Teri aadat ho gayi hai # 3 pt 31 on 134, teaser on 141 on 30/10 - Page 57

Part 28

Though ishita has made ruhi understand but she got disturbed listening about baby . Her disability , her broken engagement , society's mocking, people calling her barren and bad omen , everything got fresh . She wanted to cry aloud on her pain but suppressed her feeling seeing ruhi because ruhi don't like her crying and she was too little to understand about all this . Ishita washed her face for three four times then composed herself and went inside . She helped ruhi in changing then fed her , then helped her in doing he homework . Though she was doing everything but her mind still stuck on ruhi's morning demand .

She was trying to forget that and become normal but was not able to as she has made ruhi understand for once but what if she demands again and again , what if someday Raman too thought to move on and want to have another baby , and what if Raman and ruhi started going away from her thinking she cannot fulfil their wishes . Her heart sinked thinking about the worst , a unknown fear engulfed her again .

She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't even realised that it's evening now . Her trance broke when she heard the door bell , she looked at the time and smacked her head for not keeping a check on time . While on the other hand Raman thoughts why ishita taking so long to open the door , he shouted ruhis name and before he shouts ishita's name she opened the door , he smiled at her sight while she too gave him a meek smiled and went to kitchen to make evening tea for them. He came out
after changing, till then ishita was ready with tea and snacks. She kept the it on table and settled beside him,he saw ishita , she was looking so tired and exhausted . He tucked her hair behind her ears and asked "hey ishita are you ok ."

I- humm .

R- no you are not , you are looking some tensed , tabiyat to theek hai na tumhari .

I- humm , aap pareshaan na ho , I m good.

R- ishita you can share with me , if you have some problem , kisi ne kuch bola , did you argued with someone, no you can't do this , are you missing your parents or my parents .

He asked assuming every possible things , for which she denied and told him to have his tea,assuring him that she is ok . Raman nodded and started having his tea, still looking at ishita with suspicious look,trying to know what's wrong with her that's when ruhi came out happily and showed her drawing .

Ru- papa , mumma see how it is .

Raman saw the picture and said " its so beautiful rooh, but who is this rehaan ".

Ru- arey buddhu papa if mamma is holding him that means he is my baby brother na, wo mujhe didi bolega.

R-(confused )- baby ? Baby kahaan we aaya?

Ru- arey aaya nahi aayega , you know my friend surabhi's mother has brought her small baby from hospital, I too asked same from mamma but she told that I m small na and she needs to take care of me , that's why she can't being him now . To main good girl ki tarah maan gayi , (looking at ishita ) koi baat nahi mamma we will bring baby after sometimes , when I will be big girl .ok .

Ishita saw ruhi and nodded , it didn't take time for Raman to understand why ishita is upset . He looked at her and was about to ask something when she spoke " Raman today is your non veg day , so can we go out for dinner ".

Ru- haan papa , mujhe chicken chowmin khaana hai .

Raman looked at ishita with questioning eyes , she nodded saying she is good , looking to her mood he got ready for going out . Raman spend some times with ruhi while ishita was doing some household work , after that they got ready and trio went out for dinner . They enjoyed their meal in a nice restaurant while ruhi was too happy to out with her both parents . Though ishra were behaving normally but they were not , ishita was still lost in her thoughts while Raman has all eyes on her . He so wanted to talk to her but they couldn't talk as ruhi was with them. Raman noticed that ishita was too gloomy looking around the family , mother father with their kids . They completed their dinner and come back home , soon the trio settled in bed after changing . Ruhi was still wake , she lays in middle of ishra and told ishita to tell bed time story while Raman was completing his pending office work . Ishita saw Raman busy and started narrating her life to ruhi as story , after sometimes ruhi slept while ishita was still narrating her the story ,caressing ruhi's hair , without looking to her while her eyes were filled , all ready to shed tears but she was holding them in her eyes , don't want to show them to ruhi . That's when she felt him wiping her tears from cores of her eyes , which brought her in reality .

She wiped her tears and spoke " sorry I just got carried away ".

R- ishita I m trying but can't understand what actually you are thinking , you are free to share everything with me .

I- I was not thinking anything, it's just...

R- ishita no need to hide your feelings, you can tell me , I have all ears for you .

Ishita didn't spoke anything, she got up from the bed and went near window , he too got down and walked to her, she felt his presence beside her and wiped her tears again . Raman noticed this and pulled her for sidehug , she tried a lot to stop herself but couldn't and finally she broke into tears , he let her cry after sometimes then asked " why are you crying ishita , I mean now I know everything then why..."

I- yeah you know everything but not ruhi, she thinks that I m a normal woman and can give siblings to her but she don't know the ugly reality of my life that I can never fulfil her demands , hamaare kabhi koi bachche nahi honge Raman .

R- to Kya problem hai, we have ruhi .She will free up in sometimes and understand , I will make her understand, then everything will be sorted .

I- no nothing will be sorted, you can never understand my point of view , asp samjh hi nahi paaoge .

R- yeah , I can never understand, until you tell me what exactly is your problem . I m trying to know it from evening but seems you don't want to share it .

He spoke making her look at him while a fresh set of tears made way from her eyes. He scooped her face in his hands and dropped a kiss on her forehead to assure her while, she closed her eyes feeling his soft touch.