Bajrangbali kya honeydoga iss pyaar ko Bali?

Bajrangbali kya honeydoga iss pyaar ko Bali?

Bajrangbali has become my current god for all my prayers!!

I went past today and saw him on the roadside!!! He was confused having the butter and the pepper vada in his hand (in South we offer Milagu vada mala (black pepper and urad dhal crispy vada as mala) and butter as offering). Butter to soothe him as he flew towards the Sun thinking it was an orange fruit. Pepper vada because life is full of ups and downs so never smooth like the soft vada.

I asked what happened!

Bajrangbali : Just now he came and poured his heart!!!

Me: who?

Bajrangbali: who else but that innocent soul... but why have you come?

Me: I came to pray to save that heart who poured out to you as it was happy going lucky till you made him to go through this ordeal, but Bajrangbali please bathayey kya aap honeydoga is pyaar ko bali??

I love my dude, My Suraj, but I don't know I am starting to feel for this pure innocent soul who did nothing wrong but does that mean I have forgotten my dude? Can I ? never Will I ever... But somewhere in my heart I am indeed pheeling for this innocent joker!! He is making me laugh but also making me cry within my heart as will his pure love for his maidam and maidam ki beti made to be sacrificed?

He came with so many emotions, anger, anger at him, anger at his face, his heart...

Isn't he innocent he said as though he was meeting his best friend to pour out his heart and friends are the ones who will hear you out..

I am angry, I have come to fight with you, as he has no one to turn to, to share his feelings, he had to come to his best buddy none other than Bajrangbali, the epitome of love who loved Ram and Sita and always placed them in his heart and was the only one who tore open his heart to show that they are always there!

His father was gone before he knew, never saw his face and mother also hurt and injured and the small business he had for survival was also thwarted... But why was he put through all this... may be bajrangbali had other plans for him? that's why he was made to look like Suraj and meet her too!!

He was angry but not once he felt angry on maidam as he knew that she was suffering with her feelings, emotions which she is battling within. His face like Suraj make her bottle her emotions thinking of her vanished soul, but he spoke as he does not want her to suffer..

Tears rolled when he said, I want to hurt my face, the identity of Suraj so that she lives in peace, but he can't as not only his face but his heart has been filled with his maidam and her beti.

Can love be pure as he knows maidam cannot be without her beti and he doesnot want to address as maidam's beti as Anjor has become his own beti.. He is also bottling up though he has spoken the unspoken words...

He loved innocently only once, he spilled out his emotions in front of her, he did not hide anything nor did he stalk her of taking the hamshakal as advantage..

He could not take it more as it was hurting him way too much that he was ready to offer himself as a coconut till Bajrangbali decides something...

He has explained enough, this rustic rowdy does not know sugary words to explain his love but isn't he rustic as the next line made me just run to the screen to hug him more.

Please do something or give me shakthi so that I could just tear open my heart like you to show maidam that there resides only madam and Anjor...

He turned when he heard her... She was chocking...want to tell him...but could not tell ...but her eyes, those tears told everything... he understood everything but want to hear everything... will he hear...??

Me : Bajrangbali... Bajrangbali...(he was still quiet, thinking)

I lighted the diya again and prayed and asked myself Kya bajrangbali Honeydoga is pyaar ki bali?

Will this innocent love be made to sacrifice or will it turn to sacred-e-fies.

Bajrangbali please please soothe yourself with the butter and think of those pepper which is spicy but make his journey smooth... For this innocent soul should not suffer in this safar.

( I am still praying hard that this innocent soul is indeed my innocent dude who was just created to love her... Hope there is no bali of his love too)

(Nikki why do you always do this deary... making me bali of your sweetness... Loads of love to holding on to me always and never giving up on me and to the girls here who always explain so patiently to all my silly questions and who like and comment on my posts)