abcdexyz, Aditi...
Losing a loved one especially one of our parents is a most painful thing in this world...
My pain is nothing compared to that... I endured some worst things in life which harbours pain both physically and emotionally... Thank you for sharing your pain here...
Life has to move on even if it has to be crawling.... My life stopped at some point of time... I'm the sole reason for that... I never tried to heal myself... I hurted myself beyond a limit than the life itself... I did injustice to myself .. I was tired of fighting for myself but never once I tried to heal and love myself....
Never ever blame yourself for none of your mistakes.. it'll cause an unimaginable scar in your heart