Puchki' s words were resonating loudly in Shan's ears. Her rejection was heartbreaking indeed but there was something else going in his mind as he stood outside her gates ..A hand on his shoulder took him by surprise ,He just looked back and hugged that motherly figure as Dadi bua consoled him.
He sat down on stairs and narrated his Dadi bua of what happened inside and how Asmita has refused to accept him back.
His Dadi bua wiped his tears and asked him not to loose hope but to her amazement Shan had already lost it. He looked at a distance and spoke his heart out to her..
She is better off without me Dadi Bua.. I have just given her tears and made her cry in pain all the time while she has battled world for me..and I could not even keep my words to her..I broke her so ruthlessly ..I deserve her hate.. she is right I don't deserve her..
His Dadi bua kept looking at her Shaan.. as he continued this assault on himself..
She can be happy only when she is away from me .. for her happiness I am ready to go away ..
And you..? Will you be able to live without your puchki...
Shan smiled with those tears and looked at her..
There were some questions better to be left unanswered as we don't really have answers for them..
A figure was looking at them from a distance ,her eyes went onto those marks on his back.. He didn't tell her what happened yesterday but kept her safe bringing his own life at stake .She never doubted his love for her.. but this was about respect..for that Shan still had to travel miles .. Puchki wiped her tears as she shed along with her bondhu.. if only he could understand..