Akdha Dark ff Game of Destiny chapter 43 on page 136 - Page 19

Originally posted by: divyadaya13

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Chapter 18

"First night in Agra here at my room didn't see that coming Jalal"!

"I met everyone only you were left cause you were busy"! Then I was ever Rukaiya! Besides I always met you in last after coming back Agra even when we weren't married"!

(Stepping in her rest room Rukaiya got surprised seeing Jalal half laying on her bed drinking wine. Thus she fired the first question at him she really didn't see that coming ofcourse before queen Salima she pretend to not bother by Hindu queen but the she was bother by the fact as well but knowing she have no say in it. And she had to dealt with it anyhow she decided it's better dealt with her gracefully as queen then as insecure jealous wife who take every new women in her husband life as threat to her own position at her husband life. Alas perk of knowing Jalal well , she knew you can't bind him once he say he trust you with life he mean it and none can change the fact. The others just need to stop pushing themselves up to get brace by his expressive good gesture , cause once he start doing that then it mean he will led you to way where at end when you start reminding what you done he will remind you back how he repaid all the favour you done to him. She was about to by passed the bed to check when he held her wrist and pull her on bed making her fell flat on bed on her back while he hover over her by side gently caressing the wine glass on side of her cheeks. To which she just smirk and spoke raising her brow).

"Does that offend the emperor who make other wait ended up waiting for his queen"! Nevertheless true to your action always I wish you were true to your emotions as well"!

"The offender doesn't get to the sunrise ever if it's me they offended on first place Rukaiya"! While emotions aren't my thing always messing up with me"!

(True again he and his emotion you can't predict on even pregnant women won't have such mood swing like he does when he get high on emotion he speak which will be so unlike of him even it's get hard for him to get control on his action. Maybe one of reason he is doing what he never done back then ever in life. she liked the fact he is always honest with her in terms of any secret the thing he won't share with anyone he will share with her. Gosh what more a women can wish for she have power fame cause she married him she can keep it up with grace cause she is dear to him. And she is very much on his love list the way he talk to her the way he behave with her he do with none admit he won't get charm by her looks even if she is is bathtub but that's cause horny desire aren't only thing to excite for women. But one thing she can see and he can't or maybe he can but he doesn't wish to admit was something deep intense and very strong thing evoking in him cause of her. And it can't be stop the more is merrier after all and with time pass it will get strong stronger and stronger she just pray it's doesn't get to turn out love later on or else she is doomed).

I wonder why you even pretend to have ego when you're so damn humble"! And straightforward"!

I have my reason"!

"Of-course you do royal brat"!

I won't said that if I would've you"!

(Listening this Rukaiya look at him then end up gigling softly, why I can't see her gigling at my presence there are many women he might laid with but none were as close to him then Rukaiya not even his own sister even though both have many similarities yet his sister always seem to be competive with him. While Rukaiya make others compete for him thus he get save by being her medium of entertainment purpose. Both of them seem to crave for power doesn't matter about ways to get it. But both of them love him in Thier own way. What he is doing comparing his hot headed sister with his cool head wife. Well it's to odd other when he can compare his biological mother with wet nurse then such a little comparing are fine to do).

I know now tell me what's up with you taking such a strong support for one you claim to hate"! And don't pull stunt of its an act of diplomat at all I ain't going to buy that"!

You won't believe if I tell you why I did cause it's damn silly and absured to believe at first cause it's so unlike me"!

Try me and see it on own I will believe or not"! But when it's happen that I didn't believe you"!

Well the thing is"!.. I I myself don't know what and why I am doing it'!..I want to teach her a lesson no doubt", but I can't tolerate others to do anything against her'!..

(Rukaiya look at Jalal while he look at her, not getting what does it mean you hate person but you don't want other to hurt the person you claim to hate. It's more like possessiveness an I tense dark possessiveness meaning he hate her angry on her but he can't ignore her which mean eventually the love will start growing between them. She didn't met Jodha yet but she can say bring royal she must be head strong righteous lady meaning like any other she will definitely get thing for one who will fight for her against others. And She knew Jalal he may hurt other but if he get thing for them in heart he will do anything to rectify the hurt he will cause other. No matter what it takes meaning she had to do something but what and how. She can't blame Jalal nor she can blame Jodha fate is something to be blame for her suffering which is going to start soon. She have to option other to fight tooth and nail to preserve what's her, or endure everything coming on her way cause it's the only thing she can do).

Don't worry Rukaiya ", I know what you're fearing for"! And trust me if your fear come true ", then to none will get your place ever"!

(Oh that's what she wanted assurance but men in love men in hate aren't people to trusted with alas she knew him enough to get assure by his words he mean it when he talk about faith he mean it with all his heart).

Well if you say then I trust you enough of others let me love you prove me you mean what you said"!

(Listening this Jalal become surprised what he saw in her eyes he wasn't familiar with it yet at all. Well she always been first to make move on bed still the intensity of passion never been there this high in her eyes. For second Jalal thought it's wife wishing to be with husband letting other know no matter what they're to him she is the one for him. or a queen who want the emperor to know none can warm him like her. But again when he ever thought this deeply anyway thus within next minutes there clothes were apart from their bodies but unlike other times today he was feeling odd as if he is doing something wrong already. But why he is with his wife not with others then why it's wrong I ain't commited to others gosh this the vow he took its not right yet he didn't dare to let his hestitation evident. Alas Rukaiya did got to notice the indifference the slight hestitation and coldness in action was well observe by her . She decided she had to make move for sure against the new queen she can take away the the thing she take more pride to have all for herself. Irony how both husband wife are drowing in passion for each other making love with each other yet both of their mind is going on and on about same person).

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(Half laying on couch with open hair clad in light green color Ghaghra choli , Jodha was getting head-massage by moti after dismissing the rest of maid including Bilal Khan he was more then happy to be at her service which she knew very well why. But right at moment the pain in head and other thoughts bothering her noticing the deep ache and restlessness in her yet she stay silent whereas Jodha was feeling terrible as women , for women living there", she heard what Bilal told her how people live in Harem he informed her that the Harem consist lot of women, Classified in level lowest one mean maid and nurse upper mean , artist then refugees concubines courtesans then royal ladies who have direct link with him. And other they compete with each other to go higher or try to butter Queen Rukaiya so that she let them get noticed by emperor, Many are in Harem as victory Prize. Many are sold or gotten there cause of financial crises. They're not sleeping partner of him or married to him but they wish to be with him, Not for him not cause they love him. but for power cause they think if they become dear to him they will have some authority to control and be in charge instead of getting dominate by other. How she is different from them there then. if everyone want her to do the same she don't love him at least not yet but she won't make move to him just to be in charge, How can she when she already make mockery of her religion and sacard Ritual by proceeding with them and taking vow , even though her heart her soul her mind was against all this, Bilal Khan is happy to be at her service thinking her dear to him and thinking she can provide him authority like Queen Rukaiya servant had, What will happen when he will know she isn't dear to him. But he hate her despise her he want to dominate her torment her what she should do? She had always been honest with her emotion how she can act opposite of what how she feel '? She knew it's no big deal and new cause it's happen everywhere but it's doesn't change the fact it's damn unfair. Can she change this can she do anything for the one she feel terrible right now did she have the will power to change the things happening from decades everywhere. Her father often told her t bring the change first you need to change if she started acting as rest of them then by getting Power she may change the style but she won't get success in changing the mindset of people).

"He messed with my brain at one day I don't want to have him at my service again"!

(Jodha thought she said it in mind but she ended up voicing out loud. Making moti sigh a bit she was loosing paitence the change of expression in her face was making her concern and curious at same time. Thus when she spoken she got it the information she got about Harem had ger emotional it's not like things as such didn't happen in Amer it did but then she was small later she become so occupy by Princess responsibility that never get to dig deeper on this or try to do anything on this always one or other thing occupied her brain. Now she had nothing no power no responsibility nothing to work on this. Only two things are in her mind one which she won't admit but it's Jalal who by his every action have her guard up. Second the people around her which at first she thought to not care but by Bilal talk had her so curious and extremely thoughtful result it's bothering her. Thus thinking something she spoke gently).

"Sometime your question come along with answer on own Jodha don't get so worked up"! And you can't live entire life hating the one you sworn to stay loyal to"!

(Opening her eyes Jodha looked at her friend then sit on couch, yes her friend is right, she have her own answer to question, she needn't to do as people expect from her to provide them comfort . But she should make things better at least for one who are her responsibilities. And she can do that even without having power as well while she is right on part of living as well she can't hate him forever she isn't one to keep grudge in heart against one for forever no matter what. At least there have to be reason what reason she have now to hate him, he force you to marry him then she should hate htet sister as well she push her into this but she doesn't hate her. He made your own people against you by his action. But he made his own people respect you by his action as well. He made himself clear what he will made your life into. But you yourself say words aren't enough to prove intention of action. The more she think the more word war proceed between her heart and mind making the headache worse. Clutching her head tightly she let out a moan in frustration).

Shall I get something for you to eat"! Or I should call Hakima to examine you"!

Do anything but make it stop my headache is increasing"! I can't bear it"!

Here your highness drink this it will help you with your headache"!

(Serving her hot cup of ginger tea to ease the headache Bilal Khan sat before her and reading the unasked question on her face he spoke firmly with honesty. Lowering his eyes as it's not right to look into queen eyes or even up at her it's her humbleness that she didn't got him flogged ten times).

"Retire for evening but I cannot go cause I am assign to tend your need ", I can't be at peace when I know you're in pain my queen"!

(Jodha smiled genguinly not sure about other but she was definitely genguinly impressed by him but like her father advised her often trust with caution she didn't want to trust him entirely so soon. Alas she knew in heart he would give her no reason to mistrust him ever but the guy is ambitious like anyone in royal household will be here it's no expectation either. But then a thought crossed her mind while taking the tour of her palace she realised her palace isn't only well guarded but very much open to ears of spy she knew the guards who taking measures of her security as responsibility working as spy as well she noticed when her belongings were being set everything was well checked as well. So the people not only dislike her but mistrust her as well she can't blame them cause feelings are mutual in this case).

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Forgive me your grace you're not allowed out from here"!

(Bilal Khan got surprised he thought as the Emperor clear it will injustice to forbid his queen then hoe the mere soldier can forbid her to go out from her palace she just wanted to visit other side of palace which belong to Rest of Royal Harem ladies yet she is being stopped Bilal wasn't sure but he felt disappointed why he won't be he had high expectations from the queen he assign to work he knew being royal Braveheart Rajput she won't tolerate everything like doll she will fight back but he saw her moving back to her room without questioning the guard).

Your grace why you didn't object"!

(Jodha looked at Bilal but said nothing. Which made Bilal knew she had her reason but she can't reveal it to him. Infact she dismiss him for time being. Taking one of dress by her maid she get dressed in that and walked out of her palace hell with him if he think he can really control her life her decision her action by confining her to just her palace. Before she just wanted to visit other side of palace now she is going to be out of palace to check up on Subject of Agra. Let's see how far he can go in tormenting her. How dare he humiliate her by not only throwing the dish made for him but spitting out the content he bite he was relishing so coolly. The humiliation was to much but more then that it was her own action which made her regret. Why she even expected him to be nice to her when she knew he hate her. But it's not my fault I just wanted to thank him, but you shouldn't cause he did what as emperor he should do it was his responsibility. Yes my mistake and i won't do it ever huh hell with his gesture and action I even if he took arrow on himself to protect me. I won't thank him why should I it's his responsibility hell with him. One this she was fortunate was when he did that none saw it none was there apart from her and her maid Moti. Thinking all this Jodha continue walking she didn't realise instead of going out of fort she ended up walking back side of her palace wich led to The lake there. Even though on way there were many guard yet none stop or question her . Soon enough she was out their reach . She had veil on face while her Odhni as Ghoonghat for protection she had one small dagger hung over the side of her waist. And she had very minimal Jewelry on like any other common folk lady. Thinking about all the happening she didn't realised when she reach near a garden lake. First time in life she wanted to cry her heart out without a care without a fear of being judge by anyone not even her closed ones not even her maid come best friends maybe when she will get her heart light by crying and letting all plain out then she may get to think coolly and then only she can face anything else. She doesn't needed reason to cry cause she already had lots of reason. She is homesick she is feeling lonely she is being humilated and hurt she is being confined behind the walls she isn't allowed to do things she used to do back in her palace. Alas nature definitely doesn't wish to witness her crying form thus by arriving near the lake she found herself lost in the Beauty of nature. It was so peaceful so Serene as if almighty took his own sweet time making this place well no wonder the god's creation are best and incridable amazing. Glancing at the lake which was beautiful in own way cause of fresh clean water and there were lotus in the water with color to envy few birds were feeding their kids so few were making nest on tree there were little rabbit running here and there jumping around playing she even saw Squirrel thus but then to rest she walked near a tree which was very much bend towards lake and there a big couch like stone was kept without wasting second she sat on it and cause it was near the water she dipped her feet in water by taking of her shoe and leaned back on tree).

What are you doing here"? And who are you"!

(Her eyes were just about to closed in peace and light sleep when a rough voice echo there she immidately open her eyes her hand went over the dagger she had with herself she got up and look at side she didn't took her veil and Ghoonghat off thus she could see him he cannot. He was dressed in Black color Jama, and Dark maroon Color turban on head he even had sword at right hand while dagger hung on same color turban waist cloth band. He had no Jewellery on other. He had wore plain black leather shoe. His face wasn't clean shaved he had thick black beard and Whisker on. He was muscular as well his face resemble as if she knew him very well but she failed to pin point who it can be cause she never met him when she was looking at him. The men was looking back at her in anticipation to hear her reply he never seen any women at this side of place cause it's solely for Emperor to come as it was build for him. The women was dressed in dark brown color Ghaghra choli with plain silver color glass bangle. And Kamar-Band he could even see the dagger hung on the side of her waist that's all he can see her cause her face was well hidden by long Ghoonghat she took by her Dark thick brown Color Odhni. Thinking she didn't hear his words he repeated. Firm rough voice).

Didn't you hear "? I ask who are you"? what you're doing here"?

(Thinking him to be one of security officer she didn't wish to reveal her real identity and seeing him looking at her with hint of annoyance she knew he think her to be mere maid who is so dump to answer his simple question defiantly the maid aren't to respected by anyone in palace. Thus changing her voice a bit she spoke in meek tone she never lied uet today a fact which was partially true and partially lie rolled out of her toung smoothly).

My lord"! I just come here to seek peace of heart"! And And I am attender of her Princess come Empress her Highness Jodha"!

(The men nodded but he seem to found her voice pretty much known, alas like her even he failed to pint point if he knew her already he walked and folding his Pajama up word he took of his shoe and sat on ground near Lake getting his half of feet in Lake. And laid back on ground Sighing at him sharing the place with her when she is there she went back to sat on stone she was before and lean back on tree).

"You shouldn't been here it's place for emperor to be here"!

"Then how come you're here"? And who are you"!

(Jodha fire the question back on him. Not for once she let the tone change though still she ask in same voice she did before answering him. Listening this the men open his eyes and smirk so she don't know who I am. Sitting back he looked at her way then spoke).

" I am his Majesty Loyal security officer"! I am relieved from my duty for noon so I am here"! For same reason and intention as you"!

(Jodha nodded but didn't said anything she didn't trust his words but she had no choice either. She had seen Jalal with all his men but never come across with him. Maybe he is officer of palace security only and here she didn't met him or saw him much this it's possible he isn't lying but why she find his voice to be known as well is it possible that both of them are playing a disguise with each other. Testing that other may get to know or not no why the people here will do such a thing not everyone as crazy as me to find comfort outside in doguise. Chuckling at her foolishness she look back at Lake the voice of water fall was very soothing. She closed her eyes and the thing she least expected to recall started replying in her mind).

"Who do you think you are to take charge of royal bawarchi khana (royal Kitchen)"?

(The way he threw the plate away ,then spit the morsal he had in mouth had her shake in fear. It was still ok she thought he might didn't liked the dish she prepared, but no it wasn't the case she obviously saw him relishing the taste before at first. And then his words she step back seeing him walking towards Her alas he caught her arm and slammed her to wall wedging his knee between her legs to prevent her from kicking him. All the breath wooshed out of her at the impact, her back pained by the way he slammed her to wall, yet She refused to let a cry escape her lips. His hand pinned hers holding him between the wall and him she was trapped as fish)

"What you think by doing all this"? you can lure me to love you "? or you were trying poison me to end your Misry for once and all"?

(He gripped her arm furiously the grip was tight she knew it will brusie later on for sure. She was looking at him with stunned eyes never she thought he will treat her, this brutally why he is being so cruel and mean to her '? what she had done to deserve all this"? she was just here to thank him was it to much to do '? Then she won't do it ever but hell with him, even he didn't like her gesture then he can tell her by being at one arm length. why treating her as such she try to free herself but no use he had deathly grip on her).

"Don't you dare to even step out of you room"! you're not allowed to be anywhere expect your palace"! If I see you out or get to know then you will see the real hell I mean it Jodha Begam"!

What's your name"? Is there something wrong "? you're alright"!

(After minutes of silence the men before her ask again. When he sense her sniffing silently he didn't help but got curious, is she crying but why what can be cause of her crying"? did someone hurt her "?or offended her"? Whatever it is I can't know by thinking all to myself I should ask directly. And thus it's broke her thoughts she open her eyes in gasp without looking at him she snapped at him ).

You're no Emperor to ask so many question I come here for peace", but seem cause of your presence I won't get it"!

No wait you can stay I won't ask any questions further you can rest"!

(The men realise the girl is fiesty as well. He should trigger her much , but what he can do he can't stay silent when he is curious and have a person with him to talk. And she even by her silence seem to intrigued him first cause of her veil he want to see her how she look, to know is she really one of Jodha maid or not. But why she will lie her attired does look like maid one. But the way she wore it it's seems she isn't maid at least her fair milky white spotless arms no They're not spotless he saw red brusie on her arm cause of leaning on tree her Odhni got bit up and it's reveal her arm very much. Now her voice even though it's come as annoy but he sensed the shakiness in voice which come when you're very bear to cry. Oh what's wrong with him he already have women to worry about why he wish to increase his headache. By thinking about other he is here to get some peace he should earn it and get away. Thinking she offend him Jodha clench her jaw what's the need for her to snapped at him this harshly. Was it really important for her to remind him his place guilt gripped over her heart and she ended up saying looking at him).

"I didn't mean to snap at you I just I was just so much upset ", and I wasn't in mood to answer anyone question or do anything"!

"It's alright I understand I shouldn't be asking so many questions either by forgetting who I am"!

(Jodha pressed her lips together in despair already everyone are upset cause of of her or on her. Feeling terrible of herself for offending him but wait she already apologize but he didn't seem to buy it. But he did say it's alright then. But he shouldn't added the place reminding part it's make it clear he is upset but he doesn't have right to show his anger. Stop it you already have lot in your plate to worry for don't add more issues thinking this ignoring him she leaned back on tree and closed her eyes breathing slowly with cool breeze serene peace she was slowly drifting to sleep when his one more question awake her).

"Why were you so upset and uncomfortable in adjusting here"! It's ok if you don't wish to answer"!

(Realising he isn't person to stay quiet for long Jodha sigh and spoke in same voice as before trying best not to repeat her action to offend him. But what she should answer him tell him everything happening with her no way it's so unlike her to do so this she said the first thing come in mind which was true).

"I was missing my home"! And husband issue took toll on me "!

"You you're married"!

(Jodha sensed the disappointment in his voice immidately her attention turn on him. All men are same huh gosh it was really wrong to stay anymore with him without answering him she stood up and started walking away from there. But as if he anticipated her move he got up and rush to her she didn't even get to take four step away when she tripped on the length of her Ghaghra and about to fell but he caught her on time and steady her swiftly in ease. Jodha glare at him but didn't said anything he was just helping her after all or else she would surely used her Dagger against him).

"I should leave"!

(Saying this she freed herself and rush out of there to never turn back. Leaving Thoughtful men behind nor he knew who she is neither she knew who he is. And definitely with curiousity in heart none try to figure out who other are. The men was about to leave from there as well when his bare foot come over a Hard object he look down and saw Kamar-Band he bend down and pick it up deciding to give her later on if he met her again).

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"How can you be so foolish to let her go "? do you even realise the consequence "! of such action the Emperor will have our head "!

(Worrying and hell concern realising the disappearance of Jodha from room Bilal Khan was having negative thought's how she can act this way she isn't the little stubborn princess of Amer anymore she had to act as queen. Everytime breaking such action worrying what will happen if The Spy of His Majesty or worse the chief Queen get to know about the little sneak out action of Jodha. The women had to face wrath of God knows how many. Thinking inwardly with worried expression he went out of Jodha room he was back to check on her health but then noticing she isn't there but Moti Bai is there he get concern and immidately ask about her and get to know she went out as disguise of maid).

"Is there any problem"!

(Only this was left a question by Head security Chief of Jodha, gosh he will die so soon he isn't even get to relish the taste of high rank wine which Hoshiyaar get to taste cause of his queen. He isn't get even with score of dominating Hoshiyaar either so many dream are yet to fulfil and here he is having death behind and before him. But then he blurt out whatever come in his mind).

"No yes actually her highness dear maid Moti Bai is missing and we are unable to find her"! So she is angry on us"!

(The security chief Ayaz Beg nodded was the name important when he didn't even get to saw any maid face yet at all. She is empress and worrying for such little thing is so unlike to expect from them alas he knew from start she is kind lady. Thinking at least such a headache he can reduced by little help he look at Bilal Khan and spoke firmly).

"Let her highness know she needn't to worry we will find her"!

"Well I think it's no needed anymore "! there she is"!

(Listening Ayaz Beg words Bilal was terrified and very much afraid alas her fear , disappeared in thin as soon his gaze fell on her stepping in entrance he sigh in relief finding her fine physically thus he spoke sensing the confusion on Ayaz he motion towards the entrance he look at entrance and nodded in understanding. Seeing her attender and chief of security together looking at her way she realised her absences was well noticed by them oh lord don't tell me they know it's not maid but me Princess Jodha oh no I am doom but why I am scared it's not like I fear consequences of my action. Thinking all this she reach near them and before she could say anything. The Chief spoke).

"Such action are inappropriate and unexpected its first time this we're letting it slid"! but next time it won't be left unpunished"!

"Never do this again his majesty have enemies outside and inside in disguise ", of many well wisher"! And you already have lot of enemies here"!

(Jodha nodded and walked away without replying anything to Ayaaz beg realising he don't know who she is. But when she start walking towards her chamber Bilal spoke in low tone. Let his concern out in form of advised which was more like request. Making Jodha sigh. She didn't said anything to him either just continue walking further untill she reach her rest room. She was just to tired to do anything else. In-fact the least wish to do is reply to anyone all she needed was sleep a good sleep that to for long she was exhausted but as soon she sat on bed. Bilal Khan spoke firmly again).

"Your highness the Chief Queen", expected you at her room now"! She wish to meet you"!

"Go inform her I can't come I am sick"!

Would like to see jodha put hukka begum in her place.

Nice chapter but why jalal stop her from going out of her palace n jodha is feeling low n missing her family n thnxx for pm me

Awesome chappy Di

Update soon Di

So much bipolar

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Originally posted by: Rashmisingh9151

He was killed by poison 😊

Thanks for comment 🤗

was jalal responsible ?

Really want Jalal and Jodha face off

Waiting eagerly for todays review.we got dewali for one week with everyday amazing episodes 🙏

Originally posted by: divyadaya13

Would like to see jodha put hukka begum in her place.

😆 she hardly did anything yet to get lesson by our heroine though"! Still I will fulfill your wish 😳

Thank you for comment Divya di🤗

Originally posted by: natashathakur

Nice chapter but why jalal stop her from going out of her palace n jodha is feeling low n missing her family n thnxx for pm me

Thank you 🤗glad to know you're enjoying the update 😳 he have his reason to do so you will know later on 😉 yeah she is homesick while his action aren't helpful either 😒 thank you for you comment 🤗