Imli ...she reaped what she sowed... But still I couldn't mourn
I did not want to see today's episode but wanted to see how the makers are closing her chapter.
Indeed she was given a good closure, none Vivaan, Ragini(poor girl came for just one episode) Bhuvan Kasturi (though they are still in theerth yatra) have been given an explanation.
To be honest, I wanted to mourn for that Imlu, that side ponytailed, little Imlu, that Imli who during the early days made Sukor realise their love and also made that point that Sukor are inseparable and also showed me that Sukor when together are not 1+1 = 2, but 11 eleven. So I thought I should mourn for two seconds if not for two minutes as the norm.
But... Why couldn't I?? Have I become so immatured??? Have I become so hard hearted?
Yes my hate towards the IMLI DEVI overrided the little sympathy I had for that Imlu who was made bandhuva, that Imli who was nave and did all to bring Sukor together..
She spoke so much to her deedee... like confessing to her crimes before the altar... Yes she said she had been always bad to her sister, did many crimes, always backstabbed her... that word BACKSTABBED brought a smile on my face.
Yes you sowed that seed of backstabbing with your sister (Sakuni), you sowed that seed of always playing with the trust with your bestfriend (you turned Brutus though he stabbed only once), and more so you were not a good daughter too as you wombstabbed your mother by stealing her organ...
But I smiled not that she was dying but the way she was stabbed brought a smile, she was Backstabbed, Yes, the one whom she trusted, stabbed her, so she tasted her own medicine which she was giving to others especially to those who trusted her. She stabbed all those bastiwalas and all their curse would be waiting to stab her.
I had a smile as whenever I see her I always get haunted with that little Kumud's face, the way she was buried alive, the way she pushed paakhi and Gowri to be pounced upon. So when I saw her stabbed, shot I did not feel anything... Even when lallan was hit I felt saying oops but I was blank when she was bleeding... talking,... Confessing..
I thought I should mourn atleast for two seconds as I wanted to be a good human being, but when I remembered my dude rendered living dead by taking away his memory and now this innocent soul lying without knowing whether he is alive or dead, first time I did not have a conflict with my mind and my heart as my MINART together told me NO Sumi not for this devil...
I firmly believe in karma... You do good... you will be bestowed good...
You do bad... You are dealt with bad...
So Imli... Howmuchever I tried to, silence did not come to me but only this sentence came to me again and again
She sowed and so she reaped what she sowed!!
I don't think she will rest in peace as there are those innocent lives killed by her high above waiting for her to get the dues for her deeds!
edited to add: In all this I really very badly miss my buddy Divya ... I miss you loads,as we were waiting with those popcorn packets right from the Benaras track, wish you visit the forum atleast today