Untold Feelings

Lonely and all alone
Even when there is a crowd around
Surrounded by friends,
But do they really care?
They say they love me
They say they care
They say they will be forever there
But then why do they still become the reason of my loneliness?
Never ready to go with me anywhere
Never ready to comply with my wishes
Always postponing things to the following day
But will a next time ever come?
Why don't they end this sweet torture?
Why can't they see the pain and my unshed tears?
Is it really so difficult to just go along with me one day?
Some days I can't keep it together
I will try to move along
If someone comes with me
But there is no one out there who understands me
Is there?