkness ; Maya is the safest, the happiest, the most pampered in there. There, she is a girl who writes beautiful stories, revels in Rudra's love, feels even for Ananya in fleeting moments, talks poetry and goes all Rumified in Rudra's lap, sits in his lap and promises him moon and stars. And goes to sleep next to him with Rudra twinkling in her eyes - a fairytale indeed - a romance, a love , a security, respect and esteem that she never knew existed. For that love, she is even ready to accept colours ( Rudra's gift) in her life and give it a chance. For her 'Mera Rudra' , even Rajeev's flirty jokes on eyeing Rudra will also not do. That "Mera Rudra" screams a territorial shade and is a shade of Maya Jaisingh who has taken a backseat due to the return of trauma in her life. Meanwhile, Rudra has coloured that whole place and himself in shades of Maya - he is adjusting, he is compromising, he is absorbing, he is waiting and above all he is giving Maya a comfort zone of love and security - No matter how weird and peculiar she is, Rudra loves her as she is. He is living a dream that had almost slipped out of his hands. The man puts his hands where Maya's feet move. Rudra and Maya - it is such a fragile and tragic tale in the making that you actually are moved by it's emotional beauty and the doom ahead. It's like Rudra and Maya in that room are separated from rest of the world and every other being - time and space and other life just don't exist for them. There, Maya doesn't need to be scared and Rudra need not be scared of being betrayed. It is just so so so beautiful ( Wow, writing, acting and execution. ) . All their moments were beautifully done today and you can feel the love Maya has for Rudra. Rudra toh khair waise hi usske pyaar mein filhaal chaaron khaane chitt hai.
But there is a dark dark world outside the that yellow room that tries to make inroads into this fragile fairytale:
MJ-Antara-Diya- Rudra- Maya.
Kehte hain ki jo insaan apne KHOON ka sagaa nahin, woh kisee ka sagaa nahin. If MJ can see the love Rudra has for Maya in his eyes ; and yet destroy his son's happiness, if Antara who claims to love Rudra can fool him, lie to him, misuse his emotions just so that her dastardly swine of a husband can go and molest and torture a girl behind closed doors - WHAT KIND OF PARENTS ARE THEY? You may be the worst person in the world , yet you will try to be as pure and pious as possible when it comes to your own flesh and blood. But here, you have two beep beep beeps who can ruin their son all over again just so that their filth doesn't come out - they both know it within that Maya loves Rudra indeed , and yet because you are intrinsically twisted and wicked, you are ready to stab your son again with the same thing that destroyed him last time. If you can do this to your own son, Maya kaun se khett ki mooli hai?
Diya , who herself has no self esteem, is a bound prisoner of abusive "love" and addiction to MJ , a glorified garbage bin that MJ uses for "services" and "loves" as far as his passions allow , she is helping that swine abuse another woman? Forget a moral compass or having ethics, this shame in the name of a woman has no sense of SELF. Your whole life is a lie and you are worse than a mistress because a mistress at least knows she is a mistress. Jab khud ke andar ittna andhera hai, ittna sanaata hai, toh baahar kya uglogi? You are a NOBODY Diya, living with the false identity of being someone.
Coming to MJ , I have nothing to say about him that i have not said already. All the good looks, hotness quotient , money, swagger and sexuality cannot make you even HUMAN ( forget being a man) if your core is that of a beast. And TBH, MJ is a PRETENTIOUS COWARD. He can only show his " power" , his "control", his " pukeworthy masculinity" BEHIND CLOSED DOORS where he can hide the monster inside him. If you are so much 'MJ', be evil in the open. Unleash your ugly , filthy core in front of everyone and let them be scared of you for what you are , and not what you pretend to be. Shaitaan ho na? Toh chaudhe mein aakar bano na! Seena thokk kar bolo ki tum ho kameene. Hai himmat? Kahaan se hogee? Even satan has the dignity to call himself evil and forbidden with a certain pride. And you are just a COWARD who lives in the hallucination of original power. You can only intimidate puppies, MJ. Not carnivores and you will see that sooner than you think.
As for what MJ did to Maya today in the planned absence of Rudra is just a violent display of cowardly power control by an insecure, malevolent , destructive narcissist. And unless Maya goes through a BREAKTHROUGH moment where Maya Jaisingh breaks through the revisited Manvi and puts that scissors into MJ's mouth, this triggered trauma will keep re cycling itself. The brain BREAKS the cycle of trauma once a greater/fiercer emotion takes over. It is like a bottleneck - once you squeeze through it, the bottle loses control over you. It is like in those fantasy movies - you never thought Harry could beat Voldemort ; Voldemort terrorized the life out of Harry and yet, when the breakthrough moment came, Harry destroyed him into ashes dissolving into the wind. Maya needs that HARRY POTTER moment and MJ will have no control over her.
That's all from me today. And yes, Rajeev was such an ice pack for my head today. This boy needs to shift into Roy mansion and show his colours.
P.S- Rudra is going to be upset and hurt at the shredded hair locks and the dress. And that would break Maya's heart apart from finding a new story to tell. And they both make such baby faces when they are hurt.