Raman looked at ishita with shocked eyes hearing her proposal when ishita said -kya hua, Mr bhalla. Hosh udd gaye aapke. Meri beti ko apni beti maante hai, meri bachchi ke papa bante hai, toh uski mumma ko apnane mein itni hichak kyun. Aakhir Ruhi mujhe mumma aur aapko papa bolti hai, toh woh ek rishte mein toh hume baandh hi rahi hai. We just have to name that relation. She said casually making Raman more shocked.
Ishita -kya hua, itne hairaan kyun hai, answer me,will u marry me??
Raman -kahin aapko mujhse pyaar, he was saying when ishita said -aisa sochne ki galti bhi mat kijiyega. Mujhe aapse yaa kisi bhi mard se naa pyaar hai aur naa kabhi hoga. Meri zindagi mein naa koi mard hai aur naa kabhi hoga. I want u in my and ruhi's life just as the father of my baby .
Raman -jab Aap mujhse pyaar nahi karti, in fact u don't have any feeling for me, then why this marriage.
Ishita -dekhiye, Main ek lawyer hoon. Har kaam legally aur soch samajh kar karti hoon. I want to marry u, so that there won't be any place for anyone in ur life other then my Ruhi. Agar kal Aap kisi aur se shaadi karenge, toh usse pyaar karenge, phir aapke bachche honge.aap unse pyaar karenge. Phir meri ruhi ki koi jagah nahi reh jayegi aapki zindagi mein aur naa hi koi haq hoga. But if u marry me, there won't be any such problem as naa hum dono mein pyaar hoga aur naa hi koi aur bachcha. Toh Ruhi ke liye aapka pyaar kabhi kam nahi hoga. She said making Raman look at her.
Ishita -i know main aapko bahut selfish lag rahi houngi. Aur main hoon bhi shayad, but all I want is to make sure that my daughter will be really happy with u.
Raman -matlab u want to marry me, just for the sake of Ruhi. Aapko mujhse pyaar nahi hai, aur naa hi kabhi hoga.
Ishita -never, never ever.i hate men.
Raman -matlab u want me to marry u, just to secure ruhi's position in my life and then I have to live a loveless life, coz u r not going to fall in love with me ever.
Ishita -yes, that's the point. Will u able to sacrifice a full of love marriage and out for a loveless marriage just for Ruhi, ur Ruhi. The girl who calls u papa. She said calmly making Raman shocked.
Raman was looking at ishita all shocked when she smiled and said -i was expecting this kind of expression only, Mr bhalla. its very easy to say that I will go to any extent for someone but it's really hard to do it in real. Yeh kehna bahut asaan hai ki aap ruhi ko hamesha sabse upar rakhenge. But yeh karna utna hi mushkil hai, Mr bhalla. Joh biwi ab tak aayi nahi, joh bachche ab tak paida nahi hue. Aap unke liye soch rahe hai but uss Ruhi ke baare mein nahi soch paa rahe hai, jisse bahut pyaar karne ka daava karte hai. Toh main kaise yakeen karun that u will always love her above all. Loving her now is easy, because u don't have anyone. But think about later, what will happen to my kid ,my Ruhi, when she will be habituated to u and u will not have time for her .kabhi socha hai, kitni takleef hogi meri bachchi ko. Aap toh apni zindagi mein khush rahenge, akeli toh meri bachchi pad jayegi. Aur ,aisa koi aur raasta jisse Aap mujhe yakeen dila sake that u will never stop loving her. So here is my decision, if u want her in ur life, then u have to marry her mother. Warna main Ruhi ko aapse aur aapki family so bahut dur le jaaungi. Haan usse takleef hogi kuch din, she will cry for some day but at last, she will forget u. But agar aaj nahi le gaya and she got habituated with u, toh usse bahut takleef hone wali hai. Joh main nahi dekh sakti. Kyunki main jaanti hoon kitni takleef hoti hai, jab kisi ki expectation tutti hai. And i just can't see her going through that pain.She said looking at Raman.
Raman -aap ruhi ko mujhse dur le jayengi, I tried to close the distance between u two and u will do this to me.he said looking at her with hurt eyes.
Ishita -i know I must be looking very shallow to u. But aapke effort aur aapki achchai dekh kar hi maine yeh faisla liya hai. Warna jiska past experience itna bura ho, woh kabhi dobara shaadi ke baare mein soch bhi nahi sakta. She said making Raman look at her.
Ishita's eyes got moist remembering her past and she said wiping her tears -dekhiye Mr bhalla, Main aapko tarah lucky nahi hoon. Ki har rishta hai mere paas, I have only Ruhi. Mere paas aur koi nahi hai, naa maa baap, naa bhai behen, naa pati. Bas ek beti hai aur ussi ki khushi ke liye main itna kuch kar rahi hoon. I just want to safe her future. Mujhe aapse kuch nahi chahiye, trust me, kuch bhi nahi. Naa aapka ghar, naa proper, naa paise, naa bank balance. If u want u can spend nights out. Have affairs, u will never be answerable to me. Main kabhi aapse koi sawaal nahi puchungi, Main Aap par koi haq nahi maangungi,mr bhalla. I just want my ruhi's place safe in ur life and for that only, I am doing all this. Agar aapko jagah koi aur hota, toh yeh sab nahi karti. But I trust u, I trust u for my kid. Mujhe bharosha hai, ki agar mujhe kabhi kuch ho gaya toh aap uska khayal rakhenge. And for that only, I want to marry u. She said looking down as het eyes were getting filled again and again, and she was wiping it again and again.
Raman -aap roiye mat please.
Ishita wiped her tears and said -no, I am not crying.i am strong, strong enough to handle this. Answer me, will u marry me, if u want sometime, she was saying when Raman said -i will marry u, main shaadi karunga aapse. He said and ishita look at him with grateful eyes.
Raman-yes, ishita. I will marry u. Sirf ruhi ke liye nahi, tumhare liye bhi. Bahut dard hai tumhari aankhon mein, uss dard ko khatam karne ke liye.
Ishita -this will never happen, naa aapka mujhse koi rishta hoga, naa mere dard se.just stick to Ruhi. Mujhse koi rishta mat jodiyega, please.
Raman thought for a while and said -ok, but meri bhi Ek condition hai. Mere parent ko nahi pata chalna chahiye,ki hum yeh shaadi sirf ruhi ke liye kar rahe hai. I will convince them saying, we fall in love with each other.
Ishita -jhooth bolenge unse??
Raman -sometimes it's better to lie then telling the truth.
Ishita -as u say, but aap yaad rakhiyega ki hamara rishta Ruhi ke liye hai. I will never love u.
Raman -that I will look after, aap bas bataiye shaadi kab karni hai??
Ishita-yeh toh hamari taraf pandit batate hai, yahan delhi mein dulhan batati hai kya,she said smiling making Raman smile too.
Raman -main maa-papa se baat karta hoon.
Ishita -is there any chances that ur decision will change??
Raman -nahi, I will marry u, make u my bride and Ruhi my daughter, legally.
Ishita just nodded and went out of the room.
Raman look at her and said -never seen someone like her, aankhen samander se bhi gehri, jaise duniya bhar ka dard sameta hua hai. Really don't know what will happen in future, but I want to bring a smile on her face and will surely do that. He said and went out to talk to his parent.
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