Chapter 62 : Let The World Know
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“I said don't care. I don't..don't...
Aayan...What do I do...I am helpless… I tried…" Lamenting helplessly, she broke while Aayan was quick to catch her in his arms, "I tried so much to hate him...I called him cheater...and what not...but I can't stop loving him…!” So much pain emanated through that confession!
Holding her firmly, Aayan curved his lips in a gloomy smile, cupping her cheeks, “And I love you…" That whisper of confession jolted her in shock!
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Momentarily, a Stupefied Sameera hoisted her blank gaze, fright replacing her melancholy in pace, "Well this is super awkward...But I hope now you understand my feelings…
I've felt, You always knew I loved you from the moment I saw you…We became such good friends but you were already dating some creepy Rajveer…Blame my slow pace...hahahha
And...No...Don't think much as in why I am saying all this out of the blue....I am not blaming you or trying to make you count my love or agony…” Wanting to pull her in a soul crushing hug, that poor guy couldn't help but pour his heart out, "But you should know I love you...Sameera…!" The firmness his vocals held, shook her to the roots!
“Aayan...Tum…ahh...” She couldn't search for proper words which would justify Aayan's directness!
While he continued, unwaveringly, “The timing is bad too... But I guess these type of awful talks are mostly reserved for times like this...hehehe...I might not even say these ever, if I don't say now…!
You might know I was engaged and for some stupid reason that broke…
I have been in love a few times... It's natural... But you…” Sparing a tender stare at her mystified expressions, Aayan smiled to hide his nervousness!
“You have been my that love or crush I don't even know what shall I name it...But the way I feel about you...I just can't reciprocate the same even after being in a few serious relationships…!! I don't know why...I can never brush you off my mind, Sam…You have been very special to me...
Lately, it's been getting tougher... This type of restlessness I have never encountered before…" As he divulged furthermore, Sameera grew impatient with an unknown fear surrounding her!
These words of devotion, love should mean nothing to her if not coming from a certain individual. Even when Aayan is expressing himself in such a lovable manner, yet her heart is bouncing back to that enigmatic man. How wonderful it will feel if Maan would have said even half of these to her! Alas!
For some outlandish reason, grief, confusion, disorder; all of these pinched her badly as she dared to fix those numb eyes inside Aayan's dazzling ones!
Those hopeful eyes burned her, unknowingly. Even though it's not something she has time or compulsion to be bothered by. Yet…
“Aayan...Please…!! Main...I..” Shutting her eyes, Sameera tried to clear her mind once again.
“I know it's a No...I already know your answer long before proposing…And I didn't propose to you for a yes...I just needed to get rid of these overwhelming feelings you cause me...Now I feel much better...Sam...
Thank you!!" The last bit of effort spent into keeping himself calm as he put a tease, "And hey, chill and stop giving me such deadly horror expressions... Please, I don't want to have nightmares…" Smiling sheepishly, Aayan tapped the edge of her sharp nose which was growing cherry-red!
“Aayan??!!" An awestricken Sameera halted once again, "Tum na kabhi ….. sudharna mat.." Later both broke in laughter together while she hit his arm, "No way in hell!!!" He chuckled!
"Umm, Regarding your proposal...It's not that...I...I…” As Aayan focused deep in her eyes, that naive smile worn off somewhere!
And she felt lost once more!
"This...This is actually not possible...I have always considered you as my bestest friend..." Shockingly, She found herself repeating similar words which Maan had for an answer to her proposal, "Nothing...more...than..." Couldn't utter more, feeling eerie!
What a twisted nature of fate!!!
Escaping a grievous sigh, Sameera apprised, “You don't know a whole lot of things about me…I don't...I don't deserve you….Tum bohot acche ho...Bohot zayada…!” Her stuttering voice sounded overwhelming as Aayan gleamed with a bright smile, “Maan se bhi zayada??” Dancing his eyebrows playfully.
“Usse zayada kisi cheez mein kabhi koi ho sakta hain??” Her reply is no less than a dagger to him!
“You love him that much hmm??" Deceiving the insecurities, Aayan glanced outside into the skyline through the glass window of the coffee shop, "Gosh... What's burning??” His cautious voice confounded her as she too followed his gaze!
“Oohh... It's my fragile heart!
You know the way you love him...I think I love you the same...Not just as someone desirable...
But even as a friend I love you the most Sameera!!” He took her small hands in his warm palms, “In that sense, I love you too…” Sameera punched him playfully by her fist, "You moronnn…We both are morons actually!!" And both grinned, hiding their sadness while peering wide in the horizon!
"Aayan, I won't tell you to stop loving me...But..." She seeped her coffee slowly, letting the bitter taste awaken her senses, "I want a promise from you...You won't wait for me..." As she gradually let rest of her words out, a smirking Aayan twisted his lips, "Ooo....Now That's a tough one...How about we exchange the difficulties a bit??" She raised her eyebrows!
"You have to promise me something as well..." He let his demand out with that straight face while Sameera instantly shook her head, "I can't stop loving him...Aayan...if that's what you will ask...
There's not even a second can pass when Maan is not inside my mind...And my heart says he will love me back...Someday he has to..."
"Nope, that's not what I was going to ask...I want you to promise me that these bags under your eyes shall get vanished...Umm I will give you 2 days at best!!" His reply surprised her utterly, "And to attain that you are not touching those drugs ever again...Else who knows I might end up doing...Maybe tell aunty...Hmm...??!! Or even better how about I tell this to granny!!!"
"Aayannnn..grrrrr can I push you off this window...You stupid moron...Blackmail karna kabse sikha tumne aise...I hate you both Maan and you..."
"Ouch poor us...But we love you the most...At least mera toh confirm hain...Yaa tatto karwaloon?? Sanam tere pyaar mein..." He pouted heavily!!
"Chih..Ew...You need better pick up lines if you are flirting with Sameera Ahluwalia!!"
"Guide me mam, please...Oh before that come on promise me!!" He teased, however, didn't yield back!
"I don't even know what you are saying...
Yeah ok, whatever now don't throw blackmailing glares..
Ok I Promise!!!" She caught her breath while widening her gaze, "But then help me getting him back..Then I won't need any drugs..."
"Well...Will see..." Seeing the desperation suddenly expanding in her erratic demeanor, Aayan decided to answer evasively, "First, these eye bags shall disappear...I don't help scary ghosts!!"
"Oh hello, tameez Mr...I was Miss Delhi 2010...You monkey..." And their bickering started where he, at last, smiled contently seeing the radiance gradually returning back into Sameera's gorgeous face.
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